I have not known how to say that I have been experiencing a lot of invasive past trauma head noise, and that everything is okay….going to be. I just may have moments of tears and not so much panic or fear anymore (Ive realized for some time that a lot of that trauma was self inflicted in a way through extreme drug induced psychosis and the most vivid auditory hallucinations anyone who has chased voices knows it sounds real, no matter what anyone says at that moment it sounds so real. Anyway I prefer not to go into the darker details about those hallucinations because they are what my terrible nightmares are made out of, and the parts I make light of are not.









