#ashrambles

[galadrielspeaks]

legolas being some cringe fail elf dating the hottest bachelor dwarf in all of middle earth is something that is so deeply important to me

[astrristar]

yeah screw it basically the scary organisation is finally doing something BUT the rules look scary

wdym if i miss two sessions conscutively i will be kicked out and have to do the waiting all over again likw what if i get into a car accident or something

and wdym it's like hidden but also smack bang in the centre of town. is that not. really shady and terrifying and what if i can't find it on the first day and they think i don't wanna be there and kick me out

and also what if i am stupid again and say nothing and those 7 months of hell and torture and waiting and waiting and waiting amount to nothing. like i HOPE they wouldn't but what if i decide to be a subhuman dumbass again cause the website says "you will never be forced to talk about anything you are not ready to" but like i'm NEVER ready 💔

and also like tis scary cause i read through the (lowkey bad quality) website over and over earlier and just aaaaaaaa i will never get used to it i will probably never get used to this but i sort of have to in order to get somewhere that isn't absolutely fucking hellish

AND also. do i even really deserve or need this i mean i hopr i want it i have been waiting for fucking ages and gone through so many phone calls and consultations and general turmoil and now i am being told it will all go away but also was it ever that serious 🥹✌️

[chuulord]

WAIT I forgot to tell you penguins that I actually went to Blackpink's concert! Sooo...

My Experience in BlackPink's Concert!

It didn't cross my mind and, to sum up my life right now, I went through a painful and very loud breakup of an almost 5 years relationship (We almost got engaged even). But there was someone, a dear friend I had for 4 years, there that helped me and took me by the hand during hard times and eventually, we fell in love and now she's my girlfriend. Why is this relevant you ask? Because she's the one that took me to the concert.

I actually had no hope of going. The tickets were too expensive and they sold out so quickly that I didn't even try to get some. But just then, when she told me she had bought them to go with her ex and didn't have someone to go with her anymore... She offered me the extra ticket.

And guys it was INCREDIBLE.

I gotta say, those girls know how to put on a show. The production value was worth it! Elevating stage, platforms, confetti and fire effects for various songs, it was an outdoor venue so FIREWORKS???

And those girls... Gorgeous. Talented. Untouchable. They're this big for a reason and definitely anyone there can't deny it.

Jisoo was cute as always, launching some spanish words here and there but always so confident of herself. Also, my girlfriend recorded my reaction to her solo... And I'm just dying all the time. I also believe that Mexico reaaaally loves Jisoo. I'm glad, really glad that's my bias treatment here.

Jennie was the one that learnt the most Spanish. And overall, I was so impressed by her duality. She can be the cutest girl ever a second and the moment a song starts she becomes a KILLER.

Rosé was soooo pretty. Her starting her solo stage with Hard to Love send me flying over the atmosphere. I wasn't prepared. The other of the girls that learnt a bit of spanish and was always really cute about it.

Lisa was so... Shy? Cutely shy. You wouldn't believe that coming from the girl who started her solo WITH POLE DANCE??? But every time her time came to talk to the audience she blushed and giggled and hid behind the other girls. I... I love her so much.

But I can't talk only about them because honestly... The dancers and the band??? INCREIBLE. I was soooo damn happy that they gave them time to shine on their own and even introduced the band by their names. They really do look like a big family and what's not to love about that.

I loved it. Loved every second of it. I loved it soooo much😍

And of course, because it's usual of me. Here you go. A bit of video from the concert that I got to record. Excuse my and my gf's screams.

[minachuuu]

I imagine myself peeking out of a barely opened door to see if anyone is still here...

HELLO PENGUINS!🐧💙

So, huh... It's been a while, hasn't it? I just missed here. All this community that has honestly being... Hit with so many things lately.

Loona, Twice, Dreamcatcher, Red Velvet, Idle, Itzy, Blackpink, Weeekly, Weki Meki, Mamamoo... I can't name a single one of these groups that haven't been through some kind of huge change in the last months. Some I have just been able to watch from afar and participate and help those I could. But mostly, just... Unable to do much with life all piling up over me.

But one thing I know it's that those girls are still my happiness and the happiness of a lot of other people. That's mostly why we're all here right? And I wanted to make this place an escape. An escape to an alternate universe where mostly everything is alright (I say mostly because some of y'all really enjoy angst...). And this way it shall be.

And as for me, there isn't much. I'm free from college, but now working full time in kind of a dream job if I'm being honest. Getting my life together. Piece by piece. And I really want this to be one of those pieces.

Thank you for being here, staying and supporting. You mean a lot to me. Yes, you🩷

Anyway... You read all the way down here so here's some good news for you.

Follow the Light Part 3... Out tomorrow.

Or in 24 hours of this posting. Cause time zones.

[thoughts-of-a-wonderous-mind]

I just realised I'm gonna be nineteen in a month & two days & I'm low key kinda having an existential crisis.

I feel like a baby ;-;

[galadrielspeaks]

gimli agreeing to go with legolas to fangorn forest

[galadrielspeaks]

when i say cringefail legolas sexy gimli i don’t mean legolas is some ugly incompetent elf while gimli is some suave alpha dwarf. i mean that when the dwarfs of erebor travelled to mirkwood for a week to discuss gimli’s engagement to their prince, legolas tried to wear his hair loose and unbraided like his father in a bid to seem more regal but in the middle of a training exercise he shot off an incredible bow shot at the expense of getting a handful of his hair caught and launched with the arrow to his Complete embarrassment & everyone else’s mirth- and gimli was just like “ach… would you look at that… like the golden leaves from the most beauteous autumn tree flowing in the air, there goes his fine hair, flowing in the breeze- nae a sight more beautiful to be seen seconds before death than those golden strands flying.” and all the dwarfs start “oooing” and “ahhhing” at his poetry while legolas is standing there with a chunk of his hair sticking out of his head like 🧍

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