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My Anxiety At WonderCon

My Anxiety At WonderCon

It’s hard to live a life full of anxiety. I have been living with mine for as long as I can remember. I don’t remember the last time I genuinely felt at peace with myself. I feel that right now is the time to share a few facts about my anxiety with all of you that happened to me about a week ago. Being irrational is a terrible crippling flaw of anxiety. When I am hit with irrational thoughts it…

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Shailene Woodley Was Arrested and Why You Should Care

Shailene Woodley Was Arrested and Why You Should Care

We all know and love Shailene from the Divergent movies, The Fault in our Stars, or if you really have followed her The Secret Life of the American Teenager. But we really commend her for standing up for what she believes in. On Monday, October 10th Shailene was arrested for trespassing while leaving a protest against the Dakota access pipeline. As she was being arrested she live streamed the…

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Why The Little Things Matter

Why The Little Things Matter

Anxiety is a monster. It’s overwhelming, angering and disheartening. Sometimes I won’t be doing anything and it will rear its ugly head. I get so frustrated because sometimes I just don’t understand it. So on the worst days, it’s important for me to enjoy the little things. What I mean by this is enjoying the small things you accomplish. Sure easier said than done. It’s hard for me to do this…

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[[Nice Timing: Twilight/Rainbow. Closed smut rp.]]

[[Because it had to be continued ;D ]]

Rainbow's cocky smirk had soon faded as Twilight had kissed along her jaw, her eyes sliding half-shut and the fingers in her feathers sending shivers down her spine. The wait between the librarian whispering to her and then actually kissing her was almost agonising, the hot breath on her lips shutting her mind down completely.

Originally, the athlete had shown up as a sort-of joke. Twilight had always seemed so out of reach, even out of her league; there was no way in hell that Rainbow could have forseen this actually happening. But hoo boy, she was glad it did.

Her response to the kiss was instant - she was never one to wait around; Rainbow kissed back just as hard, one hand splayed against Twilight's upper back in between her wings and the other tangled in her hair.

Getting a mischievous idea, the athlete ran her fingertips around the alicorn-human's wingjoints, smirking into the kiss as she did so. 

Wings were sensitive enough as it was, and Rainbow knew fine well that Twilight was new to hers...

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[[Opposites Annoy: Rainbow Dash/Twilight Sparkle. Closed RP.]]

Rainbow Dash considered it a successful day in the office as far as she was concerned; no one had been shot, no banks had been robbed and most importantly - there was hardly any paperwork. The FBI liked their paperwork, but there was an unsaid understanding between the higher-ups and the young pegasus woman - that she was never going to finish a report on time. If at all.

Oh sure, she had been collared for it many a time before, but she always manage to wiggle her way out of serious punishment. Rainbow was one of their best agents in the violent crimes department and she knew it. And they knew that she knew it.

Her methods were just a little...unorthodox. They often described her as a loose cannon.

"But I get the job done." she muttered to herself sleepily, relaxing back in a leather spinning chair that she had "acquired" from the forensics department, her feet on her desk.

The sun filtered in through the gaps in the blinds over the window, playing over the desk and Rainbow, magnifying her feeling of pleasant drowsiness as she drifted off into a doze. The agent's multi-chromatic hair spilled over her face as her head tilted to one side, light snores filling the otherwise quiet office.