Art Journal 📓 "The Shaman is In" #collage by Bonnie Currie of Arcane Memory Designs Copyright 2017

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Art Journal 📓 "The Shaman is In" #collage by Bonnie Currie of Arcane Memory Designs Copyright 2017
"Earth Magic" Collage by Bonnie Currie of Arcane Memory Designs Copyright 2017
"Ecstatic Vision” Work in Progress Collage by Bonnie Currie of Arcane Memory Designs Copyright 2017
OnnCatharsis: Loopbreakers and the Sacred Rewrite
Some traumas don’t speak—they script.
Not in clear sentences, but in compulsions.
In the gestures we inherit.
In the silences between generations.
In the roles we never auditioned for, but somehow find ourselves playing again and again.
These are the loops—
of shame, of abandonment, of invisible pain
passed down like sacred texts, but never questioned.
Never rewritten.
For me, the wound was paternal.
Not just a father, but The Father—
The archetype.
The unmet protector.
The gaze that judged before it ever blessed.
I didn’t want revenge.
I wanted revision.
To step into the narrative not as the victim,
but as the editor.
This is what artists like Shia LaBeouf did in Honey Boy—
He didn’t just tell his story;
he stepped inside the myth of the abusive father and played him.
He became the shadow, not to glorify it, but to transfigure it.
Or like Bret Easton Ellis with American Psycho—
Who cracked open the mask of masculinity so completely
that what spilled out wasn’t just horror,
but a map of how numbness kills.
These aren’t just confessions.
They’re sacred interventions.
They break loops in real time.
That’s what OnnCatharsis means to me.
Not just feeling your pain.
But turning it into architecture.
A scaffold for something truer to be built.
Art becomes the ritual.
The confrontation becomes communion.
📜 Proverbs 25:2: “It is the glory of God to conceal a matter;
to search out a matter is the glory of kings.”
Let that sit with you:
The search itself is holy.
The courage to name what was hidden—that’s power.
So this is for the sons and daughters, the queer prophets, the wounded geniuses,
who say: Enough.
Who stop reenacting the old play
and begin scripting something new.
You don’t have to stay stuck in a script that hurts you.
You don’t even have to burn it.
You can pick up the pen.
Not just healed.
Re-authored.
And in doing so,
you help end the loop for someone else too.
Collage by Bonnie Currie of Arcane Memory Designs Copyright 2017
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