Animorphs #26 - Last notes
- Jake's suicide run over the edge keeps with the dulled tone he has in this book. All he's noticing is the others going down, how he feels like he's failing. There was a Rachel book, #17 I think, where she described herself as feeling like Luke Skywalker blowing up the Death Star, but Jake's really past that.
- Of course he says himself that he gets past the whole depressed and meaningless thing when Cassie kisses him, but these kids are really past the point of no return.
- This is a Berenson book for sure. Jake is doing very well as a leader for all that he feels hopeless and defeated, and Rachel is being very perceptive and switched on while making sure to have everyone's back (threatening to break Marco's arms is having his back). I assume part of why Crayak comes up in #26 is so he can come back in #27. And, thinking about it, he apparently has only noticed Jake at this point — definitely not the full stacked deck until MM4. But #26 ends with Jake ordering Rachel to kill him if necessary and her standing ready to do it. Even their making the plan has them understanding each other and at peak efficiency about Ax needed to be the bait. Rachel has Jake's back and she is standing at it, waiting to snap his neck. And Crayak, who didn't care enough about the war on Earth to poke his finger into the timestream before this moment, is watching. Jake had already annoyed him, made him decide that this little group of ants need to be swept off the board before they try picking up one of his pieces, and Jake just killed a Howler, which Crayak hasn't allowed to happen before. We find out in #27 that his preferred mouthpiece is a wildcard. The Ellimist's wildcards, humanity's contribution to its own survival, mirror each other. They're heroes who understand sacrifice. Kids who come alive in battles that they shouldn't have to fight. One of those wildcards could be devastating if he can play it to negate the other. I need this and #27 animated. The Ellimist is mainly around for Tobias, but Crayak is here for the Berensons. (So am I)
- Also the tension at the end is crazy. They swing from life threatening to nothing twice then go argue with the uh I'll say omnipresents
- Erek is very interesting in this book. Inability to harm does not mean compassion is shown.







