Applying for Spring Semester Classes
I just came home for my boyfriend's house, and withing about 30 minutes, I've applied for 2 more classes for college. One's for Life Sciences (which makes sense, because I'm a pre-med major); the other is a re-take for Intro to Psychology (which I'm nervous about, because I failed it the first time), and right now, I'm trying to get my "mentor" -- because I don't know what else to call him -- to help me out with financial aid and stuff like that... But he's doing who knows what, so now I'm just crossing fingers, hoping that he can help me out.
I mean, I don't have a job, and I'm hopelessly trying to find a job that will help out at leastsomewhat, because, right now, my boyfriend's doing all the financial stuff, and it's not fair to him. Even worse is knowing that my friends are getting jobs, and I'm still at the same place I was a year ago: dependent, needy, and just trying to get by.
The LEAST I could do was try to do well in school, right? And I ended up screwing that up to where I have to bring up my GPA for college, especially since I'm going to a medical school one day, but it just feels like it's going to take my entire life to graduate from college, and do things that I really wanna do, like play piano or sing. :(
Please, if anyone is reading this, leave a word or quote of encouragement in the comments. Because that would really help.