Ella couldn’t say that she was surprised… Somewhere, deep down in her heart, she knew it. When it came to her, at least, Madam was unrepentant. Rubbing her lips together, she bowed her head for a moment, but quickly lifted it up.
She wasn’t going to cry. Not again. Not this time. The woman before her couldn’t ever hurt her again. Ella’s own marriage and position ensured that. But it didn’t mean she wasn’t afraid, though she couldn’t show it.
“I know that.” The queen answered, sighing. “Just as I know I would do the same. I would still be kind to you and the girls. Because your cruelty was never enough to break me. It wasn’t then, and it will not be now… I did not ask you here, Madam, to recall the past. I asked you here to mend the future.”
Letting her words linger for a moment, she fiddled with her mother’s wedding ring, now in its rightful place on Ella’s own finger. “I know that the majority of what you did was for Anastasia and Drisella. I hold no ill against them. They were merely the product of your raising. And I’m certain that had they been brought up as I had, the three of us would be no different… In any case, they can’t be punished for your crimes. I’ve found suitable marriages for them with noblemen among the court. They’re good men; kind, loyal, and true. If you’ll send them, they’ll have their every need looked after here.”
Who did she expect to find wearing the queen’s crown? It was still Ella. Only Ella.
Perhaps she thought power would have done something to transmute her, turning her golden beauty to steel. Perhaps she thought to find her with her softness gone, a woman sharpened to a knifepoint. But nothing had changed. Ella stood looking at her with the same patient dark eyes, the same loveliness. Her inner sunlight still shone undeniably through. Margarethe’s lips pressed together, pinched by distaste. She plucked restlessly at the hem of her glove, again and again and again.
She had no choice. She knew that. She knew even before she set foot in the presence of Her Majesty. Whatever Ella wanted would have to be agreed to. Suitable marriages were far, far more than their mother could provide for Anastasia and Drisella. And marriages to noblemen--with the queen’s blessing! It was more than they could ever hope for in exile. The only way forward for her, for them, was to bow her head and humbly thank good Queen Ella. She could hear herself grinding her teeth in the silence.
“... How... Generous of you, Your Majesty.” She said the words, and said them sweetly, but they were a poisonous kind of honey. Under the first taste of sweet, they were bitter. “My daughters... Will certainly be pleased.”
They were merely the product of your raising. The words rang in her ears. And I’m certain that had they been brought up as I had... What did Ella know of Anastasia and Drisella’s bringing up? What did she know of all Margarethe had done in raising them, all she’d sacrificed? This petted, spoiled, adored creature--she would never know sacrifice. She would never know what it was to be alone, and burdened, and responsible, and to have to choose for one’s own sake and the sake of one’s children--to choose the most unwanted thing, because it was the only way open to you...
“And for me?” She smiled, but, wide-eyed, loathing, it had the look of a grimace. “Do tell. How will Your Majesty the Queen punish my... Crimes?” Her gloved hands twisted together. A muscle in her upper lip twitched, betraying the sneer just waiting to show.
Really, she’d done Ella a service--taught her a lesson. Sometimes, spoiled little girls couldn’t have everything they wanted. Sometimes, they would have to scrabble in the ashes for scraps, cowering in the dust, where they belonged.