#apolloblog

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maybe my natural anxiety is showing but it cannot possibly be good for society to google something benign about your body and be told it’s a potential (but incredibly unlikely) sign of cancer or other possibly fatal illness. like what good does it do. is the goal to have people obsessively checking with their doctor and getting scans done every time they observe any very minor symptoms? in this healthcare system??? and also the perpetual stress is just tough dude. I know this is maybe a skill issue but some days I am not equipped for it

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I have now liked 25,000 posts on tumblr. I should get a medal. or whatever the opposite of a medal is

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tumblr has started to break when I open the search function. what is this, twitter?

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cons of getting covid: can’t go places, worried about my family getting sick, don’t feel great

pros of getting covid: I sound like that guy from the Godfather

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turning red punched me in the face and I recommend that everyone go see it

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god the word and concept of a soulmate is so lovely. there’s a lot that’s damaging about that idea, but it can be almost completely fixed by just talking about it slightly differently:

“a” soulmate vs “the” soulmate. I love believing soulmates exist, and I think many more than one exist for every person who’s looking for one (and this applies platonically as well!). someone can be your soulmate and seem like they’re made for you to love, but they’re not necessarily the only one in the world who could ever fill that role, and that’s okay.

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I just had someone over and I am just now realizing they might have been dropping romantic hints the whole time. time to play am I delusional or is it just the Autism tm

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being trans is so weird. you’ll pass 100% to someone who sees your entire face and repeatedly hears you speak and then some random old lady on the street will clock you in complete silence with a mask