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Moon 0
the End and the Beginning
im so nervous but aaaa lets see where this goes
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u can call me angel or dove <3
he/fae/it out if kink, she/it in kink (she/her outta kink if u have permission, i'll lyk if u have permission)
fagdyke genderfuck nonmonog relationship anarchist t4t
on t so ravenously horny
i post about untagged hard kinks so if you dont like that u should probs leave hope u have a good day /gen
dms open, send me nudes, feel free to request them (especially transfemme supremacists). no cishets in the dms. no horny messages if you're 20 or younger. also do not message me if you are drunk, it's triggering
northeast US, it's rough out here for the covid cautious aspiring mutual fuckers <\3
no dni other than minors or ageless blogs, i'll just block people if they make me uncomfy but cishet men ur on thin fucking ice
also, if i follow u and post abt ur hard limits, it's bc there is no consistency in whether people's limits are also dni, so i only take it as a dni if that's directly stated cause i do not have the energy ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
specifics under the cut
Update on the system drama situation for anyone who cares
Red fronted last night, and Angel did after her. She made a post directed at me that was very hateful towards Angie, explaining her reasoning for what she did. I'm not going to talk about it here because I don't feel like it.
Angel fronted after (yay having specific trigger songs) and made a new post owning up to what he did and apologising. I think Red is the one who owes Angel an apology.
The difference between how the two are handling it is astonishing. Red is unfathomably angry at him for a relatively simple thing, and he's just kind of upset at her for how she's treated him, even though it would be justified for him to be just as angry at her over this. Red continues to be angry, hateful and deliberately inflammatory towards him, while he apologised near immediately. He's owning up to his mistakes, while she doesn't seem to think she's made any.
I'm not entirely sure what I'm going to do about this, but I'm probably not gonna post about it anymore on main. I'll likely be checking their blog more often and might post there from time to time.
Like I said in my post on their blog, Red might be grounded from the internet or fronting or both. Angel and the others might get to run the sideblog instead of her. However, she will not be mistreated the way she did to him. Being "grounded" has never meant that someone gets treated that way, and I couldn't say why Red thought that was okay to do.
Please don't take this as an invitation to be hateful towards Red. She may have treated Angie terribly, and I don't forgive her actions, but I still see her as a sister. She somehow thought she was doing what was best for me, and I do believe that she didn't actually want to hurt him. I don't think she realises how harmful and traumatic something like that can actually be; I think her past must have desensitised her to it, and she genuinely didn't think what she was doing was that bad.
Okay, I'll admit that I was looking at that shit. I'm sorry. I wasn't feeling good about myself. I liked ONE post though and it wasn't even bad, I'm not sure whether I followed the person and I don't think i saved any of the posts. I was just scrolling through them.
I wasn't trying to hurt anyone but myself. I wasn't thinking about the forthfellow when I did it, i swear i'd never try to hurt him.
I'm sorry for lying about not doing anything wrong. I just didn't think it was that bad, and i truly don't think i deserve the way Red's been treating me. But maybe she's right, what do i know?
Sorry I’ve been a little quiet for a couple days I’m busy drawing and sleeping.. and paying silksong when I’m not doing those things.. this game is pissing me the fuck off but also I can’t put it down… my opinions are still jumbled in my head.. I want to put out a positive post! So it’s not all negativity. I swear I do enjoy things outside of being critical 😭
My birthday is also on Sunday so there’s also that.. I didn’t get a chance to draw anything… maybe I’ll draw ren for meself :33
11oclock on August 11. clearly heard his voice. more ""real"" than usual... very distinct. my name. I'm exhausted but feel v. warm....