I wonder if some folks might find it kinda odd that I'm basically anger/rage personified but never really express any anger outwardly. internally, I'm always screaming. even when I'm too tired to scream I still am. I want to break things, curse people out, get into horrible violent fights, just generally lose my shit. but I never do. I'm always going over all my reasons in my head for why I'm angry, why I am just anger, but I've explained it to only a handful of people. theres so much going on internally but on the outside? I'm just kinda here. listening to my loud music, making crappy doodles, drinking too much monster, hanging out with the headmates, sharing memes with friends. I go to appointments, make important phone calls, cook meals, function day-to-day as we need to. I think the only thing that can come off kinda angry about me is that I tend to be a bit flat with how I talk and I swear a lot. But that's it. so being anger/rage conceptkin is more just... what I am and how I feel internally rather than how I actually act. I'm just some girl that never left the mid 2000s and has a lot of feelings. I just exist. and i dont think there's really anything wrong with that even if it does feel odd or a little bad sometimes
