studynotes #9
sunday - 06.09.20 - 00:23
So i’m studying for my exam on swarm intelligence and boi. i wonder how long it will take for my brain to be un-ruined from thinking about ant colony optimization so much. Like everytime ants are mentioned - you know, those funky little insects? - my brain just goes “Oh - backward, forward or random ants?” and i would like for it to stop so i can enjoy nature documenteries again.
Anyways, this is the third time i am preparing for this exam (first time i failed, second time i got sick) and it’s just such a great illustration of how even the most interesting topic can not only go stale but get so fucking annoying frustrating that its not fun anymore. Like look. I love Optimization problems. And celluar automata (and maybe even simulation theory) but somebody please save me from it all. I am very afraid to fail this exam again (i mean i will be able to retake it with no problem thankfully cause my uni actually did listen to our concerns about the virus and all) but will i really have the strength to sit down and study it all over again? I am just praying to whoever is the patron saint of students at this point.
On a a more positive note tho, I did pass both my data base exams on the first try (this didn’t happen to me in so long it still feels unreal) so i got that going for me i guess.
My thesis is moving forward very slowly (and its not even my fault, natural language processing is just like that) and while that is a source of mild distress and heavy annoyance, its a problem for kat, who will have had her swarm intelligence exam. At least, with the thesis I know what my next steps will be, so its fine. I just wish things were a bit faster, so i could at least get done before christmas. and before more exams 0^0′
So Yeah, sorry this is just me venting my frustrations. If anything, I wish all of you the strength to press on through annoying projects and frustrating topics and whatever else you may struggle with.
TL;DR: just me whining during a brief summery of what i’ve been up to uni-wise


















