Give me a Peter Parker who's a little jaded. Give me a Peter Parker who's angry at the world. Give me a Peter Parker who stops caring about what other people think of him. Give me a Peter Parker who stops throwing his punches. Give me a Peter Parker who's a little mean.
Give me a Peter Parker who, after everything he's been through, after all the funerals he attended before he even turned eighteen, after all the losses that he suffered, decides that enough is enough. He doesn't have to be this small, inconsequential character who's just moving through life as if he's a point of pity for other people to drop into conversation.
Give me a Peter Parker who uses his grief and his anger to fuel him. Give me a Peter Parker who throws himself into his studies, who works harder than ever before in every aspect of his life - in university, in work, in Spider-man.Give me a Peter Parker who, after mentally tallying every loss, every moment of grief, every time 'Parker Luck' struck him down, and decides that he cannot break. There's too much to gain and so little to lose, and he decides that he will show everyone exactly who he is.
