one more night by maroon 5 with maria hill or natasha x reader. angst. no happy ending :>. -clowny
Good lord, Clowny!! This one was so.. amazing? To write. Wtf?? I love you for this request, kiddo! I hope you enjoy this one! I love you ✨💜
Placing your hand on the headboard to support your weight, you let your body release the waves of pleasure with a small smile on your lips. Soft hands ghosting away as Maria felt the calm in the afterglow, too.
You hated yourself for this. No matter how much you fought it, she would always find a way to make you go back to her. Either with sweet nothings or just impromptu plans.
But you knew better. You deserved better than all the constant fights and dumb questionings. You knew this wasn’t your place anymore. You knew Maria wasn’t your home anymore. Not since long ago.
So when you told yourself that this was the last time, you promised yourself to keep your word.
“Where you going?” She called sleepily as you made your way out of the bed.
“Bathroom,” the lie came out so easy. It was enough to make you pat your back mentally. “Rest, baby,”
You walked away hearing a mumbled answer from your girlfriend. And in any other circumstance, it would caress your heart but now... you felt nothing. The time and the mistakes, made sure of that.
Taking advantage of Maria’s sleeping state, you started to pack your things. You’ve made your decision and you’re gonna stick to it.
“Thanks for last night. I’m sorry I can’t do this anymore, dear. Please know that my love was real. Every bit of it. I’ll treasure the happy moments and I hope you do, too.
I’ll come back for the rest of my things when I get settled down.
All my best, Y/N.” You finished the note with tears blurring your vision.
You looked at her one last time after placing the letter on what was your pillow, letting the tears fall freely before walking out of the door.
And you would be lying if you didn’t feel lighter at that moment. You smiled despite the pain because you knew this was the only way you could love yourself.