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[oshaisthissafe]

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[honestlove]

2. how have you changed in the past 2 years?

March 23, 2009? i was happy. not saying that is a change to now - it's not. i'm currently happy, but not for the same reasons at all. you could even say theyre opposites.

2009 was a year of fun, innocence, playful relationships with people i hardly knew at all. i was in school, fit in with the friends i had at that time and had no worries or cares about passing year 11 or even a thought about year 12. I was in a relationship which was fun, happy, joyus, that hadn't reached shithouse yet.

2011 has been different, to say the least. but a good kind of different. i know who's backstabbed me, who betrays me, who loves and cares for me and i am living with freedom and choice of where i want to go in life a with whom. Uni is a blast, but at the same time, its a drag and i dont want to attend half the lectures. i have found something worth waking up for in the mornings, and i have a steady job and party life. im looking up i think, from all the negative aspects of my past although they will always haunt me in the back of my mind.

i have changed alot, but in a sense i haven't changed at all. im still about having fun and enjoying myself, im just grown up now. and some people need to realise that just dont care if you dont like me anymore, im not here to please anyone but myself. things in between these 2 dates, yeah they changed over and over, but it seems we all end up at the same place again anyway.

[honestlove]

1. weird things you do when alone.

sometimes, i lip-sing to songs in the mirror and pretend to be in a music video.