Fluorite, obsidian, and chalcedony?
pfluorite ::: what my muse’s room looks like
it’s never been a decorated place, even when small. a deliberate choice, as cameron hated staying in her room for hours end and did anything to let it fail as a safe space. this gladly ‘forced’ her to find other places or even people, that were hers.
with that in mind, she doesn’t mind having others in it — yet doesn’t care what it looks. there’s not much in it but cameron has somehow managed to make it a mess anyways and people are bound to trip once entering.
the only aspect she does like is the long and wide window sill at the bottom of her tall window. she faces the backyard, not a cute boy unlike movies promised ( her neighbours on either side are elderly anyway ) and it’s good to lounge on. she opens part of said window to let smoke waft out. her mom knows she smokes but evading her is habit.
obsidian ::: which of the seven deadly sins my muse would be
W R A T H. of course, cameron has no qualms about going to hell. she almost further sins by being proud of what she can do. but this isn’t the case most of the time, as shame does play a part in her psych. gluttony could come as a close second since consuming comes just as naturally as the urge to destroy.
chalcedony ::: the saddest my muse has ever been
surprisingly, not when johnny disappeared. of course she was gutted for a while and is continuously distraught, but it doesn’t beat what happened when she was younger. by now, the exact age she was has escaped her. what matters is that she got a pet for her birthday. cameron wasn’t a well-behaved child in grade school but after a few meetings and her mother’s reflection, she realised it was the loneliness. after picking her up from school one day, she diverted their journey home to the pet shop. the new nox was a hamster that just fit within her hands. somehow, cameron got a kick out of responsibility towards this tiny thing. goodness, who knew that cleaning ( only when you just took the hamster out first ) cages with one fiery swoop would be so fun? it was better than scrubbing like her mother did.
but one day, she forgot to take him out. and as fast as little mr. vincent passed, so did the short period of a cameron that behaved.
