Basically what happened with Current Crush is, we both had a crush on each other for a couple of years now, but for a while I was in a relationship so I didn’t act on it of course (I’m the kind of person that gets a lil crush on most of my friends but then I move on). Then I was going through a breakup, and didn’t think about dating for a while (although I was kind of craving affection, as you do, I knew it was not a good moment for me to try and get into a new relationship right away). At this point the Current Crush and I admitted we once had feelings for each other. I didn’t realize at that moment that it could still happen (I was busy over-analysing myself and feeling guilty about my ex) Then for some reason I got a huge crush on this OTHER friend of mine who is an Extremely Straight girl, which I knew, but I’m dumb, what can I say. Was dealing with that for a few months. THEN! Another talk with my Current Crush, where I suddenly woke up and realized instead of chasing this straight girl forever I had a chance with an amazing, totally interested person. So now we have a thing I guess!