When I was in 8th grade I wrote a report on the career of nursing. I cannot remember exactly why I picked that profession. I’m sure I got the idea from my mom because her mother was a nurse and my mother was a nurses aid at the time (she later went on to get her associates degree and become an RN herself).
Ever since then I KNEW I wanted to be a nurse. I started out by taking courses in 11th grade through my senior year of HS to become an LPN (licensed practical nurse). Then from 2000-2004 I attended the University at Buffalo in NY to receive my BSN (bachelors of science in nursing). On July 31, 2004 I passed my board exam and officially became an RN.
My first year as a nurse I worked in a cardiac telemetry unit. After a year I felt pretty comfortable with my skills and I was excited to move on to a new area of nursing. I did some research and, along with a suggestion from a friend (ahem Adrienne) ended up taking a traveling nurse position in Philadelphia PA.
After working in Philadelphia for only 6 weeks I had fallen in love with the city. It was so new and SO exciting. My life changed during that time period and I love looking back at that time in my life. It was the best decision I ever made to come to Philly! So I took a permanent position at the hospital I was at and became an official resident of philadelphia!
After about a year I got the bug again and wanted to move up the ranks. I wanted to transition into the intensive care unit. I was intimidated but was very motivated to do it. The hospital I was at closed so I transferred to a bigger, inner-city hospital and began training in their ICU.
It was tough and I didn’t know if I could do it. In fact I wanted to quit until a nurse who I looked up to encouraged me to ‘just give it 3 months’. I can still remember her saying those words to me. Her name is Sheree. So I took her advice and after 3 months I felt totally comfortable. I ended up staying there and made many great friends. It was there that I got the critical training I would need to move on to my next endeavor.
I learned what a CRNA was in my junior year of college. A certified registered nurse anesthetist. What? I can put people to sleep for surgery? I can render people senseless to pain and
discomfort?? Um, that is so cool! Cool but scary! Can I do that? Omg no! Not yet! If ever! I’m scared!
Fast forward to 2008 after I’ve been a nurse for almost 4 years. Now I’m feeling more confident and thinking, maybe I CAN do this. The next step was to apply and even get CONSIDERED for an interview. Nurse anesthesia was blowing up around this time and EVERYONE wanted in. Around 250 people would apply to a program that only had 26 spots. I still remember the day I got the letter saying I got an interview! And I will NEVER forget the moment I got the email that I had been ACCEPTED! Soooooo happy. A HUGE new chapter of my life was about to begin.
In January of 2009 I began a 30 month MSN program (masters of science in nursing - nurse anesthesia). It was an incredibly rigorous program that demanded 100% of my mental and physical attention. Luckily I had some great classmates who became some of my best friends. But most importantly I absolutely LOVED what I was learning and doing. At the times where I felt so stressed from exams and studying and clinical I’d try to stop and think about how lucky I was and how many people were trying to get my exact spot. And studying for my board exam was THE most stressful and crazy time of my LIFE! I will never forget how much effort I put into that - I even surprised MYSELF with what I was able to do.
I became a CRNA (certified registered nurse anesthetist) on July 26, 2011. One of the best days of my life so far! To officially become a CRNA you have to sit for a computerized, highly secured state board exam. When the exam gets all the information it needs (you’ve proven you know enough or you’ve proven that you don’t) the computer screen shuts off. You walked out of the room and up to the lady at the desk. She turns around and takes a piece of paper off the printer and hands it to you. It has your picture on it and says one of two things in big black, bold letters: PASS or FAIL. Luckily mine said PASS. Never happier in my LIFE!!!
Fast forward to today. I was so lucky to have gotten a position at the same hospital I did my ICU training in. I have been here since August 26th. Everyday I love coming to work and I love what I do. It still amazes me what I can do with drugs. I have many great coworkers and I also still get to work with Sheree, the nurse who told me to ‘just give it 3 months’. I always tell her she played such a big role in how things worked out for me! The picture above is me and some of my favorite CRNAs here at work. We have such a great time together but most importantly we work hard to provide good and SAFE patient care while enjoying doing it!