#animation hate

[vanyaliful]

i fucking hate my job im here rigging a stupid-ass birds for days on end who will be seen exactly ten seconds in a kids show nobody cares about

meanwhile biodiversity climate and the conditions for life on this earth are being destroyed, fascism is on the rise, people are being genocided, civil rights are being tred upon on a daily basis

even when i was working on better projects i was barely happier

im tired to pretend making 3D animation makes any kind of sense to me anymore

i hate the mind-numbing repetitive tasks that could not be farther from any narrative purpose, i hate that i feel like a specialized factory worker seeing the price of my education, i hate that the projects are so expensive 3D indie creations are almost non-existent, i hate that mainly uninspired soulless stories get done because the voices that tell the stories are the same white upper-class insipid people, i am not changing the world for the better by doing this and i am slowly dying for it

of course there are many a job more horrible than mine but alienation takes many forms and i am not on this earth to be bored out of my mind eight hours a day

[oyasumiseki-moved]

i'd be a lot more excited about disney doing a movie with non-white leads if they actually bothered to put effort into their character designs and shit