13 years ago today I got to see Hugh Panaro perform in "The Phantom of the Opera" for the first time. Today being his last performance in "Masquerade" is a bit of a gut punch.
I jumped back into the fandom after seeing him, Paul, and Francesca in "Masquerade" in August. When I think of Phantom, I think of my college years. The rush of nostalgia that followed seeing "Masquerade" for the first time was a welcome change, especially as I've had a very difficult year in my personal life. Returning to the online fandom, a place where I kept on the periphery in the past, led to so many new friends (shout-out to @wheel-of-fish and @glassprism for orchestrating the weekly streams!).
I guess what I'm getting at is that hearing about Hugh leaving hit me pretty hard. He being in this role represents a part of my life that I've revisited these past few months and have found comfort in.




















