you are not the villain. you once held my hand. sarah aarden -> john murphy
@arketypes : ㅤREGRET & RESENTMENT AND THINGS THAT FALL IN BETWEEN.
he's messed up so much. just a guy who doesn't feel like he belongs or is understood, so he messes shit up in the name of self preservation. only this time, it all backfired. he thought he could trick the grounders, get them away from here safe and sound. but they easily read through his lies and now he finds himself locked behind the bars of some makeshift cell with sarah and a few others.
❝ i guess this is what i get for trying to play the bad guy, ❞ he murmurs, his back to the bars. (doesn't want to see them watching their captives so he faces the wall instead. to his surprise, sarah's words had caught him off guard. brows furrow and john's gaze leaves the wall long enough to catch a side-glance of her. true as it may be – that at one time she needed help and he offered a hand, he knows who he is. all about himself at the end of the day. ❝ no … i am. i am the villain. don't you realize, i would have traded you all for a chance to get away? ❞ well, maybe not her. she's been the only one who at least treated him somewhat like a human. the others, he'd wipe his conscience clean of.











