i need to lock into this blog again ><
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i need to lock into this blog again ><
okay I have a bunch of shit to do today before work, let's fucking go lesbians
unhinged post
thinking about how i should have just taken my undergrad degree or even my masters and fucked off and just gotten a job instead of pursuing fucking law school. like. what was the point. im never going to get a job! i wasted 3 years of time and i hemorrhaged money! i literally feel so defeated and unaccomplished like 99% of the time!!
like i seriously don’t have a clear view for where i’ll be 5 years from now and i can’t decide where in my life i fucked up: was it not picking engineering as my undergrad major? was it going to law school? was it just not being smart enough or enough of a hard worker? a combination of both? bitch im gonna go back to my high school self and slap myself i hate myself so much kdskfdkf
anyway! this post comes to you after 2 and a half hours of sleep and a further 3 hours of lying awake drafting emails im never gonna send. i’m sorry i know this isn’t the negativity~ yall signed up for, just needed to get it off my chest 🤡
I don’t know why, I’m just suddenly hit with so many god damn Ardynoct feels today and it’s killing me ahhhhhhh (and listening to various GoT tracks, for some reason, is not helping ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh)
I’d like everyone to know that thank u, next was playing at Full Volume while I made this
how do people get home from work on a Friday night and be like yeah let's go out and party it's the weekend!!
I'm like leave me to rot and then collapse into bed