Jun 2, 2018
Today...is bad
#toy txt post#d.0n't r3b/0g pls#like if you read#aphobes everywhere..fear#slight paranoia#exhaustion from yesterday + this morning#and now!!!! an ant!!!on me! on my body!! in my bedroom!! on my bed!!!!#iam crying and shaking and feel like pbantom ants all over me and i cant fucking see bc tears fick#i need to take a fucking shower asap but!!!!!! fucku g cantaaaa brothers in the fuckjf shower#never just one ant#where are the others i dont want to know i need to k iw i dont want to loom#i feel sick#im sitting at the dingin room tabke shak8ng and half looking for any tiny movemwnts of ants ah#and half purpisefully Not Looki g#G O D#i neeedd to gwt i. n the showeerrr i need to shower i have to take off the otbes ants could be hiding in#ants dont die they dont die they just move and come back for cengeamce i feel sick i feel sick i feel sick#fuck!!!!#i want to stop feeling my fucking skin im done!!!!!!!!!!! im done woth this!!!!!#i need to take a shower and then strip my bed and wash it and then take another zhower and then not sleep at all bc i cant#trust the room for a good week even after throrough cleaning ofc bc ants are fucking bullshit#fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!#im gonna claw my ficking arms off. peel my neck#this needs to stop!!!! why do my reactions just keep gettti g worse!!!!! why is thris such a fu li g joke!!!!!#i need to clean my room#but i cant even go in therr. now#i thought it was safe in there