#ashleeey

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Sun baby ☀️

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Been a while since I shared myself on my bloggy blog.

I'm here, I'm hanging on.

Life is the weirdest thing, isn't it?

Why do I feel so removed from it but tethered at the same time. Not a question. When did I start feeling this way? This is a question?

Did I ever feel good? How did I stray so far from myself? Why don't I love me more? Or maybe I do. Tkdndusktbtdhsk, respectfully ✌🏽

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My grandma inspired me to try to make art. I love her so much

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4 different times I felt pretty so far in 2017😋

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I don't know 🤷🏽‍♀️

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Awww, finally getting to talk with Ash! Part 1, because I had a lot of thoughts on Shepard’s little speech and decided to split up posts.

I can only assume that Darrian walking in with like five gifts (flowers! candy! so much poetry!) made her short-circuit a bit because wow, that’s a lot of presents.

Ingame, of course, she just got the Tennyson book, which made her happy (”Thanks, that’s sweet. I’ve been climbing the walls”).

She said she’s not sure about the Spectre position and Darrian told her it was smart to think about it since it’s a big decision.

Shepard: How are you doing?

Ash: Good, considering.

Points for not insisting that she’s only there because of red tape.

Ash: The nurse said you checked in on me earlier. Still out cold, I guess.

I imagine that nurse - who, like the staff chatting on the Presidium later, is probably super overworked and saw Shepard for only about thirty seconds - was just like “your friend came by and talked to you. Alliance, tall, lanky, really worried” and then later went “oh I guess that was Commander Shepard.”

Darrian didn’t say anything to the effect of “you had me worried sick” at this point, probably because she knows he checked on her and therefore connected the dots.