Imperial Radch ramblings: Tisarwat
“Sword of Gurat, execute Captain Hetnys immediately.”
“I can’t. Lieutenant Tisarwat has ordered me not to.”
Anaander’s expression at that moment must be priceless. Tisarwat using the Tyrant’s own, unwillingly learned, abilities against her - by genuinely being a pants-wetting medicated mess (because the Tyrant would detect any kind of acting), and then stealing her remaining ships from right under her nose by reverse-engineering the logic of her keys - is a revenge arc worth waiting three books for. And Anaander - who dismissed Tisarwat as “not the sharpest knife in the set” - still doesn’t get it, not at first.
“Just who is Lieutenant Tisarwat?”
“One of those knives that’s so sharp you cut yourself on it and don’t realize it until later.”
Up until that minute, this Anaander - part of what I call The Worst Anaander - thought she was fighting Slightly Less Bad Anaander - and I guess she sort of was, since Tisarwat has that version’s memories. But from the start the Tyrant has assumed Seivarden is the one pulling the strings, because Seivarden looks important - and is confused because Seivarden is ALSO a mess (although a well-bred one in good clothes); she can’t figure out the enemy’s plan at all. Some gangly teenage poet with cheap purple eyes, who doesn’t even seem to know how to arm the bombs she was trying to set, is so far down the threat scale Anaander barely even notices her. Underestimating Tisarwat is easily the worst mistake this copy of the Tyrant makes, right behind underestimating Station.
But Tisarwat is also probably the worst mistake Slightly Less Bad Anaander makes; she’s capable of taking down through sheer guile any other version of the Tyrant, including other local copies of SLBA that don’t have the memory of creating her (in fact, those would be the easiest targets for Tisarwat - she has their codes, and knows them best). And just the act of “creating” her was a ridiculous risk - Breq, given her nature, was highly likely to notice and would be even further alienated if she did, making it that much harder to keep her as an “ally”, while also potentially giving Breq the means to unlock what little remaining hold SLBA has on her mind.
Creating Tisarwat is such a stupid risk, in short, that I really suspect that there’s a fourth* major version of Anaander Mianaai - a part of Slightly Less Bad Anaander that not only rejects her previous actions (the genocide on Garsedd), but which actually loathes herself because of those actions, and wants to die - who is deliberately(?) trying to create the tools to destroy herself.
* the third Anaander is whoever is stockpiling the AI cores, which is neither of the main versions - but there’s not much to go on regarding this one’s motives.
Lastly, Medic roughly telling Tisarwat at the very end of the series that nobody wants her to change her eyes back is ... emotional.