@apothequery -- Fighting the Nightmares
☀╎ IT WAS TOO LONG that Miguel’s flashing spears continued to visit him in his dreams, too long since the end of his journey that the howl of the Orge Eagle rang through his head and woke him up in a panicked start, worried he’d just fallen unconscious during the battle and everything since had been a dream… Maybe it’s shimmering poison had changed him biologically, maybe he’d never know the extent of breathing in those fumes.
It wasn’t too long, however, that the twisted form of the fallen God intimidated him into submission, a simple country boy facing off something bigger than the sum of their whole… He’d never truly recover from that, none of them would.
Some nights he drank enough to get rid of the nightmares, but while on his own he realized that drinking himself to a peaceful slumber simply wasn’t the right way for an apothecary to live. If he expected others to take care of themselves, he had to take care of himself and live by example.
The cathedral’s evening mass had been dying down for the night when he’d made his way in through an unassuming side door, shuffling with darkened eyes into the furthest back pew and resting his head against the wooden back. A silent prayer for Aelfric, that they’d done his bidding, that he might take away his night terrors.
And opened his eyes to Ophilia leaning over him, voice soft, worried, a perfect angel sent by Aelfric himself. Maybe he did reply to prayers.
“…” The offer came after an arduous explanation. Of the terror, of the dreams, and she confided in the same terrors keeping her awake when the stress didn’t. Who was it here that needed this? “…W… Would you?” They both needed the comfort of someone else who understood after all.
Ophilia nodded. A silent confirmation.
She might not know what exactly he saw behind his eyes when he tried to sleep, but she knew what haunted him. It was the same thing which haunted her. The same place. The same creatures. The same moaning and snarling and screeches of pain.
The grotesque limbs and claws and begging for death as a sweet mercy.
The world of death and pain made it hard for her to sleep too.
She placed a gentle hand on his shoulder, bidding him to stand again. Stand and follow her... away from the pews. To a room up the back stairs and in the far corner, where her bedroom was.
“Yes. It’s alright,” she murmured. As a cleric, there was little she felt she could do for her own nightmares. Often little she could do for anyone’s nightmares. But this... this was achievable. She could take a nap with him, side by side, so he wouldn’t be alone.
“My room isn’t far. It’s nice and quiet there,” she promised him, taking his hand gently between her own to lead him and offer a soft comfort. “Warm too, I promise. I have plenty of quilts so you won’t get cold.”