#and strife

[jswets]

so i understand everything

that ever was and will be

what does it do the good will

as here i sit in emptiness,

alone, as every tooth rots from my head

in the darkness, outside of the in

going from good to well to bad and then

again, what is the end

in the morning the night lingers

every night another morning comes

in the beginning, as at the bend

[patchedupnevermore]

Imagine Death having a son who does Ballet, but because he feels his father would not approve he kept his dancing career a secret from him.

As he danced and did his routines, he began to notice a recurrent face to each and every one of his recitals. His heart dropped as he finally realized it was his uncle, Strife. After the show he quickly ran over to the edge of the stage to explain himself and to beg him to keep it a secret, but before he could get the first sentence out of his mouth.

"You're doing great, kid! We're proud of you."

"I- We?"

The son of Death quickly scans the crowd, but doesn't find any other recognizable faces.

Death, however was not in the sea of faces, but instead sitting in the rafters. Though, he was annoyed that his little brother was caught. He was, indeed very proud of his son.

[jswets]

every morning i wake and think,

do i even want to be alive,

even if i do,

is life even worth living,

even if it is,

would it even matter if i had never existed,

even if it would,

would it even matter if i stopped existing today,

even if it would,

would anyone even care,

even if they would,

would i even,

even if i would,

would i even know,

even if i did,

would i even be able to go back,

even if i would,

would i even change anything,

even if i would,

would anything else even change,

even if it did,

would life even be worth living,

even if it was,

would i even want to be alive,

would i even wake up every morning and think

[jswets]

ignorance is bliss

until the dreamer awakes

eyes wide shut in faith

[jswets]

All I know is that I'm way too old to be so naive,

and no matter how much I learn,

I always wish I still knew less lol...

[jswets]

"Time isn't holding up, time isn't after us"

- Once in a Lifetime, Talking Heads

[jswets]

"When you reach the bottom line,

the only thing to do is climb.

Pick yourself up off the floor,

don't know what your waiting for."

- Big Audio Dynamite, The Bottom Line