#amialone

[coolpantsperson]

Probably just a me thing, but I never use hashtags because I feel like someone will see me using them wrong and get mad. Of course my posts never do well on any social media.

Time to try using hashtags again.

[thecomfortofassotiation]

Ouverture

The chance of you reading this is close to none, but if you are reading this, please consider staying a while. I’m Joshie (yes, that’s the name I picked). I’m 16-year-old genderfluid kid with a huge brain but not a lot of ways to express myself. I’m not much of a writer either, hah, this is just me spewing out what’s on my mind. This is an archive of what I want to do. What is written here are ideas that I have, some of them will be possible and some will not. Maybe I will put experiences I want to have, or things I would like to do with my friends. You really don’t have to read this stuff, because I’m probably writing this to an audience of none, but hi. Welcome to the Comfort of Assotiation. Beau Soir. 

[realtalk207]

MATH PHOBIA IS REAL

I was in special-ed from first grade till my sophomore year in high school. My instructors in special ed were encouraging and very helpful. As a result I loved the puzzle-like challenge of math. But then everything changed when I had to participate in "normal" math courses.

I experienced great difficulty even after changing courses. My teachers didn't have the patience for me to catch on and would yell at me for being slow. I grew to fear, dread and even hate math in all it's forms except for money and personal finances.

Now in my 20s and trying to prepare for the GRE I still feel this way. Am I alone?

[urdnotcadash]

Hawke: *kills a Slaver by throwing a dagger at his throat*

Me: 

[crimcato]

Am I the only one that says this instead of totally

[king-of-the-nerds-forever-blog]

Am I alone?

Before I say how I feel, I want to clarify that I do have friends. I actually have a good number of close friends who I care about a lot. We always have fun and laugh and do silly things like most friends do. It seems like a normal friendship, I would say. But I think there is something wrong with my brain. I know I'm in the circle, or the group, of friends, but I still feel like an outsider. Like I don't belong there exactly and my friends are just being gracious enough to let me join them because they feel sorry for me. Every time I text them, even if it seems like we're having a good time, I feel like I'm just annoying them and that they wish I would just leave them alone. I feel like a freeloader or something and that I should just leave them alone... but I can't. I need someone to talk to now and then. I sometimes even feel like they're hanging out without me or something... or texting without me. Like a break from me. I don't know... It's kind of hard to explain. I know that they care for me and that I care for them. We've been close friends for years... but I still feel like this. I honestly don't know what to do about it. I'm scared to tell them, like that would annoy them or something. Anyway, sorry for all the rambling. I was just wondering if I was the only one who felt this way. Am I alone? Am I a bad person for feeling this way?

[smutconnoisseur]

When some of the comments on your work are so fucking adorable, you can’t help but blush and giggle.

[sib-lings-creations]

#SblingdCreations #AmIAlone #suicideormurder #AloneGirl #alternative https://www.instagram.com/p/CGW1vo2LQYr/?igshid=d1gvriu6r58g