#apparently did

[monotone-roses]

Well my therapist was fully on board with the idea that my previously unspecified dissociative disorder is in fact some iteration of DID/OSDD and I am a system. It still feels so weird and foreign. But I'm getting more comfortable with it the more I learn about it and the more it makes things make sense.

So, I guess it's official?

Nothing like learning something this huge about yourself at fucking 32 years old 🤷

[everyroses-thorn]

Listen I know the entire premise of DID is your brain protecting you from the knowledge of trauma so the whole point is you're unaware and constant imposter syndrome is so common

But the fact that I physically cum SO much differently when I'm domming vs anyone else being a sub or service top

Like it FEELS different. It hits different. I cum like a cis dude. It's kind of scary sometimes how incredibly feral I feel.

But like if that ain't the fucking proof right there that there is MORE THAN ONE OPERATING SYSTEM IN HERE

[everyroses-thorn]

Things I need to tell you but am too afraid

-I'm pretty sure I'm a system too but I have HUGE imposter syndrome and yes I know your horrific ex faked it and I don't want to just seem like I'm copying you or sometihinf??? I'm trying to drop hints and i don't think it's working and please just notice im so scared

-I love you

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[everyroses-thorn]

I am stoned, tipsy, I hardly got any sleep last night and it's now almost 5 am the following "night," I've been switchy in an emotionally tumultuous way, and I've cum so fucking many times already today. I kind of want to keep riding this into dereality to see what happens

Fuck baby, yeah I'll keep smoking and fucking myself until you come home and I'm so delirious you can just use me like a corpse

Every time I think about you I feel it in my cock

I had a friend come over and make me cum repeatedly and I was still thinking about you as I did

Let go and fuck me like a feral animal. Laugh at my pain. Mark every inch of me as yours. Hold me down and carve your name into me so I never forget who I belong to.

Who made me.

You have infected me. I don't know who I am besides yours

[everyroses-thorn]

Jesus fuck I'm so into him I want to tear his clothes off with my fucking teeth

[Apparently Thorn absolutely has a cock. Straight up it feels different and I cum different. It's a fucking trip even outside of his intox kink. --💚? ]

😜 does the whip --😈