#anxiety--

[90stvqueen]

i'm just a girl. staring at the ground and dissociating on my way to work after an hour-long panic attack that actually isn't over but i have to go to work so i'm just having an out of body experience on the way and praying to god i can stop crying by the time i walk through the doors

[starlightwood]

i literally get so much anxiety if i have over 200 likes and i'm trying really hard to keep it under 100 now like why am i the way that i am

[sp-der]

fuc king why am i so hyperaware of the smallest changes in ppls speaking patterns and immediately get anxious

[ikari-sh]

Guess who didn’t request enough financial aid? It was me. Even though I made sure to request more than I thought I needed??? I’m still $100 short of tuition. Which would be fine except I recently paid $5500 for a car, $620 for the sales tax and tags, and my textbooks are going to cost $1200 because I can’t buy them anywhere but the bookstore. Also, I just quit my job, so yay! please kill me

[purplepenntapus]

Trying to overcome social anxiety enough to contact friends I haven’t talked to for a while/want to talk to more is a lot harder when Skype won’t let me make group chats.

It’s giving me a chance to talk myself out of it 

[purplepenntapus]

My social anxiety is out of control today and I have no idea why, like I just thought about messaging one of my friends on Skype and got dizzy with anxiety

[crassjellyfish]

Why is it that whenever I talk to my grandma about relationships she always says the same thing: “if you find out he has something wrong with him, leave him. Depressesd? It’ll kill you when he dies. Bipolar? You can hardly deal with Tara’s mood swings. Schizophrenic? He’ll end up killing you.” It’s like she thinks that if someone has a disorder of some sort, they don’t deserve love. I haven’t told her about my depression or anxiety because of this and I hate having to tell her that I’m too sick to come to work when I’m just too cripilingly depressed to get out of bed or saying “I’m just happy to be working with you” or “oh look the daily sales are up 16% from today last year!” any time I get really excited about talking to a customer without wanting to kill myself. Tl;dr: I don’t like working with my grandma very much but I do it bc I’m saving up for surgery