#another vent post

[starsofang]

you, who’s loved simon from the moment the two of you met.

simon, who needed more time to reciprocate.

you, who remained patient and kind until the end.

simon, who didn’t know he loved you back until he was staring at the picture displayed at your funeral, realizing that it was too late to tell you that he felt the same way.

[shyyycatsblog]

vent post ignore if you'd like

I'm so hungry it's making me angry. It isn't fair that we can't afford groceries or even food for a single day. It's frustrating that I have to sleep through most of the day just to ignore my hunger, but then i end up stuck awake nearly all night because I'm so hungry. I'm tired of begging online hoping someone can help me afford food. We missed the food pantry this month because my surgery was the day before they were handing out the food and I was still in the hospital so we missed it. I'm tired of not having food security. I'm so hungry and tired and angry and sad. Idk vent over.

[arithechair]

It has literally never been scarier to talk to people oh my goddd

What do you mean I’m afraid of my friends what do you MEAN

[themishening]

The year is almost over already. Sure, we've been writing our ship with my friend every day but I've got barely anything done drawing-wise. I'm too tired from work after my shift and when I try drawing at work my coworkers tell me they can draw better than me and that's just 👍 feels great. Thanks for the motivation, guys. I hope I'll come up with something soon to keep going.

[dilamo]

I hate hate hate it when a friend group hides infidelity/ cheating from the victim (usually a friend in that group).

"No, I don't want to hurt their feelings, they eventually get to know. I'm not the one to interfere in their personal life. Maybe it's more to it than meets the eyes. Bla bla bla bla"

SHUT YOUR A** DOWN!

It's always a pain to get betrayed by your partner but also your friends??

You're supposed to inform your lovely friend about their cheating spouse/partner. No amount of excuses make up for this shit.

"Oh, but it causes drama, I don't want to interfere with it. I'll get dragged to it in their fight!"

Listen, if you get to know about their betrayal, it's 100% guaranteed that IT'LL BE DRAMA! There are two options: Tell them and be an honest friend or be a piece of shit/coward and be the second betrayer to them.

I'm just rephrasing what you're actually saying:

"I'm too cowardly of a person that I'll hurt my friend in the long run than to admit that I've been hiding their partner's betrayal. I'll continue to mask it as long as I don't get dragged into it."

[antiocheanism]

was overthinking whether or not i should tag queued posts for days just because after i overdosed a supposed "friend" didn't even ask if i was okay for days and when i said that made me upset they used "you were posting like normal on tumblr" as an excuse and tried to make me feel unreasonable for feeling that way so now my mindset is basically that if i don't make it clear that im not online when im not or if i post happy things when im not happy it'll be used to hurt me. but like it literally doesn't matter. it's posts on the web. amazing what a bad enough relationship will do to your brain weeks/months/years after it ended. i don't usually see myself as particularly irrational or neurotic

[letmereachforthestars]

I wish I could make everything go away

I wish it was as easy as “just hanging in there! Better days will come!”

I’ve been waiting for better days for 29 years now and people don’t seem to take it seriously, but sometimes that’s how it is

Sometimes “better” doesn’t come and nothing is ever enough and no one else is gonna show up and make a magic miracle happen, either

I keep thinking I couldn’t feel any more hopeless and I keep realizing I was wrong and I am just so tired of everything

I don’t think it’s gonna get better. Better sounds like a distant, foolish, naive daydream for me. That’s just not something that happens for me, I guess. Or I guess I’m just not good enough to make things really get better.

[rezis-kpop-corner]

I was looking for lyrics to T.A.O. but found a discussion page where people were dissing Tao for the lyrics to the song and calling him a “drama queen” and saying it was a “bitch move,” and honestly I may be a few years late on this whole situation, but leave the guy alone. He suffered enough when he worked for SM Entertainment. Leave EXO out of it, too. They had nothing to do with it. You don’t know the reason behind that song, so you don’t have the right to talk shit.

If that song is, in fact, about SM or EXO, then I can see his frustration, but I think it’s more about SM because they’re the reason why he left in the first place. After everything he went through, they didn’t do anything, or if they did it wasn’t enough. I firmly believe if they’d been working under another company, they’d still be a 12-member group.

Tao has every right to be angry with them and if you tell me otherwise, you’re gonna get slapped. He put his health before his job, and I respect him for that. If you can’t respect his choices, then don’t associate with him at all. Don’t even speak about him. He has enough to deal with I’m sure.