#aroace yearning

[dalakite]

Istg when I switch schools if there’s not more aroace ppl who I can meeet and be besties w/ & perhaps get a awesomesauce qpp who I can cuddle w/ & hold hands & yap 2 I will cry

[ghostdiva]

A Poem I wrote about Aroace yearning

Being aroace is weird, and oddly difficult to deal with.

Because we’re plagued with yearning

Yearning for something that seldom exists

Love that’s intense but not intimate

Love where romance isn’t a question

We want a friend but that word feels too shallow

Someone like a bestie

A ride or die

A brother

A comrade

A partner in crime

A partner.

Why is it too much to not want to be kissed

Why is it too much to not want sex

Is it not enough to share my world?

To share my life?

Watch things unfold?

To watch our shows?

Hold hands?

Grow old?

Is that not love?

I guess not so

I guess loves just an act

A performance to do

Love’s just a kiss

Love’s just a thrust

It has nothing to do with passion or trust.

[leninlennon]

does anybody have a swingsona like i like to listen to swing and pretend im a middle aged man sitting in my cluttered yellow-lighted office in 1946 swaying alone to the radio and remembering my best friend who is dead they died they're gone forever and i can't ever have them back but were they really ever mine to begin with

[l3m0nteeth]

genuinely how do ppl even get into qpp relationship? I don’t even have a best friend who would prefer me over others, how do you get so close to someone that you’re their favorite so much they’d genuinely be happy with committing to you???? I feel like nobody would want that from me and I personally struggle to get to know someone even past just general friends I want someone who’s mine, I want a qpp so much, but howwww???? T.T

[xxv01dbugxx]

i hate when im crashing out and ppl start laughing like stfu ain't shit funny

[und3erscore]

there’s a feeling I cannot describe because people my age want to get down and dirty and. It’s hard to explain because every time I see those yearning posts about what someone wants to do with their significant other and is in unrequited love I get this feeling that’s incomprehensible and has no other meaning other than the feeling of when you’re about to cry. It’s the feeling you feel in your throat and in your gut and you feel it and it feels like being a Victorian prince with a lover and the jester you’re laying on the floor with holds your face like it’s an antique vase that could break at any given moment and you melt into the touch and your hands, neck and shoulders tense up without meaning to. It’s not bad. You feel your heart rate pick up and you can feel the blood rushing through you so fast it aches and it feels amazing. Like nothing else you have ever experienced.

That’s the feeling and every time I try to describe this feeling to someone they don’t understand and honestly I don’t fully understand it either. The feeling of wanting to drown in someone or something because you’d rather be killed by that thing than to never meet it or them.

And the only word in the fucking English language we have for this is yearning.

[skys-archive]

For me being aroace is weird because I so so deeply want affection and love and care but I'm also utterly terrified of it meaning someone expects something else. That if we love each other unconditionally they expect romance, they expect sex. Even with other aroace people? Which is very strange because they of all people definitely understand and respect it. And they do.

It definitely comes from like, feeling like it was expected for so long. Which definitely makes it hard to have the kind of relationships I want because it makes it impossible to accept love because I'm scared if I do there will be something expected from me.

Ahdjdjds I don't know. I've very self aware of why I am the way I am I'm just. Not sure how to do anything about it?

[k1kky-sb-d0odlz]

I want Ink ):