Scott McCall Week 2023: Day 4, identity [ft. biromantic, asexual, genderqueer, he/she pronouns scott]
|| for @scottappreciation event
|| tags : scott buying a bra, that’s the whole thing, scria (nb kira but it’s not specifically stated just implied)
Scott’s fingers brush the soft material of the daffodil yellow bra, the cup’s are smooth and velvety with each stroke of his thumb. The straps aren’t too thin or thick, the same width as the ones she’s seen Kira wear with tank tops. There’s a mesh piece that wraps around the band where the clasps lay, Scott doesn’t know if this is just for aesthetic purposes or actual comfortability but he likes it either way.
He picks the hanger off the clothing rack, and takes a size up, and a size down, just in case. She’s never done this before and isn’t sure how the sizing works, or how not to get red in the cheeks when the receptionist raises her brow when Scott scurries towards the dressing rooms. Thankfully the woman, who frankly looks sick of her job, says nothing and lets Scott go in without a problem.
Once she’s there and can safely lock the dressing room door, a new sense of confidence fills her chest. She’s about to put on a bra, a real bra, for the first time! He’s practically vibrating with excitement as she strips out of the loose fitting t shirt she’s wearing.
It takes a few long moments with some muttered swear words, but eventually Scott gets one of the bras on. It’s the first one he had picked out and it cups her pecs nicely. It’s not perfect but Scott loves every second of it. The material, the look, how dainty he feels in it, how the yellow pops against his tanned skin, it feels like a dream come true.
She scrambles to get her phone out and send a quick picture to Kira, who had offered to go along but Scott politely declined, knowing Kira had been up all night studying for their upcoming exam. Though he gets an instant text back from his partner who gives nothing but compliments and praise about how beautiful Scott looks. Scott feels over the moon.
Asexual Scott who never actually tells Stiles he's asexual. He had every intention of doing it but it sort of slipped his mind. Stiles is always asking if it's okay to hold his hand, to hug him, to kiss him. He gets comfortable and kind of forgets he's never mentioned it. It all great until their kiss takes on a different edge. It goes deep, and slow, and filthy. Stiles lets out this sound from the back of his throat. It makes Scott smile but then Stiles is moving to straddle his lap and grinding down and its not good anymore. Scott fights against himself and keeps kissing. Keeps giving Stiles what he wants. When Stiles fingers start fumbling with the button and zipper of Scott's pants Scott panics. He lets out a freaked out sound and grabs Stiles' wrists to stop him. Stiles freezes and pulls away. "What's wrong? What did I do?" Scott shakes his head and takes in Stiles' flushed face and swollen lips. "It's not you." Stiles frowns. "Is this part where you go 'it's not you its me blah blah blah' to tell me you aren't really as interested in me as I thought." "No. I'm interested. Like 1000% interested I just-" Scott rubs his thumb along the inside of Stiles' wrist, he still hasn't let go. "I don't want to have sex." Stiles let out a breath he didn't notice he was holding. "Well that's fine. We can wait. It's no big deal. We've only been together two months." Stiles tries to shift off of Scott's lap but Scott moved his hands to Stiles' waist. "I don't want to have sex. Period." Stiles frowned. "I don't understand." "I don't like sex. I get anxious and, honestly, a little terrified. The whole idea of sex with anyone makes me a little queazy. The one time I did it, it was...awful to put it simply and I went home and cried." Stiles frowned. "Basically. I'm asexual." They sat in silence a few moment before Stiles carefully slid off of Scott's lap. "Okay." "Okay?" "Yeah. Okay. I still like you and I still want to be with you." Scott smiled. "But can I ask you a few questions?" "Yes. Of course." "Before this, just now, have I ever done anything you didn't like?" Scott shook his head no. "Okay. That's great I got scared for a second. And my second question. You got hard, just now, does like...does getting hard freak you out? Is me being turned on a bad thing?" Scott shook his head. "I get hard sometimes. Kissing is really nice for me. But like just don't touch it. Just pretended it's not there. Same thing with you. You be hard. You can be hard and naked just don't expect me to touch your dick." They fell back into a few moments o silence before Stiles grabbed the Xbox controller. "What to finish our Walking Dead marathon?" Scott nodded and watched as Stiles pulled up the show on Netflix. They were 15minuets into the episode before Stiles pulled the blanket off the back of the couch and cuddled up against Scott. Scot kissed the top of Stiles head and trained his eyes back on the TV.
Asexual Scott who cringes as he watches Stiles hang mistletoe around their apartment. Asexual Scott who makes sure he isn’t caught underneath it. Ever. Asexual Scott who tries to stutter out some lame brain excuse as to why he can’t kiss Stiles. Asexual Scott who smiles bright and wide when Stiles cups his face and places a loving and tender kiss to his forehead.
So! Asexual!Scott spends a good chunk of the day horny and aroused and by 4 o'clock he realizes this isn't going to be a 'ignore it until it goes away' type of day. So when Stiles comes home he sits next to him on the couch and asks if he wants to have sex today. And Stiles at first rolls his eyes and thinks this is one of the days where Scott suggests Stiles lets some steam off with someone else /again/ because he's having a vague since of 'guilt' at not being a 'proper' boyfriend. So Stiles is
all ready to tell Scott he doesn’t need to have sex with Scott. His hands and toys work just fine. But then Scott grabs his hand and puts it on his dick and Stiles is surprised because Scott is so hard and he swears there’s a damp spot on his pants. And Stiles stutters out all these questions to make sure Scott wants this. That he’s not trying to do something for Stiles because he thinks Stiles wants it. And Scott assures Stiles that yes today is a sex day and yes he wants to have sex.He likes how sex feels and he likes being close To his partners.(Has this been done before?)
Don’t know, don’t care if it has because it’s a amazing Ace!Scott headcanon and it needs to be shared. But also Ace!Scott taking care of it himself, because he doesn't want to be touched, but letting Stiles watch. That should also be a thing.
Any asexual!Scott headcanons???!?! (I know ive seen it on here before hahaha)
Ummm…..I’m not sure. Maybe Scott really likes masturbating but the idea of sex with someone else kind of squicks him out. So he usually doesn’t do it often as not to give the wrong impression. But he also really enjoys being watched so he’s kind of relieved that he’s found someone who enjoys watching.
Your Breasts…They’re Below Your Throat by pocketlass (T, 2k) “What are you wearing?” They turn to see Derek standing in the doorway with a dismayed expression on his face. “Oh, good, Derek disapproves,” Erica says happily. “I knew we got it right.” Derek gestures at Kira’s bodice. “It’s completely historically inaccurate.” “It’s a renaissance faire, Derek,” Lydia says. “Everything there is historically inaccurate.” (Asexual!Scott, Asexual!Kira)
inseperable by AFireInTheAttic (T, 9k) Being different has never really bothered Scott, but it’s still nice to find a word for it. (Asexual!Scott, Demisexual!Kira)
Asexual!Scott who really likes sex. Like he REALLY likes sex. One minute they can be cuddled up on the couch and the next Stiles has a lap full of Scott who can't get their clothes off fast enough. At first Stiles was confused because he thought sex wasn't something Scott wanted but he was proven wrong. Repeatedly. 'I don't find people sexually attractive, that doesn't mean I don't like sex. You've had sex before. It feels amazing!' Plus, Scott is a God in bed so Stiles really can't complain.
YOOO that little ficlet about Scott not really liking sex. Are we implying Asexual!Scott here because that is a thing I AM TOTALLY HERE FOR. Like wow Scott only worrying about pleasing Stiles and making him as happy as can be and enjoying the crap out of it and not wanting or needing anything in return and feeling better after just seeing how blissed out stiles gets than when hes actually being banged. YES.
It was! Asexual!Scott is a thing i’m there for 100%! I need a thing where Asexual!Scott and Stiles have ‘sex’ for the first time. After talking and figuring out what Scott is and isn’t okay with. Both of them end up breathless, sticky, and extremely satisfied even if Stiles was the only one to orgasm.
