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It’s the most Monday of Sundays I’ve ever felt

#personal #me #my face #selfie #florida #outfits #hair #omg #that’s me #mornings #my heart huuuurts #anxious af #in bed

When you're so desperate to be loved you tend to tear open your own chest to let it in and then, when you finally find it and it seeps in through your ribs, that big bearing hole that you tore needs patched up, but you've never had to patch it up before, you had never had it filled before and so you look at this incredibly large wound in your chest and you can see the love seeping in and you can see where it can seep out and even though it's not threatening to seep out, you're scared that it might and you're trying to do everything you can to patch the wound and keep it in but somehow you're just making the wound bigger and now there's more places for the love to seep out and that's so scary because if it seeps out you'll be empty again and even though you were always empty before, it's a lot scarier to be emptied after you've experienced fullness.

omg guys chapter one has now become my most subscribed and most commented thread in my works 😭 thank youuuuuuu!

Im still shock that people would be interested in this, i was actually expecting just maybe 10 people who were 😭 especially since i added a lot of tags as well to keep people out (like dead dove and extremely dubious consent)

And i worked on this the longest as well for more than a month, yet i just dont really expect that much readers for the dark lucifer fic compared to my other works.

This makes me really happy! 🥹

Were just 2-3 days before i drop chapter 2, the last chapter for this story and i’m feeling a bit anxious HOWEVER its not as bad as before i uploaded this. Now i feel a bit more confident i wont get flamed over dark lucifer (dark fiction) 😂

#my text #this honestly makes me so happy because i remember the days before uploading chapter one and i was nervous af #anxious af #debating if i should just upload it as anon #idk guys i rlly blame all this over the whole purity non sense going around the whole internet fandom climate #i always feel like an anti is gonna jump over a bush and start attacking me over dark fiction 😭#ok i will stop yapping now #house morningstar au