#anon's rambles

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i appreciate xisuma

i've been rewatching old hermitcraft content and I just want to say that man: I really do appreciate him. When we think about Hermitcraft, we think of family friendly content but Xisuma has talked a lot (esp on his second channel and in his streams) about his struggles with depression, self-harm, suicide, drugs, alcohol and neurodivergency. I just feel like a lot of people in general are really ashamed of these topics, myself included. I'd rather not talk about my scars, my attempts, my own battle with mental illness and substance abuse because I am terrified of the shame or guilt others might experience when I bring it up. Having someone like Xisuma talk about it so openly is really admirable and I really do appreciate him for that.

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idk if anyone cares but i have been talking to lawyers to see if i can sue my doctor who assaulted me and also filing an official complaint against him and it has been a rough couple days but I just wanted to let everyone know because i am proud of myself for keeping it together as best as I can

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Where am I?? Who am I??????? Where have I been???

Hiiii it's your least favourite hermitcraft fic writer who does way too much shit all at once bc I have ADHD that I don't know how to handle

To start off, I want to say that fics may be slightly delayed. Buuuttt I actually am working on something very cool which I really want to talk about, but it would reveal a lot about my anonymity and I don't want that... But, I do recommend to keep an eye out on the hermitcraft tag on AO3 esp if you like mystery/thriller/arg type shit. I am literally learning how to code for it and it's been very cool to work on it. So please, be patient and know that there are very cool things coming your way!!!

So, where have I been and why haven't I posted shit in a long time? Well, so, I was planning on pre-writing stuff and I actually did write some things... I just never was able to finish it because I got a new hyperfixation called Xdinary Heroes... They're the new JYPE kpop band, they're very good (and very hot... my poor gf has to deal with me calling them hot 24/7) so yeah... I never fully expected to re-enter my kpop era after leaving the Day6 fandom, but JYPE has a way of just making banger bands.

Second thing, I started school again. Yes, after 3 years of having dropped out of school, I am going again. And oh boy, it's weird... I like maths. Maths is a very fun subject. The teacher is great and the class is very small but other than that I am very much trying to find my place in the school and generally in the world. I have made one friend which is great bc my old friend group kinda ditched me... ;-; I honestly have just been feeling lonely recently. So I have found a lot of comfort in my Xdinary Heroes hf. So I really hope you guys can be patient with me and remember that I am a human too and I write fics for free for you all to read. I am a people pleaser so I hate how I didn't have more control over this situation. But it is what it is.

I also just wanted to get this shit out of my system. Like I said, I am really lonely lately. And that's it, I guess...

I hope you guys have a lovely day/evening <3 Remember that you are loved and appreciated and please take care

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Everyone, mark your calendars, because Anonny will post their first slow burn fic on the first of April!!

It won't be weekly updates, but hopefully bi-weekly as I want to start daily writing :))

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Whenever I am on twitter I feel like I am a 35 yo who has never touched a phone ever...

I am 16. I've been on twt since I was 11, I should know how that app works by now