#ashtray x reader

[some-lonely-loser]

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"Hey kid you got my stuff?" I slap the money down on the counter in front of the kid and he looks up at me with a shit eating smile, one that I'm all too familiar with.

"So now you're a regular?" He asks with a cocky tilt of his head and I huff, giving him a simple shrug of my shoulders.

"You guys got good shit, I know my shit." I look around at their set up, the different kinds of drugs in different forms scattering the walls of the closet that's set neatly and safely behind the corner store that Fez manages.

"You just like seeing me." He teases and I coo, reaching out to pat his cheek which immediately has him inching away from me, batting my eager hand away from him.

"Gotta check in on my favorite kiddo."

"Not a kiddo-" He starts but I cut him off as he groans deeply.

"Yes you are." I smile, folding my arms across my chest as he settles up my order, his tongue peaking out of the corner of his lips as he works. "How's the online school been serving you?" Fez got him into it at first, wanting him to have a semi-decent and semi-normal life if he ever decides to step out of the drug scene- not that he ever will.

But it's a nice gesture on his big brothers part.

"A bitch but Fez says it's worth it."

"Where is your big bro?" I ask, looking around eagerly as a familiar warmth fills my heart and he scoffs, giving me a knowing nod.

"Oh, so that's why you here?" He asks and I shake my head with a shocked look, not wanting him to embarrass me in front of Fez after working on my 'cool girl' attitude for the last few months after meeting Fez and Ash in the first place. The last thing I need is Ash blowing my cover and making my small crush on his older brother obvious.

Fez is oblivious- Ash, not so much.

"Shut up, stupid." I reach out to him, trying to slap a hand over his mouth but he's already in motion, yelling out Fez's name at the top of his lungs.

"Oh Fez!" He giggles behind my hand and shouts again, this time almost too muffled to understand. "Your girlfriend's here!" Almost.

"Not my girlfriend!" Fez calls out as he peaks his head in the room, giving me a small smile with those familiar, tired eyes that he wears so often.

"See-" I sigh, arms folding across my chest as I glare Ash down.

"Wow, how does it feel to be rejected so quick?" He asks with a teasing gasp and my lips fall into a thin line as he laughs at my upset look.

"Shut up and give me my drugs."

[bbybeminee]

Do you write for Ashtray (euphoria)??

OMMGG YESSS

I TOTALLY COULD WRITE FOR JAVON/ASH

I LOVE HIM REL BAD

[roraawrites]

Being a Mother figure to Ashtray

you are dating Fez in this fic

-Ash doesn't like much people

-You are one of the lucky ones that Ash would kill for the other being Fez

-you've known him since he was a baby back then you were fez's bestfriend

-He will like to pretend he doesn’t care but secretly he cares A LOT (maybe even more than he cares for fez)

-He even accidentally called you mom a few times mostly when he’s half asleep so he doesn’t remember if (or so you think)

-One day you and Fez got into this huge argument and ended up going on a break and Ash went on a “Don’t talk to Fez” strike

-The whole time the break was on He ignored Fez and kept texting you

-He texted “I really fucking miss you:/”

-That message broke your heart more than your argument with Fez so you called Fez up and worked on your relationship

-When Ash saw you on the couch the next morning he hugged you real tight

- Fez would always tease Ash for being soft with you.

-One mother’s day Ash was acting off and you couldn’t figure out why

-He was starring at you and kept glancing back to his bedroom

-At the end of the day you him and fez were all watching tv in the living room

-Fez was sleeping on your lap and Ash randomly gasped and ran to his room

-You knew it was odd but didn’t question it

-When he came out of the room he was carrying a present

-“Uhm y/n..”

-You turned around and he was facing the ground

-“I waited till Fez fell asleep cause I didn’t want him to tease me about being “soft””

-You thought it was adorable that he kept stumbling over his words

-“I know it’s mother day and I also know your not my actual mother but your the closest thing I got so uhm here”

-He handed you the gift still avoiding eye contact as you opened it

-It was a framed picture of you him and Fez at the store, You remembered rue took that photo out of nowhere now you realize Ash probably asked her to

-“Wow Ash” You carefully got up trying not to wake up Fez and went and gave him a hug

-“thank you” he muttered, “for what?” “being my mom

[dawnwriterimagines]

debt that’s owed : Fezco

Summary: Laurie needs someone to pay her the debt that’s owed to her, Rue ran from her, which gives her the perfect opportunity to use Fezco’s words against him. But, is she worth you?

Warning(s): Angst, Fear, Drugs, mentions of sex traffick, Laurie’s crazy ass, etc.

Author Note: Always wondered what Laurie would’ve done given that Rue got away, so I wrote a piece after the finale. 

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The woman sprinkles the little pellets into the tank, her fishes swarming the pebbles of food, she taps at the glass lightly, the ambient light making their vibrant colors stand out in the dark room.

“Says the guy who brings a high school girl to a drug deal,” Laurie spoke simply, a light retort.

“That’s ma family,” Fezco answered, surely.

“She an addict?” the woman wondered, glancing over her shoulder at him.

Fezco debated his answer, but did so easily. “She may fuck around but nah,” he was more than aware how deep Rue was into her addiction, but he didn’t need her to know anything more about the girl.

“So, you trust her?” Laurie questioned, her finger flipping the lid of the container closed as she looked at Fezco closely. 

“With my life,” he answered immediately.

She nodded, accepting the statement, putting down the tin and gently pulling the fish tank lid closed with a simple tug. “What about the girl? The girl you were next to, with the (h/c) hair?” Laurie twirled a lock of her own hair as if recalling how yours behaved, absently as she referred to your hair, putting her hand down after. The woman was obviously high off of something, although that was obvious enough, she did seem like she was on the brink of drifting off somewhere, and yet somehow seemed to be staring right through Fezco.

“Ma wife,” Fez responded without an ounce of hesitation, “She ain’t into any a that drug stuff, she been with me the longest,” he said, nodding his head behind him where you and Rue stood just around the corner, if he turned just a little he could’ve caught your eye. 

Laurie made a thoughtful noise, tilting her head. “I didn’t see a ring.” A fond tone in her voice, although it may be amusement. He wasn’t too sure.

Fezco hummed a laugh, faintly. “Oh, nah,” he ran his thumb over his own bare finger, knowing she was referring to your own. “We ain’t married yet. But, I’m gon’ make it official one’a these days,” he didn’t want to say much of anything else to this woman, something about her didn’t feel as genuine as she seemed. 

Laurie, his new dealer, a replacement supplier of Fez’s with the disappearance of the late Mouse, smiled, hardly, almost contemplating, the softened narrow of the aged corners of her eyes gave the notion that she had made up her mind something. “I’d suggest you not waste any time, young man,” she walked over to a little bar table, grabbing the pitcher that sit atop it and pouring herself a glass. “why wait when you can ask her now? time is precious, you know,” she took a sip from her cup, keeping a pensive stare with him.

Fezco nodded, slowly, not exactly liking how this conversation had shifted to bring attention to you. “I hear you,” he acknowledged before standing. “Can I grab my fam now? We try’na catch a movie by 10. Promised my bro,” he spoke as nonchalantly as possible, he’d have rather grab you, Ash and Rue like the place was burning down and bolt out of the house but he had to be cool about it. 

Laurie cast a humored expression, even if her face mostly remained passive before nodding. “Sure, no problem.”

Leaving the house, you walked with Fezco pulling you into his side tightly, a guilty, yet fuming expression on his face, you let him squeeze you to his side as you made your way back to the car. You made sure Ashtray was in front of you both, reluctant to take your eyes off the boy after all of this. You dared to look back over your shoulder, your eyes linking with the woman, the head of the towns drug game apparently, there was something about her that made a chill roll down your spine. Especially as she hadn’t moved from her spot on the porch step of the apartment, two of the many men with guns making sure you all actually left. 

She was staring right at you, her hand raising as she locked eyes with you, your blood running cold. Her hand pausing in the air, a motionless wave directed to you.

- - -

It had been weeks since the whole drug deal gone wrong situation happened, Fezco had made it his personal mission to make it up to you, even if you’d remind him that you were okay and everything was fine. He was not having it.

You weren’t complaining though. You enjoyed the extra attention. But, you did wish he’d stop beating himself up about it

After almost a month, he started to ease up about it, setting a schedule to begin dealing with the woman. She gave him his supplies and he gave her the funds, it was a quick equivalent exchange and then go home, which you deeply appreciated. You didn’t want him there longer than five minutes if he could help it.

It wasn’t until you heard about Rue’s forced intervention from Jules that everything went to shit. 

Your phone had gone off, a single vibrating buzz, in the middle of you making some lunch for the guys, you take your phone from the counter but before you can look at it, you feel Fezco’s hands around your waist, pulling you into his chest from behind. You smile, with a giggle as he looks over your shoulder, eyeing the prepped food with a hum, “That’s lookin’ mad good, ma,” he moaned out, hungrily, his hands trailing down to your thighs, “But, we might have to skip to dessert,” he teased, you laughed with splendor, squealing as he held you in, chuckling close to your ear.

“Fez!” you tapped at his hands as his fingers poked into your sides, pleasantly. 

“It can wait,” he squeezed your sides, tickling you with a devilish smile, picking you up by your waist and heading out of the kitchen. “Come ‘ere.”

“No, no, I’m not done,” you crane your head up to his neck, watching him pout, half-heartedly, giggling at him, “I’m almost finished,  leaning back and turning out of his grip before he can do anything more. “Unless you wanna finish up?”

Fezco blinked, before sliding back up next to you. “In what way?”

‘Get your head outta the gutter,” you nudged him with your hip, turning off the stove and taking the bowls for the rest of the meal and setting them aside before Fez chuckles, getting the plates off of the top shelf. You take off your apron and hang it up on the hook, peering out into the hallway, “Ash, babe, lunch is up!” a few seconds later, after setting up a plate for your boys and yourself, he comes up, a clipboard in his hand, which he hands to Fez. 

Ashtray grins as soon as he sees food, “Fuck yes,” he grabs a plate, and heads to the couch, plopping down on it and looking back for you, “Whatchu waitin’ for? Sit down already,” he calls over to you as Fezco reads through a few of the finance details, pill counts and such left that Ash had made on the clip. “It’s fucking movie night, people!” You laugh at Ash’s frustration, passing your boyfriend with a slap to the ass, to which he jumps before shaking his head with a chuckle. 

Climbing over the back of the couch, you plop down beside Ash, the two of you facing the television, turning it on and finding the recording of the movie you all had been waiting to see. A few seconds later, Fezco sits down beside you, all of you digging into your food, staring intently at the television, as the movie began to play, all of you squished together like one big family. Your boys leaning on you on either side.

After finishing your portion, you moved to get back to the kitchen for another, but Fez pulls you back to the couch and gets up, taking your plate, “I got it,” he says, before you can protest, instead you chuckle lightly and settle back into your seat.

“Can you fill mine too?” Ash extends his plate to his brother.

“Got you, bro,” Fez takes all the plates back to the kitchen, refilling them until he hears your phone buzz, he glances over at it. Picking it up, “Yo, ma, your gettin’ some action on yo phone, over here,” he alerts you.

You perk up, “Yeah, actually I think I got a text, what’s it say?”

Fezco opens it and sees a text from Jules, “It’s jewel,” he says, stepping out of the kitchen with yours and Ash’s plates balanced on his arm. “Uh, it’s about Rue,” he said, slowly, eyes lifting to yours and you whip around to look at him, Ash glancing up briefly in curiosity.

“Rue?” you took your phone from him as he set the plates down on the free space on the couch, Ash taking his and continuing the movie, although listening carefully to any added details. 

You read the text carefully, cursing, quietly to yourself. “They’re having an intervention, but that was almost half an hour ago,” you scrolled down a little to the last text sent. “Rue had some pills?” you looked up at your boyfriend, “Didn’t you cut her off?” you knew full well he did, it was more of just a question of how she got them in the first place. Fezco nodded, visibly worried about their friend. 

“Anything else? How she doin’?” your boyfriend leaned over to you, hoping for another text that said Rue was okay, maybe going to rehab, she was at home maybe. But, that didn’t matter because later, Rue was at the front door, obviously in pain and in need of relief. She charged into the house, hoping for some drugs to ward off the pain in her stomach, but even if you guys kept the drugs in the house anymore, you wouldn’t have given her any to begin with.  She knew that, opted to ask for the bathroom instead. 

You offered her some food but you knew she wouldn’t keep it down so you decided against it. You stood by the door for her, worriedly, Fezco lingering in the background pacing, asking her if she needed anything, or needed you to call her mom or Jules. She explained briefly that Jules was a backstabbing bitch, the one who ended up selling her out to her Mom in the first place, and may have cheated on her. Rue cried for a moment in the bathroom, leaning against the bathroom door with you for only a few minutes until she feigned having to use the toilet, with urgency, warning you to step away from the bathroom, continue your movie, that she’d be fine. But, nothing was fine after that.

That day, Rue tested every limit of their friendship and came too close to completely losing them, having become completely dependent and desperate for those drugs enough to try to steal from grandma Marie’s prescription pills and physically hurt anyone in the house. But, when Rue put her hands on you, Fezco had had enough, grabbing her roughly, the girl screaming and resisting before he throws her out of the house, the girl begging to be let back in, apologizing, meaninglessly before leaving the porch.

Fezco checking on you, rubbing your shoulders as you wonder to yourself what had happened, he pulls you into his arms the two of you holding onto one another tightly, hoping that she’d be okay in the end.

And she was. Although you weren’t too sure what had happened to her after you had seen her that night, she was back home the next day, as reported to you by Gia. You go over to help them with Rue, at her bedside for a few nights as she battled through her withdrawal symptoms, struggling to move, sleep properly or even eat without someone’s help. But, she got through it, cried on your shoulder when she could feel more than the pain, her guilt, her sorrow, the wish in the back of her mind to take all the bad shit she said back. 

But, you just kissed her forehead and held her close, and she continued to cry, sniffling against you, holding you like a lifeline.

It took a week and a half to get Rue back on her feet, smiling, walking around, making amends, she was rebuilding the pieces of herself that had been broken down, little by little.

There was only one problem. 

Rue had never told Fezco about the 10k worth of pills she had taken from Laurie, and couldn’t pay back. She had never spoken of the night she had ended up spending, drugged and nearly avoided being sold for sex in her apartment. She didn’t think it would matter anymore, the night forgotten, stashed away to the back of her mind to be forgiven and set aside. 

But, Laurie always gets her money back, one way or another.

- - -

You had been home alone at the time, Fezco and Ash at the store, you had online class to deal with, giving your history presentation for your course, finishing later on, maybe an hour or so before your boys would be home.

You laid down on the bed, scrolling through some videos on your phone, smiling softly as you found a few that made you laugh, like Ash’s birthday party, or more like his first beach day. You all had gone to the beach, it ended up being Ashtray’s first time seeing the ocean in person, nearly burying Fezco alive and all of you got sunburn. It was the best day you’d had in a long time, seeing them smile so hard, you hadn’t ever heard Ash laugh until that day. 

You scrolled through a few more, before perking up as you heard a knock at the front door, it was soft, but loud enough to hear. You rolled off the bed, rushing out of the bedroom and towards the front door, you knew that Ash sometimes would just knock instead of using the key, knowing you’re already inside. “Ash, you know you can just use the...key...” you opened the first door, the storm door, a see through, netted doorway was all that stood between you and Laurie, the drug dealer from before, Fez’s new supplier, standing in front of the house. “Laurie...um, hi.” 

She’s the only one that stands there it seems, she just stares at you, perfectly still and calm a few steps from the door as if she hadn’t just been knocking.

The woman smiles, faintly, a hardly visible motion. “Hello, (y/n), you must be wondering what brings me here,” she said, you hadn’t noticed too much before but she was quiet soft spoken, as oddly intimidating as she was.

You swallowed, you tap you phone at your side, trying to keep calm. “Um, not, well, a little yes. How-er, what brings you here? Fez, will be here soon if you’re looking for him,” you cleared your throat, licking your lips as your mouth suddenly felt dry. 

She hummed, “Do you know anything about the exchange rate, (y/n)?”

You felt sick, all of a sudden, the question felt random, was random. “Euros and dollars?” you re-twist the handle lock to relock the door for when you close it.

Laurie just kept talking. “Like, when you give one single dollar to a bank somewhere like, Spain, or Europe, for example. They don’t give you back a dollar, they give you less than what you gave them,” Laurie kept hard eye contact with you, and you held the door handle, trying to keep yourself from shaking, taking deep breaths as she continued. “best case scenario, you get more out of your dollar, but that doesn’t happen too often does it?” the woman beyond the storm doorway, hummed a short laugh. “So, now, imagine me. I gave you a dollar and you give me back less than what I gave you, but you promised me an equivalent exchange,” your eyes widening at what Laurie was implying, shaking your head fast, your head hurts and your heart sounds like its in your ears.

“No, no, wait, hold on,” you took a shaky breath, pressing down on your phone, unlocking it behind the door, “Fez would never, he pays you what he owes every time, on time, this is a--,” Laurie interrupts you with an amused sound. You press down on the call button for your boyfriend, holding the phone at an angle she won’t see.

“I’m not talking about Fezco, honey,” Laurie says, simply. “Your family, Rue came by a few weeks ago, took a suitcase worth 10k in pills, hasn’t paid me back,” you freeze up at that, your knees could go week right there, you hold you breath as you feel a little lightheaded. 

“10 grand worth of...ok, well, we can pay you back,” you’re sure that you and Fezco can think of something, anything to get Rue out of this mess, you actually feel sick now, “We can get that, I’m sure. Just give us some time and we’ll be sure to...” someone steps into frame in front of Laurie, a large man obstructing the doorway in front of her, a hand gun in hand and a menacing look on his face. You gasp upon seeing him, horrified as he comes into view, having been standing there the whole time, you stumble away from the doorway, kicking it closed as you had already locked the handle. 

“I’ve already given Rue time and she didn’t deliver,” Laurie spoke on the other side of the door, her voice faint but there, as you ran into the living room, heading for the patio doorway, “I’m sure you’re different. But, I’ve already promised someone new to my clients,” you push away the curtain blinds to the handle but scream as you come face to face with another man already trying to pick the lock to get inside. He grins, pressing his face into the window, slamming his hand against the glass, you push away from the door running down the hall to the bedroom.

You close it, just as you hear a gun shot, screaming with your hands over your head, you curl up into the corner of the room, shaking as frantic tears run down your face. “-/n)!” You forget your phone is still in your hand, “(y/-,” you think you’re going crazy when you hear your boyfriends voice next to you, a faint shout, you bring the device to your cheek, pressing it to you as you cry. “(Y/N), BABY! Answer me!” you hear him scream, you can hear him slam the car door closed, starting the car.

“Fez, Fez, please,” you cry, hearing the glass window shatter in the living room, making you cover your mouth, holding in a terrified wail, breathing harshly as fast footsteps approach them room. 

“(Y/N)! Ma, WHAT’S HAPPENING? I’M ON MY WAY, I’M RIGHT HERE!” he yells into the phone, you can hear Ashtray screaming at him to drive faster, a click of a gun that stuns me into what’s really happening.

“Fezco!” you could hardly think of what to say but his name as you couldn’t tear your eyes away from the door, the shadow of the men walking up to the doorway made you cry harder, you hiccup as you can hardly breathe. “Fez! Please, help me!” 

“WHO IS IT BABY?! (Y/N), WHAT”RE THEY DOIN’, MA?!” he sounds like he turns a sharp corner, you can hear the engine throttle from here, going way over the speed limit. “BABY! I’M RIGHT AROUND THE CORNER, I’M RIGHT HERE! I’M RIGHT HERE!” 

You cry out as the door swings open with a brutal kick into the wood, pieces flying as the handle breaks off and the door hits the back wall, “FEZCO!” you’re ripped from your corner and onto your feet, as he screams for you on the phone, the large man taking your wrists, making you drop your phone. “FEZ!” you kick at the man, pulling from him, he toss you back towards the open doorway, hands digging into the splinters of the door, you stumble up and straight into the man from the window, he smirks and reaches for you, the two men blocking you in. 

You have no where to go, you push away from them, trying to get through only to be pushed back into the other. Laurie sitting down on the couch in the living room, blowing a puff of smoke from her nostrils before glancing back, sighing and heading to the door. “We should start heading home now,” she spoke simply. 

Your head is forced back into the wall, hitting it, you choke back a scream, hardly managing a gasp, clutching your head as you slide down the wall, the biggest man hauling you up and effortlessly carrying you through the front door and into a car waiting out front. The three driving away just as Fezco’s car comes screeching to a halt down the street. He hardly parks it when he’s rushing inside, leaving the keys in the ignition, he and Ash storm inside, Ash aiming his shotgun ready as Fezco searches the house.

“(Y/n)!” He shouts, running down to the hallway, his heart stopping at the sight of the broken door, the stain of blood on the splinters, “Ma! Baby!” he rushes into your shared bedroom, breathing harshly, “fuck! FUCK!” he looks all over the room, in the closet, and rushes out, going into Ash’s room. The boy frantically searching for you as well, realizing the patio door is broken as he steps on the shards remaining of it. 

The boy’s eyes widening with fear, “(y/n)?” he calls for you as his older brother tears the place apart search for you, Ash stands in the middle of the living room, the gun slowly slipping downwards, almost out of his grip as he comes to a realization. “(Y/n)?” he calls for you once again, absently, staring at nothing. His eyes reddening, watering, he bites down on his tongue. 

Fezco swipes a lamp off the desk, in a fit of rage. “FUCK! FUCK! GOD--! God damnit!” he puts his hands over his head, sinking down for a moment, unable to believe what had happened, what was happening. “Oh my fuc--” he puts his hands over his mouth, hands shaking, as his back hits the wall and he slides down, unable to stop the panicked tears that threaten to spill. “Shit, shit,” he curses, breathing into his fist. 

“No, no, no,” he repeats to himself, crying silently. “No, no. No, no, no!” He dials your number, shaking as he begs for an answer, the phone having hung up abruptly. “Come on, ma, come on, pick up,” he waits as it rings, before he hears something, a light ring from inside the house, the phone having slid under the bed, the screen cracked.

Fezco stares at the phone, almost blankly, unable to believe it, holding it, he runs his thumb against the screen hard enough to slice his finger open on the broken pieces. 

He hears Ash coming up behind him, taking a good look at the phone in his hand, “’Ey, man,” his little brother says to him, quietly, “We’re gonna figure this out. Off whoever we got to to get to her,” Ash promises, the boy is visibly shaken, but he’s angry enough to hide it. “I found this.”

Fezco’s eyes flicker to a badly written note, just one little thing written on it, it’s not your handwriting and it’s neither of theirs. And knowing that, he glowers hatefully at the piece of paper, his grip on your broken phone tightening, enough to hurt.

10k.

(PART 2)

[fezcosbluntroller]

hey babes i hope you’re doing good! can i ask you do more platonic ash x reader please they warm my heart 🥺

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I am doing amazing 🥰 and yes of course I’ve been waiting for an opportunity to do some platonic ash fluff 🥺 that boy needs some love in his life :’) also I just checked and we hit 100 followers! I know it’s small but it’s such a big step for me ❤️

Pillow forts and arguments - platonic ashtray x reader, fezco x reader

Warnings: Pure angst for a bit, you and Fez are dating but are on a break, season 2 spoilers, you and Ash are super close.

Whenever you and Fezco decided to go on a break you thought who would be more upset, you or Fez, never in a hundred years would you think that Ashtray would be the one losing his fucking mind over it. Alas Fez called you, panicked and not knowing what to do “I don’t know what the fuck happened…I was chillin in the livin room and he fuckin started breakin shit” fez explained, you could hear Ash in the back ground. It broke your heart, you grew up with Ashtray, you helped raise the kid along side Fez and their grandma, taking the role of his mother or older sister figure.

“I’ll be over it in a minute, just make sure he doesn’t hurt himself breaking things, I’ll text you when I’m there love you!” You rushed out hanging up the phone, it had been two weeks since you had really spoke with Fez, you both agreed after a fight you both needed space, and so far it was nice, not that you didn’t miss Fez, you just enjoyed the time to yourself. Your mind raced a mile a minute, worried about Ash, you had been texting him a few moments before and he was perfectly fine, what happened? Stopping your bike in front of Fezco’s house you knocked rapidly biting your nail, the door opened and you saw Fez, his face was painted with hurt, muffled screams and clashes from Ashtray’s room followed “I don’t know what the fuck happened…everytime I ask what happened he just screams at me so loud I can’t fuckin understand” he mumbled shoving his hands in his pockets. You cupping his cheek smiling at him, this is why Fezco loved you, you were that burst of pure sunshine in his life "I'll talk to him okay?.."

Nodding a bit at Fez you walked past him glancing at the blonde in confusion keeping eye contact as you walked past her and to Ash’s door knocking lightly “Fez I fucking swear to!-“ Ash went silent seeing you on the other side of the door after he swung it open ready to cuss his brother out again for trying to get into his business. “Can I come in to talk with you?” You asked looking at him, Ashtray had very little self control not to tell you to fuck off and to just leave and let him down like you did before, but he didn’t, he found himself hugging you tightly once you had sat yourself on his bed. You smiled a bit knowing you always had this effect on either of the boys, no matter how big and tough they thought they were, get them alone in the room with you and they’re the sweetest most respectful men you’ll ever meet. “Fez said you just started breaking stuff….what’s goin on bub?..” you asked softly rubbing his back determined to find out what’s making your adopted son so upset.

“You can’t fuckin tell Fez…I don’t want him thinkin I’m some little bitch or something…” Ash said slowly sitting up in his spot next to you on his bed “when have I ever told fez about our talks?..” you whispered to him looking at him smiling softly cupping his cheek “so you gonna talk to me or just keep giving more rules for you telling me what’s wrong?” You asked shaking his head with your hands before he pouted looking at you laying his head on your shoulder. “Are you and Fez gonna stay apart?…” You heard Ash whisper, you heart melted and broke, Ash was this upset over you and fez going on a break “well…I hope not…we don’t plan to..we plan to get back together..is that why you’re so upset?..” you asked taking notice to him playing with the rings on your fingers “I just…you’re like the only chick in my life that’s stable….I don’t wanna lose you…plus you helped raise him…you’re just as special as fez to me” Ash admitted, you took in a shaky breath tearing up, kissing Ashtray’s head “you are too sweet, my dear” you whispered hugging him tightly, After a good minute long hug you pulled away looking at him “I promise…fez and I will get back together, maybe not right this moment...but we still love each other the same.." You whispered rubbing Ashtray's back frowning "You've been saying that shit for weeks!" He yelled jerking up looking at you, his mood shifting again "Ashtray.." You whispered looking at him, that's when you noticed, Ashtray had smoked a blunt earlier, he was probably stoned and trying to fix his anxieties.

"Stop lying to me!" He yelled, you looked at him grabbing his chin "okay, starters. you do not raise your voice at me, I may have upset you but you do not talk to me like you are" You snapped before standing up "Now. Just because Fez and I aren't together right now doesn't mean I'm gonna disappear or stop coming around, You are still like my baby brother and I am not gonna leave you behind" You whispered hugging him tightly "He brought another girl here to stay.." He whispered, you raised your eyebrows at him "Who? Blondie in the dining room?" You smiled looking at him, he looked up at you frowning with a soft nod "Oh my god...Ash..if you woulda' talked to me..or fez..you would've known, Faye is staying here yes, but Fez is doin it as a favor, trust me" You whispered, you saw Ashtray's cheeks heat up with embarrassment. "Don't...tell Fez" Ash whispered hugging you again "Just don't want the dumbass to make the mistake of losin you" you heard him mumble, you just nodded and lead him out of the room and to the living room.

You sent Fez to the store for snacks while you set up a pillow fort in Ashtray's room, sometimes Ash felt like you were the only one who was still worried about him doing kid things. He just stood in the doorway watching you put it all together and turn the movie onto the tv. Climbing into the pillow/blanket fort, followed by Ash and then eventually Fez. The three of you laid together watching the Halloween movies, almost like magic you watched as Fez fell asleep and then Ash, Fezco's head resting on your shoulder, and Ash using Fez as his personal pillow, sprawled out across his side of the bed making you giggle. Looking over you sighed, kissing their foreheads and covering them both up with a cover, after a mental battle that lasted about two minutes you curled up next to Fez falling asleep next to him, finally feeling at home after two weeks.

[pinkvenomsstuff]

Fezco and Ashtray.

fem x reader!

Not my gif

When the boys' girlfriends are on their period together, driving them crazy.

You and Ashtray started dating a little before Fezco and Howard. Their relationship was so cute, so cute it was irritating at times. Since you and your boyfriend almost always had to witness Fezco and Lexi cuddling and saying really corny things, but that was their love, they were lovers of old-fashioned romance; as Ashtray once said, making you all laugh at his speech, you didn't even know he knew those words.

You guys were always together, and sometimes you even did couple shows where Ashtray would always go around muttering something about being too corny, but you knew deep down he loved those moments. You literally lived in their house, your parents were absent and didn't care where you slept - or whether you lay in bed to fall asleep, you just couldn't show up pregnant, or they'd kick you out of the house.

On the same day, you packed your bags, determined to leave that house that you felt never belonged to you, that was never your home. You never really felt at home like most kids with their family. You almost didn't see each other, because their work was extremely busy, but when you were together at home, you didn't talk or do anything as a family, just each one in your room.

Like real strangers. You lived together but had no interaction at all. You weren't surprised when you showed up with suitcases in the room and they said, "Okay, do what you feel you have to do. We'll send money every month while you don't have a job." You smile as you walk through the door, feeling free to be officially leaving a place that never welcomed you. When you arrived at the boys' house, you were greeted with lots of kisses, hugs and pizza. You were sure for the first time that you were without your true home, with loved ones.

With Lexi it was almost like that. She hadn't moved into their house, but spent most of her time there. Since she shared a room with Cassie and didn't like it, she didn't respect her privacy. Like Faye, Custer didn't show up to pick her up or text her anymore, he just disappeared. The three of you didn't have a good relationship before, Lexi didn't like her because she thought she had an interest in Fezco, and you for your extremely short robes in a house full of boys.

But as the weeks went by, you started talking to each other when the boys went out for your sales. And you realized that Faye was definitely not what you thought, she was sweet, polite and kind. But she had a good part of her innocence and life stolen from her by her boyfriend. She might have her drug problems, but she never brought that shit to you guys.

Since those days, the three of you started treating each other like sisters. You did everything together, bought clothes together, watched movies together, read together, you even studied basic math things with the blonde so she could help out in the store. You also cooked together with Lexi reading a cookbook with you and Faye horribly going on trying to make a delicious dish for your boys, she wanted to thank you for staying, you just wanted to please them. Resulting in raw rice, undercooked meats and a terribly salty salad full of dressing.

Your coexistence made you interconnected in some way, so your menstrual cycles did not escape that. You were the first to bleedwere, and then Lexi and then Faye on heroin. But one day, the three of you woke up with pains in your stomach and blood running down your legs, on the exact same day.

For you, it was nice in a way, but not for your boyfriend and Fezco, who had to go to the candy store and buy a bunch of goodies when Lexi started harassing him, and Ashtray who had to literally run minutes before local pharmacy close because you needed colic meds and pads. And it was even more terrible for him to hear the three of you saying your preferences, with tabs, without tabs, o.b, night... And to top it off, he had an even greater embarrassment when he arrived at the cashier with all the tampon options that were in the shelf, earning a judgmental look from the attendant.

He comes home slamming the door shut and flinging the bags walking towards you who have been lying on the couch moaning in pain for more hours than he could count. "Done, damn it. Don't ever make me go to a goddamn drugstore again for this shit! The clerk looked at me like I was a fucking pussy." he grumbles, running his hands impatiently through his hair, catching his breath from a four-court run. "Oh baby. Thanks." you smile blowing him kisses "But did you buy all kinds?" you say, he looks at you "Yeah shit I couldn't remember which ones you guys talked about so I thought I'd bring them all." he explains, your heart melts when you see him tired, he was before, but he didn't stop doing it for you.

You want to cry and hug him, but hold back the crying until it disappears, you don't want to sound like a crying baby over something so simple. You get up from the couch, walking towards him in long steps because the pain was indeed too much, Ashtray is in the kitchen having a glass of water. You go to him and take his face in your hands, kissing his lips. "Thank you, really." "They're just absorbents." he says, you shrug. "I know, but I appreciate the gesture."

You walk out of the kitchen with him exclaiming "You're welcome!" You smile as you head to the bathroom with a packet of sanitary napkins in your hand. You take a quick shower and change them by discarding the used one in the trash, replacing it with a new one. You walk out of the bathroom feeling much better, a hot, relaxing shower was what you certainly needed.

You walk back to the living room where you see Fezco arriving and handing two bags to Lexi, who smiles brightly, not even knowing what's inside. "What do you have there?" Faye asks about you two. "Yes, love, what did you buy?" Lexi reinforces the question, the redhead smiles slightly at her. "The chocolates and candy you ordered, baby. It was so fucking hard to find your favorite. My knees fucking hurt from waiting ten minutes in a giant line to buy them, but there you have it." he strokes her dark red hair, Lexi opens her smile even wider, hugging him. "Thanks, Fezzy."

Her eyes fill with tears at that cute scene, Lexi hugging Fez's waist as he strokes her back. He leans in to whisper probably cute and romantic things in her ear, they start a kind of love vow. You don't know exactly when you started crying, but you could feel the hot tears coming down without your control. You were sensitive and fragile, as you always were in that period, you certainly wouldn't cry if it weren't for that.

"Hey Y/N. Why are you crying?" Faye asks, you blink when you come back to reality. "It's just cute, Faye…" you mutter, running your fist over your eyes, pushing back some tears. "Hey, what happened?" You hear Ashtray behind you, he looks at her belly and then at her face. "Are you in pain? Do you want another pill or jelly beans?" he asks coming up to you and pulling you into a hug, you instantly go back to crying like a little baby on his shoulders, which you try to stop when you realize you're worrying him.

"Oh, they're so cute." Faye groans smiling "Yeah, they're like strawberry and chocolate." Lexi completes, they laugh and Ashtray breaks the hug casting hateful looks at them. "There's nothing fucking cute here, she's crying and in pain." he says rudely and rolls his eyes, you wipe your wet face on his sweatshirt. "I'm not in pain, I'm fine, Ash. Just emotional about stupidly cute assholes like Fez and Lexi." you speak, confused looks go to you.

The couple laughs when they understand what you mean, the redhead walks over and stops beside Ashtray, patting him on the shoulder. "That's fucking neediness bro, you need to spoil your girl. Or she'll spend the afternoon crying." he whispers, smiling playfully, but enough for you all to hear. "Oh, damn! What's wrong with you women, you were perfectly fine and happy before." he sighs in frustration, playing on the unoccupied couch, everyone laughs.

"It's the hormones I think. My gynecologist says I get as sensitive as a pregnant woman." Ashtray snorts "You're only fifteen Y/N. You can't be feeling pregnant." he sighs, you don't even understand exactly what he said but it made you upset, thinking he thinks you're a fool for silly moments when you cry like this. "Yes I know." you grit your teeth feeling more tears form. "It's almost uncontrollable, I'm sorry." You say hoarsely in between crying, your boyfriend quickly gets up from the couch and comes to you

"Oh ok, bear, sorry." he says hugging you passionately, encircling your waist in his piebald arms, you returned the hug, but still slapping your chest for the nickname. "Hey, that shit hurts!" he grumbles, you squeeze him more fearing he wants to separate with you. Ashtray chuckles with your amused laugh as you bite his chest "oh fuck-" he doesn't try to say anything else when he understands that you totally want to have him right now. Ashtray squeezes you tighter against his body, ensuring you get all the affection and love you want and deserve.

The others in the room exchange amused and warming glances with each other at how surprisingly cute Ash is now. They smile at you before leaving the room, Fezco goes upstairs with Lexi to your room, probably to sleep. And Faye goes out on the porch to smoke some joint. "Hey baby come on here. Do you want to go to my room?" he asks taking your hand and taking you with him to the three-person seat.

"No, love, it's great here." you smile gratefully as you sit there, Ashtray nods giving you a kiss on the forehead and saying he's going to get some things. He returns a few minutes later with blankets, pillows, and some candy that Fez bought. He sets everything neatly lined up on the couch, he feels himself pulling you to sit on his legs. Ashtray covers her body with the warm blanket, turning on the television and leaving it on a show you both like to watch.

You feel his fingers touching your hair, then back and forth movements through your strands, like a shampoo application, a caress from him that you loved to receive. He opens a chocolate and puts it in your hand, you thank him with a piece in your mouth. You spent a few hours there, watching TV with Ashtray playing with your strands, twirling them around your fingers.

You feel your body relax completely, you don't even feel the cramping pain anymore. You incredibly ate four bars of chocolates, jelly beans and a few gummy candies, I couldn't be happier. "I'm going to brush my teeth." you say getting up, groaning in frustration at having to get out of there. "Ok." You walk to the bathroom where you find Faye and a syringe of heroin in her hands, you feel a pang of sadness in your chest.

"I thought you were just into weed." you speak, she looks at you with visible disappointment in her eyes. "Yeah, I tried. But I don't think I can stop." she shrugs her shoulders slightly, you go to her. "Yes, you can. Have a chocolate instead." you smile sympathetically handing over a leftover bar that you haven't finished eating, she takes it from your hand with a comforting smile. "Thanks."

"You're welcome. Now get out of here bitch, I'm going to use the bathroom." you say, obviously joking with her who leaves the room smiling. You brush your teeth quickly, walking back into the room as fast as a rabbit. "I was with Faye, where did we stop?" you ask lying down on the couch and covering yourself with the velvety blanket. "The woman finds out that the guy is cheating on her, it was pretty crazy for her to break the whole house." he responds by laughing, you laugh too.

You stop for a few minutes to watch it, but you really can't help but fall asleep. "Uh…I think I'm going to sleep." you almost whisper so low your voice comes out. "Uh, ok baby. Do you want me to turn off the tv?" he asks caressing your face, you deny smiling slightly. "No, you can watch. Just turn the volume down." you ask, he nods pulling you closer to him. You turn to Ashtray as he hugs your body making you lay your head under his chest.

"Thanks for today. Especially for the meds and pads. It must have been weird showing up in line with a basket full of pads." you laugh, he nods several times. "Yeah, it was annoying. The guy looked at me like I was a workhorse." he says grimacing, you laugh. "Other than that, it was nice spending the day with you too. Minus your crying, I hate to see you cry. You look prettier without tears on your face, honestly." he kisses your cheek, you smile brighter than the rainbow, snuggling closer to his chest. "Okay, good night, love. Love you." "Night, bear. I love you."

sorry if this sucks, english is not my official :/ 😘

[simpurnatural]

“Crushing on You” -  Fezco

EUPHORIA Fezco x Reader, Ashtray x Reader (platonic)

Simpurnatural’s Grand Masterlist

Note from Nat: “Hi! I’m back to write and hopefully for good!"

Warning ⚠️: SPOILER WARNING FOR EUPHORIA, Swearing and hella fluff

Pairing(s): Fezco x Reader, 

It’s beyond flattering and sweet to find out that Ashtray had a crush on you. Especially when he asks you to be his date to his school dance but not without being egged on by his older brother, (your boyfriend) Fezco.

[PART 1] || [PART 2]

REQUESTS ARE CLOSED! <3

You offered to pick up Ash from school since Fez had to work a shift at the gas station for a bit. It was a bit last minute, so when the young teen saw you pull up, he was surprised to say the least. 

“Hey kiddo!” you waved as he slipped into the passenger seat. “How was your day?” you smile.

“Yo is that your babysitter?” some kid hollered as they approached your 90′s beamer. “I’m talking to you Ass-tray!” Oh no the fuck he didn’t..

You watched Ash visibly shrink in his seat at the question. Going into a full bitch mood, you rolled the down window and got a good look at the boy. 

“What’s it to you?” you scoff and the kid stood a bit straighter. “Am I talking to thin air?” you ask, snapping your fingers.

“Nothin,” he muttered and was now looking at his shoe laces in adoration. 

“Can we just fuckin’ go?” Ash pleaded as he put on his seat belt.

“Nah, I’m not done.” you tsk and got out of the car. “C’mere dick-wad,” you instructed before grabbing the kid by the collar. “Say you’re sorry,”

The boy whined as you yanked him to the passenger seat window. Ash looked at him with a smirk now on his face. Satisfied with the look of horror on the other guy’s face.

“Say it or I’ll bust your knee caps the next time I see you,” you say, now having him practically pinned to the car door.

“M’ sorry Ashtray,” he whimpers and on the verge of tears.

“Go cry somewhere else, I don’t want your dingy ass fucking up my paint job,” you said while wiping your car a bit with your sleeve.

The kid ran off in another direction after you let go of his collar, probably going to whine about it to his mom. You didn’t give a fuck.

“That was dope as fuck!” Ash exclaims as you got back into the car.

“Yeah, I’m the best,” you nod and patted yourself on the back. “Wanna grab something to eat?” you ask, pulling out of the school parking lot.

“Hell yeah,”

And from that day on, Ash always looked forward to the days you’d pick him up. He felt cool as hell having you as his chauffeur and would boast about it to his friends a whole lot.

“Hey it’s Ashtray’s girlfriend!” his friends teased as your car came into view.

“Nah man, that’s my brother’s girlfriend,” he blushed, seeing you wave at him from the driver’s seat.

“But I thought you said you liked her man,” another one reminded and your ears perked up at the thought.

Your heart swelled at the mention of his little boy crush on your’s truly. Ash’s face turned bright red after realizing that you heard his comment.

“Shut the actual fuck up,” he mutters, elbowing his friend in the stomach.

“Ouch, sorry man,” the other friend says as they watched Ash climb into your car.

“Hi Y/n!” they all waived.

“Hey boys,” you winked, “Been good?” you ask and they all nodded quickly.

You decided not to bring up his friend’s slip up at all until you found yourself wrapped in your boyfriend’s arms. It had been a long day and all you wanted were each other.

“Wanna hear something sweet?” you ask and looked into Fez’s icy blue eyes.

“You got my attention ma,” he says, looking into your eyes too.

“I found out that Ash has a little crush on me,” you say, making your boyfriend’s brows rise.

“I mean who wouldn’t? You’re like the coolest girl,” Fez comments causing you to blush. 

“But isn’t it cute? He was all embarrassed after his friend called him out too,” you add with a big smile on your face

“That so?” Fez asks and you just nodded eagerly. “You got all the boys after yo’ cute ass,” he says. “But you’re all mine ma,” he grins.

Some time later that week, you went grocery shopping for the house and left Ash and Fez at home. This is when your boyfriend decided to bring up what he’s been itching to ask his little brother.

“So you gotta thing for Y/n?” Fezco blurts out, not bothering to sugar-coat it whatsoever.

“Where the fuck you get that idea from?” Ash scoffs but not denying it. 

“Y/n,” Fez replied before taking a hit of his blunt. “Do you?” he prods, eyes flickering from the smoke to his brother.

“I mean-I guess,” he shrugs causing Fez’s shoulders to move and down.

“Ah shit man. You do got a crush on’er” he chuckles. “You gonna take her to that dancin’ shit at yo school?” he asks.

“Y/n would say no for sure,” Ash replies, looking down as he tried to hide the fact that his cheeks were bright red.

“How you know that?” asked Fez, who was genuinely wondering.

“Cause she got you man,” Ash says and nodded to his older brother.

“You haven’t even asked her. Don’t go out makin’ ‘sumptions and shit,” Fez tsked. “Don’t be a bitch,” he taunted, elongating the i.

“I ain’t no fucking bitch,” Ash huffed and threw a pillow at him. “Fuck you,”

The following day, the three of you headed to the gas station for a shift. Ash was in the back holding a bouquet and trying not to bitch out at the last second. Once he hyped himself up a bit, he approached your relaxed form on the counter.

“Hey Ash,” you smiled, pulling one air-pod out to hear the boy clearly. “Are these for me?” you gasped when your eyes landed on the flowers.

“Yeah man, I-I was just wondering if y-you’d be down to go my dance at s-school or some shit,” he fumbled, not being able to maintain eye contact.

Anyone who knew Ash or encountered him knew he was as cold and tough as Fez. But behind the constellation of face tats was a little teddy bear that you’d want to scoop up into your arms.

Kinda like what you’re doing right now, making him whine but hug you back nonetheless. Fez watched from his post in front of the chilled drinks, knowing that he’d never let Ash live this down.

“I’d love to go with you,” you laughed as you pulled away from the embrace.

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Yay! First fic back!