Oct 30, 2015
I’m so mad at myself for attempting to seek medical attention after all these years, that place made me feel terrible and I’m disappointed in the whole thing. Now if I get hit with the really bad swelling and pain I’m going to be even less eager to get help.
#wurd up#i almost wish i ate some fatty food to actually induce pain#and an attack#ok well to be fair he did say i should go get an ultrasound#but i get the feeling he didn't believe me and was brushing me off#i really picked the wrong sort of place and i'm pissed at myself#they don't even do blood tests tghere