sorry for leaving you hanging, but here's the book I mentioned (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)
https://archive.org/details/anunrequitedlov00riogoog/page/n9/mode/1up
HAIIII i kinda left u hangin too, but i did say i will read it till the end of the week and i did . im here to just share a few of the extracts i liked, im not at good at analyzin or puttin my insight in english as i hoped before LOL anyone can make their own interpretations or whatever they like . PART 1!!!
ok SO firstt i wanna talk how cute fanny is?? i am so sadd we got not a lot of actual info abt who she was besides this. the way she talked about beethoven so Damn relatable this bih ME!!
likee?? you can tell she wanted him lotsss grrrr this is so good i love it when people love (or praise)!beethoven, makes me hard
this is exactly how it sounds in my head if i ever met beethoven she lit put down the exact (parasocial) beliefs i have LMMO he isnt ur average person!
on two ocassion she was jelly of her own sister .. keep up, soldier!!
also on another 2 occasions , it writes he speaks of his mother. and possibly talking abt his father too? such a mama's boy either way! (he.. played.. with the children.. beethoven.. with kids.. my mind.. is 😞 rn)
these 2 photos are abt how cute beethoven rlly is to me I want to bite him and digest him fully What is wrong with him also How can u say you dont fit well besides happy faces and youre concious?:((he could have such a weird complex abt himself.
but THAT sentence . abt picking violets and claiming he brought spring??? 💜💜💜💜 JUST imagine seein beethoven picking flowers. Mind you, this isnt some courting or nothing eventful to do so...He just done that☹️
i NEVER heard abt this anecdote eitherrr stoppppppp??
YEAH so we reached 10 pics but there are some other stuff it seemed bery interestin to me abt marriage and his nephew so I will reblog THIS idk if i eamble or make snese at ALL but i hope these can be seen interesting for the paragraphs at least