Andy x Mc for 4/1/11??? Sorry i can't decide which onee
Andy and MC laid in bed, the lights were off, but the glow of the TV illuminated their faces in the dark. MC watched out of the side of their eye, his lips curling into a proud smile, jerking the controller in his hand. MC knows they’re going to lose the game so they don’t bother fighting it out anymore, but pretend to.
Andy exchanges in some gaming banter with MC before rolling over to face them, MC follows suit, resting their forehead against Andy’s smiling at him. Andy reaches his hand out taking MC’s in his own, bring his hand to his lips pressing a gentle kiss on MC’s knuckles.
Andy watches MC for a while saying nothing, just staring at them with a soft smile on his lips. “It’s 1am, maybe we should go to bed, Andy.”
Andy nods but doesn’t move. He brushes his nose against MC’s before leaning in for a soft kiss, his hand moving to MC’s cheek cupping it in his hand. He pulls away all too quickly for MC’s taste, but MC doesn’t protest. “You know, i was just thinking…with Redfield gone we have our whole lives ahead of us, and I mean actually ahead of us. I thought we were doomed.”
MC looks at Andy with concern, giving his hand a gentle squeeze that now rests on Andy’s thigh. Andy thinks for a moment, “Remember when we were at that hardware store, I always forget the name. I said I was looking forward to that game, and you made that joke about you replacing that game? Well, here we are, playing that game and it’s not the thing I’m most excited about anymore.”
MC nods thoughtfully, as Andy continues. “I thought I knew everything I wanted, I wanted to go to homecoming with you, play basketball, and even play this stupid game, but after almost dying in that cavern it seems so pointless. You know what I mean? Like I’m not dreaming big enough, I should dream for pro-ball get a degree for a job afterward that excites me, maybe help Lily designs games. She’d love that and so would I. And more importantly, I want a future with you.”
“I don’t know if we’re gonna get married, adopt a kid or have our own or whatever, but in my head, I love the idea of it. I love us being together. I love everything about us. I’m not saying let’s go out and get married, but if you wanted to, I’d have no doubt in my mind that this is what I want.”
MC smiles at Andy and places a kiss on his lips. “Most importantly, I really want to break my other leg kicking Noah’s ass.” MC laughs at Andy, leaning into his touch, letting this head fall on his shoulder. “I love you MC.”
things you said when you were drunk
Andy vomits into the toilet and MC stands over him, rubbing circles on his back, they’ve never seen Andy this drunk before. It’s slightly frightening to see him so plastered. It started out like any college party, they made out, they played beer pong, and were having a good time. Or so MC thought they were.
They didn’t realize how many drinks he was throwing back, how he’d immediately ask for another when he finished his, MC didn’t mind so much because they were having fun. They hadn’t realized that he was trying to get drunk that night.
Andy sits by the toilet of MC’s dorm room, MC massages his shoulders softly while he wipes the saliva from his slightly parted lips. He looks like he might faint, and softly comforts him.
“MC...are you here....?” His voice sounds weird, almost not real as he speaks into the oblivion his eyes staring at the ceiling as if trying to remember anything or who he was. “Where am I?” He looks around seeing MC who smiles at him. “You look hot.” MC chuckles, helping him to his feet, gotta get this drunk to bed, they think to themselves nodding as Andy talks to them.
“Yo, don’t tell MC this, but sometimes I wish I was never born..” His voice is distant as he recalls memories in his head, suddenly forgetting he was with MC no longer looking at their face. “You know what I mean? I feel like, sometimes life would have been easier. If my little spermy hadn’t gotten the memo that a nut was being busted?”
MC cringes at that part please stop talking about your dad busting a nut in your mom Andy, but Andy keeps going, “like I wish I wasn’t here to make everyone’s life harder. I know I try really hard to make my life have a point, but sometimes, there's no point to be had. We’re just floating through space and boom, it’s all gone. And sure you don’t watch a game just for the end, but sometimes I feel like my end should have come.”
“It just feels so cloudy in my head. Like everything I am is too much for me to handle, if I hadn’t have had Tom I wouldn’t be here. And sometimes I wonder, what if Tom was never in my life, or Tom was transphobic, then I wouldn’t be here and sometimes that alternative sounds so good to me?” MC pushes open their bedroom door as Andy pauses in his spot looking over at them, with tears in his eyes. “Do you think it’s pathetic to want to die when you have everything?” MC shakes their head no about to speak when Andy cuts them off again.
“Like I’m a fucking legend on the court at Westchester, but everywhere else? I’m nothing more than a waste of fucking space. I have a lot of regrets, friend. Are we friends? Did we just meet for the first time? Where are we? Can I go to bed now?”
MC lays Andy onto their bed, they pull off his shoes and jeans tossing them on the floor before tucking him under the covers. They kiss him softly on the forehead as he pulls his pillow into his arms curling up. MC sits at the end of the bed and wipes at their eyes, how long have I been crying, how long has Andy felt this way? What do I do?
things you said over the phone
MC paced around their room, tapping their foot against the floor. Andy calls this time every day, is he okay? MC takes reassuring breathes, it’s gonna be okay, it’s all okay, everything is okay.
MC hasn’t been in their head like this ever since Andy told them he was joining the military. MC almost had a heart attack when they first found out, they had a discussion, one Andy calls an argument, but from a good place argument. MC, of course, would never stop Andy from following what he wants to do, but they were definitely not too keen on the idea.
Finally, the phone rings and MC dives for it, grabbing it off their bed, instantly answering the phone, Andy’s voice is soft and soothing as he talks, he doesn’t give MC time to answer. “MC, I need you to listen to me.”
MC nods to themselves with a breathing noise. “I’m okay, I’m sorry I worried you, I can tell by your breathing I have. I want to tell you, that I got hurt in battle, but you should’ve seen the other dude. I beat him up so good.”
“Okay, I didn’t, but... I don’t want you to worry so I tried to lighten the mood. Sorry. This isn’t the time for jokes.” Andy goes on, “I just remember laying there wondering if I was gonna die, Tom dropped down beside me, holding pressure to the wound and I thought about was your face...”
“If I had died, I just wanted to tell you something, and I told Tom this when you see MC tell them I’m sorry. Tell them I love them. And tell them there’s a ring in my top drawer under my socks. I know when we were kids I said I wanted to marry you eventually, just not now. But I think the time is now. So MC, will you please marry me?”
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