Someday in the midst of all the chaos controlling your life, rather than being numb by the over-exhaustion , you will calm down. You will wonder if it's the calm before another storm or just your adaptability. It's just the mere revelation that through all the things you've worked out to reach here, through all the webs you've been trapped in and escaped from, you never want to go back and no matter how big a problem may be, failing is not a risk you will be willing to take under any circumstance because you realize that your biggest competition is you and the journey of life is not about progressing more than everyone around you, its not even always about outdoing yourself.. its about learning with everything you chose to put yourself into and even what you were put into. You will realize that you do not have to be better than what you were yesterday, you just have to not degrade to what you were many days before then. And eventually, you will be better than your past. Maybe you won't stop telling yourself stories which compose your past. But you know you will learn from it. And in the long run, even in the short run, that's what matters. Such a complicated calm but you will understand. You will be calm amidst the chaos, and occasionally chaotic amidst the calm. That's life, right? 🎈 🎈 🎈 #aboutlife #randomthoughts #atrainofthoughts #blabbering #scribbling #byewritersblock #peaceout #complicated #chaos #calm #andinbetween (at Bhabha Atomic Research Centre)