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Found again 1 of ? - Dad! Joel Miller x daughter! Reader, future Ellie x reader
Summary: You were meant to be killed after you were unknowingly handed off at 11 years old by your uncle to military, it wasn't fully Tommy's fault, they were yelling about quarantine zones and safety trucks transporting cilvians, he thought you'd be safe, but after almost two years of running and avoiding infected, military and the crazy ass survivors, you were finally at your wits end trapped while sacavanging before a woman finds you leading you back to your light
Warnings: cussing, talk of people being killed, infected being killed
September 26th 2003
You watched as your Uncle Tommy disappeared farther and farther into the distance, the truck shaking from the holes and broken pieces of road leading you out of your hometown in Texas. You were split from your sister and dad whenever the truck was crashed, uncle Tommy realized the safest thing for you to go with the groups of soldiers with many guns and other protective gear.
You were in the truck maybe an hour before it pulled to the side of the road, you could hear the rough crackling and static of the solider's walkie talkies going off "We're at capacity" They spoke, many people started to ask questions about what it meant, where they were supposed to go now, but you could tell something was wrong, they were loading their guns and getting off. You quickly slipped through the truck bed's boarded up walls, which had about 2-3 foot between them, running into the treeline, you didn't trust them and you knew your dad, sister and Uncle Tommy were meant to meet at the river, and you were right not to trust the soldiers, moments later you heard loud gunfire and almost all of the passengers now laid slump in a ditch.
You took off running quickly, in any direction you could that was away from those soldiers, you wanted your dad, why couldn't of you stayed with him?
December 2nd 2005
You were hyperventilating and needed to calm down, you were out of ammo and just broke your only knife in a clickers neck before you were attacked but ten others, they were pounding at the door screaming and wailing to get in the room, this was it, this is how you died. You bit your knuckle trying to hold back a sob before hearing glass shatter behind you "Hey! Kid, come on!" A woman yelled reaching her hand through the window, you didn't think twice and grabbed her hand crawling out of the room right as the door hinges gave out, clickers and runners rushing into the room ready to devour you. "I'm Marlene, you almost got yourself in trouble there" She said softly pulling you up off the ground "I-I'm Y/n..Miller" You sighed, almost forgetting your name for a moment, you hadn't spoke to anybody in awhile and hadn't needed to introduce yourself. "I have a camp, set up a few miles away from here....We're called the fireflies..why don't you come join us, you look way to young to be out here.."
August 14th 2007
"Y/n. I have a job for you" Marlene's voice came through your walkie, you grabbed it off your belt watching out of the window confused, she was supposed to be back already "Protect the girl. Protect Ellie. I got fuckin shot" Her voice cut through the speaker harshly "Got it..Marlene..Are you gonna make it?.." You asked nervously, she was the first person to actually help you after you lost Tommy and Joel, you didn't wanna lose her too. "I dunno..just protect her please, get her to the lab" She demanded, you switched the channel on your walkie fighting back tears as you marched down the hall "I need troops out finding Marlene! She's injured somewhere outside of camp! Now!" You yelled into the walkie before clipping it onto your belt.
You slowly opened the door to Ellie's holding room seeing her sitting on the floor curled up against the wall "Hi..I'm y/n..Marlene sent me" You said watching as she looked up at you with a glare "fuck you" She seethed "I'm not doing any of your stupid ass tests" She continued standing up "Listen. I'm not some smart scientist or anything, I'm a sixteen year old who sneaks out of the camp at night to smoke weed" You said establishing a slight layer of trust hoping she'd catch on "Why the hell are you telling me this?" She asked raising an eyebrow "Because, I feel like you're a trusting person and I want you to trust me" you said sitting a few feet from her reaching point "Why're you here?..Where's Marlene?" She asked, you sighed looking at her, she was like 10? you couldn't tell, you tried to steer clear of kids, they reminded you of your childhood and your dad and you didn't wanna think about him, he was probably dead somewhere walking around with mushroom plates growing outta his face. "She's been hurt..but..I've got our people looking for her..She wanted me to make sure nothing happens to you..you're a special person" You said scooting closer "Yea..everybody claims I'm this special fucking person but keep me chained in a room to run tests on me" She sassed "I know..I know..I'm not sure why you're special..but special enough that Marlene is going through very very long lengths to protect you" You explained.
You sat talking with Ellie for another two hours before Marlene walked in looking at you both "Y/n..I've found help but..I wanna make sure there's no bad blood..It's a woman and man, Tess, and Joel" She said, you furrowed your eyebrows "I don't know any Tess or Joel" You said clearly, your dad was probably dead by now, you had to convince yourself that so you wouldn't drive yourself crazy. Marlene looked at you hesitantly before calling out for them to come in, You kept your head down, packing your and Ellie's bag with sandwiches and a flashlight, a knife for Ellie and a gun for you. "Ellie...This is our help Joel and Tess, guys this is Ellie and Y/n..You'll be escorting them across the u.s" Marlene explained, you heard your men rush in to take Marlene to the medic leaving you alone, you wanted to turn around but you were also scared.
You heard footsteps then Ellie's groan as she thrown into the wall, you quickly cocked your pistol turning around and aiming at the two "Leave her alone!" Ellie yelled towards them, you froze, your hands shaky and your mouth went dry, there was your dad, alive standing infront of you again. Your dad. Where was Sara though? "Baby girl" He rasped watching you, waiting for you to drop your gun to hug you tightly, you hugged him back hiding your face from Ellie and Tess in Joel's coat collar holding back sobs "I thought I had lost you too" You heard your dad cry into your flannel sleeve "Damnit y/n what the hell happened?" He asked holding onto you tighter like he was in a dream terrified to wake up and not see you. "Uncle Tommy sent me with the military" You said softly, the smell of your father surrounding you was comforting and put you in a state of calm. "And you ended up with the fireflies?" He asked finally pulling away to look at you, you weren't his little girl anymore, you werenāt the 4 foot tall doe eyed little girl he last saw before he said goodbye to both of his daughters. Whenever Tommy had told Joel why you werenāt with him he lost it, collapsing once he got the chance in tears, he promised your mother, his wife to protect you two girls and he had managed to lose you both in one night, now here you were fully capable of survival in a world like this. He didnāt wanna think about what you went through to get here though.
āThatās another story..whenever Ellie is asleepā you said softly looking at him āI missed you..a lot..ā you whispered, you heard Ellie grunt standing up āare you gonna explain y/n? He looked like he wanted to murder you five seconds agoā Ellie grunted standing up grabbing her back shooting a harsh glare towards Joel āThis is my Dad. Joel..ā you mumbled looking at her, you could see her face soften, one of the things you clicked about earlier was not having parents, sure you didnāt lose them the same way but you were still stuck without them, she was happy for you of course, but she was also a little jealous, she wanted that, she wanted a dad to come find her and rescue her from this.
āYou guys need to start your trip back before it gets light outā Mark said sternly, you and him fought a lot, he was an ass and you never appreciated his snarky comments or creepy stares. Tess nodded in agreement letting you and Ellie stick between her and Joel as they lead you back to the QZ. Joel walked behind you, wondering if he really wanted you coming along, or if he wanted to do this at all anymore, you could stay in his apartment, stay safe from any harm outside but if the guards found a firefly, former or current they wouldnāt hesitate to shoot.
Hey guys :) So I started a new account to feed my The Last Of Us addiction in honor of me replaying the games and the show coming out, so I wanted to get it out there incase any of you are like me and also love The Last Of Us, my requests are open on there and so far I've got three stories out :)
Im high and sleep deprived and have work at 8 am tomorrow, but I wanted some fez angst/fluff
warnings: bitch you better grab the tissues this is an a fucking tear jerker, season two spoilers, mentions of death, murder, the usual euphoria things
Summary: After a break-up you tried you best to keep in contact with fez, he avoided you with every fiber of his being, until something goes wrong at his place and after a month of radio silence you find him on your porch, angry and in tears.Ā
āI just donāt think itās gonna work, Fez..I have nothing against Fae, sheās lovely, but weāre supposed to be a team, so why would you let someone live with us without bringing it up to me first?ā You said, stepping in front of the large ginger glaring at him a bit, unknown to you, Fez had just gotten home from a certain situation with Mouse and Ash, the adrenaline and anger still running through his veins, you knew heād never hurt you, or at least not physically hurt you, because nothing could prepare anyone in the house, including Fez for what would come out of his mouth.Ā āSo youāre really gonna leave cause I brought someone to stay in my god damn house? Y/n. get the fuck back in line. this is my fuckin house, /you/ donāt say who can come up in here and who canātā He snapped, itĀ made you jump back, staring at him in shock, Fez had never yelled at you for the entire time you knew him, and yet lately it felt like you were walking on eggshells around him. Ash stood in the living room staring sadly, somehow he felt responsible for this, for Fezcoās frustration and rage, but he didnāt feel bad for what he did. He was protecting You and Fez, and nothing in the world could make that wrong in his eyes, he only felt bad that Fez was taking his frustration out on you and Faye and not him. āDo you really feel like that, Fezco?ā You asked softly reaching to grab his hand, he just jerked it away going to the table to roll a blunt trying to calm his nerves āI donāt fuckin know! Maybe I do!ā He snapped, getting more frustrated with your questions, why the fuck did you need to ask so many? āOkayā¦then I willā¦step all the way out of line and leave..ā You whispered walking over kissing Ashtrayās forehead gently āyou call me if you want or need anything, or if Asshole over there got himself in troubleā you whispered getting quieter hearing Fezcoās heavy breathing, you just flipped off the back of his head and grabbed your bag from the kitchen table blowing a kiss to faye before waking out of the door not even glancing at Fez, if you did though, youād see his heavy breathing was in result to him trying to keep himself composed, not to break down on his knees apologizing to you begging for your forgiveness, but you never did.
A month later..
It was like Fez didnāt exist anymore for you, distracting yourself with Maddie and Jules, Maddy being a lot more āfuck fez and his small dickā while Jules more empathized with you, not that you didnāt like either, both helped you get to the point of mind you were when he arrived at your house that night. You barely remembered his voice, how his hand felt always sitting on your thigh, a feeling you thought you would never forget feeling, some nights you longed for it, hovering your thumb over the āsendā or ācallā button for hours, just wanting him to tell you itāll be okay again.
You heard about Fezcoās raid from Maddy, who heard from Cassie, who originally heard from Lexi, the one person Fez told you not worry about, at first it made you upset, knowing Fez moved on quickly after you left, and for someone you went to school with and considered a friend, but you soon got over it, Fez wasnāt going to be yours forever and he should go for what makes him happy, and if he needed more than you to make him happy so be it? Right? It was storming, you could barely hear the taxi approach or stop in front of your house, an older horror movie playing on your living room tv, the knock at the door making you abandon the Scream marathon slowly approaching the door. āPlease donāt be a killer, please donāt be a killerā you whispered as you opened the door, whimpering as you reached for the light switch for the porch lights, quickly flipping it on seeing Fez, standing in soaked clothes that barely fit him, and a bag with a suit covered in blood in it āo-oh my god, Fez what the fuck happened I thought you were in jail?ā You asked quickly yanking him inside watching him wince holding his side, you hand quickly covering where his hand sat āFez, talk to me pleaseā you begged looking at him leading him towards your kitchen grabbing the first aid kit āion need that, mamaā You barely heard Fez, his voice barely above a whisper, hoarse from not talking for a week and before that screaming for almost an hour straight for someone he didnāt want to think about quite yet. āSoā¦howād you get out?ā¦whyd you come here?ā¦ā you asked leaning against the counter across from the bar stool where he sat āIā¦Faye got me outā¦ā he whispered messing with his fingernails, dried blood still around the creases of his nails. āWhyād you come here?..ā you asked again raising your eyebrows at him āwe didnāt exactly..end on good termsā you said softly, you didnāt mean to sound like a bitch but you were actually curious, out of everybody why did he choose you?
āI..I felt bad..about what I said..I fuckin regretted it since the moment it came outta my mouth but I-I knew if I said something itād come out wrong a-and gettin fucking locked up and seein the shit I did..you make my life a lot fuckin betterā he admitted grabbing your hand, except, unlike him last time, you accepted his hand holding it softly, caressing the top of his hand with your thumb āIām glad you noticed that..took you long enoughā¦but I also know..that you werenāt yourself and I wanna know what was going on..why were you so pissed off?..ā you asked stepping closer to him āfuckinā¦I got into some deep shitā¦got raided..lost my product..Mouse was gonna kill me..Ash stepped in..killed him and his guysā¦I had to fuckin..hide the bodyā¦keep the cops off of us..then Custer fuckin knewā he mumbled looking at you, wait why was he telling you all of this? āWait wait, where is ash?ā You asked looking at him ād-did he get caught?ā You asked quickly, why would faye get fez out and not ash? Why would fez take the out without ash being out first? āIon wanna talk about him..ā Fez snapped looking at you āokay..Come on..youāre probably dying for a real dinnerā you asked rubbing his arm going to your freezer to find something to cook. Deep down you knew something bad happened, the moment you didnāt see the young boy behind Fez when he arrived, but you werenāt gonna pry.
After Dinner you rushed Fez to the shower, making sure he used your shampoo and conditioner and not your brotherās nasty ass three-in-one soap. You both sat on the couch, resuming the movie marathon you were watching, but the way Fez tensed and started to tear up whenever blood would appear on scene told you to change the movie to something less bloody. You changed it, to a show you knew would put Fez in a dazed state, long enough for you to grab your stash and roll him a blunt, knowing dear god he needed it especially with whatever he saw that traumatized him this much. When you came back he was still sitting there, now covered in your throw blanket, it being draped over his shoulders and head almost like a cloak. House on the prairie still playing on your living room flatscreen, you sat next to him, his body moving back quickly so that you fell back, laying over his lap, your head on the arm rest āumā¦ow, thereās other ways of saying, cuddle me, then letting my head hit the armrestā you groaned watching Fez move quickly, resting his hand on the back of your head kissing your forehead āyou okay?..m sorryā he whispered looking at you, you were confused, yes, confused on exactly what Fez wanted, did he want a relationship? What about Lexi? āFez..beforeā¦I canāt allow myself to let youā¦kiss my forehead and stuff like that..until you tell me whatās going on between you and Lexiā¦ā you said looking at him, not moving from your laying spot on his lap āLexi?..Howard?ā¦nah mama..she just a good friend..she helped meā¦fuckinā¦write a speech for youā¦to apologize and shit..but..we got raided..and I lost the letter..went back to try and find it but couldnāt bring myself to go down the hallā he mumbled hugging you softly as you leaned up to place the blunt between his lips, you kinda pieced it together, Something bad happened to Ash during the raid, but what? You rubbed his back kissing his forehead as you sighed āitās okay..itās okay..I forgive you fezā¦I know youāre not that kind of person..ā you mumbled cupping his cheek as you lit the blunt for him turning to watch the show, holding his free hand gently giggling as heād kiss your cheek between every inhale and exhale.
Before you realized you had binged the entire Little house on the prairie and then a whole other series, itād still be another three hours until you and fez finally passed out though. you were woken up to Fez moving behind you on the couch, jolting your body every couple moments, your eyes opened slowly adjusting to the dark room, the tv turning itself off after an hour of you both being asleep, You turned looking more at fez, his face was furrowed in anger, tears running down his cheek, his shirt sleeve having a large wet patch where his head had been lying previously. āHeās..heās just a kidā fez whimpered tiredly, jolting his body again, you cupped his cheek wiping his tears quickly āFez..Fezco. Fezco wake up honeyā you said quickly shaking his face a little watching as he screamed sitting up starting to choke and sob trying to catch air in his lungs. You sat up slowly resting a hand on his back āheyā¦whatās going on?..ā you whispered running your hand over his slight beard āshut the hell up and lemme hold you..ā he whispered holding onto your tightly, not wanting to talk about Ash. You stayed quiet for a good ten to fifteen minutes, until Fezcoās hiccups finally stopped ācome on..letās get you some water and move to my roomā you whispered standing up pulling fez with you to the kitchen, filling up one of your water bottles handing it to him walking to your room, Fez not far behind.
Laying on the bed, you held Fez, his head resting on your chest āwhen we got raidedā¦Ash killed Custer..swat came..he fuckin..locked himself in the bathroom..shot at emā¦shot me in the side..killed a cop..they fuckin shot him, y/n..h-he was just a kid h-he wasnāt even fuckin sixteen yetā fez whimpered, his voice cracking the more in depth he got with his sentence, you tensed, a lump appearing in your throat as you held back a sob, Ash was gone?..it hurt to hear, so bad, but it also explained, why Fez was so quiet, why he flinched whenever he watched blood on the tv, why he never wanted to go down the hall at his house like he mentioned.
āIām so sorryā¦Iām so so sorry, Fez..ā you whispered holding him tightly as he sobbed, holding onto you tightly, you ran your hand over his head and down his back comforting him as he sobbed loudly, repeating over and over again he was just a kid, you held him for hours, holding back your own tears, you werenāt sure if they were for ash or if they were because you had never seen Fezco cry like this. āIām here..Iām not gonna go anywhere..ā you whispered kissing the top of his head.
When you finally woke up again, this time at noon, Fez was curled up with the blankets, snoring softly into the pillow, you giggled at him before going out to the kitchen starting to make some coffee. You sat at the table watching as Fez groaned walking down the hall and to the kitchen āhowāre you feeling?..do you wanna talk about-ā you were cut off by Fez pressing his lips to yours, you happily accepted kissing him back softly ābetterā¦slept better laying next to you again.., and I donāt wanna talk about itā he said before placing a finger to his lips āshhingā you softly. Fez still had nightmares for months afterwards, and all you could do was be there for him, hold him while he cried, and in return heād do the same for you, and both of you kept it your little late night secret.
I wasn't sure if you meant platonic ash or not so i'll just go with them being close as friends.
Protector - Platonic ash x reader
warnings: Details of murder, mentions of attempted sexual assualt, ash not knowing what the hell not killing someone means, angst, fluff at the end
You were a frequent buyer from Fezco, you were the biggest and youngest pothead he knew coming in at the age of 16, he would consider Ash as a pothead but Ash didn't really enjoy smoking while you were around. You never realized it, but Fez did, Ash was enthralled with you, from the way you spoke to the way you looked at him whenever he was sick or needed comfort. He would watch you, without you really knowing, making sure you were safe, although, he did have negatives to his 'protectiveness' anytime he saw someone else making you laugh, touching you in any way, or even walking to close to you, he saw red, going as far to beat the shit out of some of the kids. Someone random would probably just say 'its just puberty, he'll get over it and be embarrassed for crushing on one of his brother's girlfriend's friends, but Ash knew it was more than that. He never wanted you to leave, hating the fact you couldn't just stay with them forever, you made him feel as cool as he thought Fez was, and he talked more around you, he liked the person he was around you, not the person he was whenever he watched you, he never took it to a creepy level, only watching you whenever you were at the same place as him, school, parties, etc. He couldn't help the way he acted sometimes, you made him that way, or at least that's what he told himself. Fez saw right through him though, he trusted Ash though, he would never hurt you, Ash wasn't like that, he loved you, he wasn't sure what type of love it was though, he would talk and laugh with you all night but if you ever got too touchy feely with him, touching his arm to much, leaning on him, he'd get stiff, uncomfortable, like whenever a family member got to affectionate. Ash had killed people for you before like poor Andrew who was your theater partner, he didn't know which was better, the killing to protect you or the planning like currently right now.
You were over smoking and playing video games with Ash and Fez whenever Mouse came in, You already felt uncomfortable with his gaze but whenever he demanded you stayed on the couch is when you started hyperventilating, grabbing Ashtray's hand wishing you could hide behind him. That's what set Ashtray off, he stood up, mumbling about needing to take a piss, watching him leave you frantically searched the room for Fez, he stood in the doorway to the kitchen, watching Mouse and his friends closely, glancing between them all then looking at you mouthing "everything's cool, i wont let nothin happen" You watched, feeling something shift in the air, it was tense, Mouse walked closer as two of his friends pinned Fez to the wall, you braced yourself for the worst, tears building up in your eyes, but you never felt his hands touch you, you heard quick footsteps, the couch cushion shift, two things hitting the floor, and another man screaming. "Ash..What the fuck man" Fez said, now he didn't think what Ash did was wrong, they deserved it for whatever fucked up shit they were planning, but, he also had no fucking idea where he would hide two different bodies either, and they had to deal with the guy who was still screaming in pain about the hammer to the face. You opened your eyes, and you wish you hadn't, You covered your mouth letting out a sob looking at Ash, how could he do this? he was never like this, He didn't even kill bugs around you, how did he did this?
You screamed scooting back whenever Ashtray went to grab you "y/n. Go with him...I gotta get this shit cleaned up.." Fez said, sighing loudly muttering under his breath, most likely cursing Ash for staining the carpet. You looked at Ash watching him set the hammer down "I ain't gonna hurt you, y/n/n" He whispered grabbing your hand leading you to his room sitting you on the bed going to his desk grabbing a whole ass shotgun from inside of the drawer "W-what're you doing?" You whimpered looking at the gun then Ash again "You ain't gotta worry about it, Just sit in here for a minute" He whispered, that's when you put two and two together, he was going to kill that other man who was screaming "Ashtray no! I-if you...do that I won't..I won't ever come around again, do you hear me?" You said trying to regain your confidence, Ashtray stopped, looking at you, and for a split second, he looked like a kid, a kid who was just told he wasn't getting presents from santa. "Don't. Don't do that shit y/n don't fucking do that. Are you gonna sit there an' tell me they didn't deserve that shit? I promised to make sure no one hurt you when you first starting coming around..I'm sticking to my word" Ash said before leaving. You waited, it was quiet, until you heard the man pleading with ash, you whimpered tearing up hearing to loud shot of the gun and more silence. Footsteps grew closer and closer as Ash came back in to return the gun, but instead he was met by your fist, punching him in the face. He stumbled for a second wiping his nose before looking at you, maybe he really fucked up this time, you were never violent ever, and yet you just almost broke the boys nose. "Y/n. they were gonna...fucking..." Ash trailed off, tears finally falling and running down his cheeks, You stayed silent, hating yourself for thinking about leaving him, he just wanted to make sure nothing happened, right? "i'm not..mad at you for hurting them..I'm upset...you.." you motioned to the gun, why was it so hard for you to get your words out. He just watched you, raising one hand as he set the gun in the drawer of the desk again.
"I didn't mean to scare you, Y/n..." Ash whispered as Fez watched from the hall, grabbing cleaning supplies from the closet. "Just don't..ever..do it again" You mumbled chipping your fingernail polish, the young teen looked at you smiling a bit wiping his tears "Promise" he whispered hugging you tightly as Fez smiled to himself, not that Ash didn't deserve the punch, he also knew it destroy both of you if you left. You sighed hugging him back, excited he finally gave you a hug for the first time since you met him, feeling a little relaxed knowing he promised never to do anything like that again.
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Major Season 2 Episode 8 spoilers!! Please do not read if you haven't watched it
Summary: The night of Lexi's play, After a fight between you and Fezco you hadn't seen or spoke to him in almost two months, unknown to you (because you attended the play) during the raid instead of Ash not doing what Fez says he runs to your place, what can he say you're both of their go to
warnings: Mentions of murder, fluff, you taking care of ashtray
"You sat in the theater, watching in awe as you watched your best friend finally accomplish she's always wanted, unknown that you wouldn't be able to apologize to your ex boyfriend and try to fix things for another five years.
Faye could hear the drill whirring on the outside of the door, Fez glanced at the door before kissing Ashtray's head "Just go! Go Ash go and I'll fuckin call you when I got shit figured out" Fez mumbled to him wiping his face clean of tears, Custard's dead body sitting on the couch, Ash knew he fucked up this time, it wasn't like mouse, this wasn'y a simple hide the body and forget about it, somebody was going down, and Ash knew he had to be the one who took the fall.
"Ash! Go! We both can't fuckin go down for this! Fuckin go! f-..find Y/n! She'll make sure you're fuckin good!" He whisper yelled so the swat wouldn't hear where one of their suspects were going. Ash stared at his brother, glaring before running out through the back door dodging the police, his lungs burnt with how fast he was running, tears streamed down his face as he heard swat screaming along with his brother. He held back a sob bursting through your basement door, the door you left unlocked incase Fez or Ash needed a place to go while you were gone.
When you arrived home it was late, Rue saying her goodbyes from the sidewalk, Ashtray was hiding, incase swat just tried to come by and search, Your footsteps echoed through the dark empty house, but you could feel it, somebody was here, watching you. "Hello?.." You called before smacking your forehead "This is how basic bitches die in movies, alright who the fuck is in my damn house?!" You yelled hearing your basement door open, turning around quickly you aimmed your knife at the door seeing Ashtray, bloody nose, and dried tears, something happened. You rushed over dropping the knife to the ground, cupping Ashtray's cheek looking over him for any other injuries. "Ash, what happened are you okay?..Where's fez?..Ash fucking talk to me" You snapped, you didn't mean to get rude, but his silence and blank stares scared you. "Custard.." Ash mumbled "Fuckin rat...I..I killed him?...a-and we got raided.." After those words you tuned out Ash, piecing together what was happening, if Ash was at your house it only meant one thing, Fez was gone.
Once Ashtray noticed your glossy eyes he stopped talking and hugged you "Tell me he's gonna be okay, Ash....please?.." You whispered trying to keep your voice strong, you needed to be the one reassuring Ash, not the other way around "He'll be okay...He's a fuckin g, y/n/n..Ain't nothing gonna take him down..he said he'd call you once he got settled wherever he was going." Ash said loud enough for you to hear. It felt like you stood there hugging ash for hours, in reality it was only about 45 minutes, but you both needed it, Fez was a huge person in both of your lives.
Whenever you two finally did leave the hug Ash went to the kitchen with you, watching you start to cook dinner for him "So...You're not mad..? i-it was my fault Fez went down" He said, his voice barely above a whisper but you could still hear the shakiness of it "No..I don't think it's your fault...You did what you thought was right, Ash...You were protecting your brother..and he was protecting you" You said sternly starting to make pasta for him, he stayed quiet playing with the placemats that were on your kitchen island. You finished the pasta rather quickly, faster than normal, but it still tasted amazing, you and Ash sat in your living room watching old movies that you had. You didn't realize how late you had stayed up until Ash's alarm startled you and made you take in that the sun was rising.
"Ash...You've got school bubs.." You whispered rubbing his back, him using your side and arm as a pillow "Fuck school" You heard him mumble into the throw blanket you had thrown over him earlier. "Nah uh, At least go half day?" You whispered to him watching him sit up "Then I will pick you up and...buy you more smoke if you want?" You bribed raising your eyebrows at him "Fine...be there at 12.." He grumbled standing up to stretch "You have extra clothes upstairs" You smiled at him, there was both fez's clothes and Ash's clothes upstairs, you all three agreed if there was an emergency they'd come over to your house, even after you and Fez split he still knew your house was welcome to him and his younger brother. You got up making Ash breakfast in the mean time while he got ready for school.
Setting the cereal and toast down at the table you grabbed your phone glancing at it, still no call from Fez.
"Shit you didn't have to make me food, y/n" Ash's voice broke you out of your trance, how long were you staring at your phone? "Of course I did, Ash...Just cause...your brother and I aren't on good terms doesn't mean I love you any different, you're like my little baby" You smiled as Ash grimaced, he ate while you were quick to get ready, planning on going up to the police station to see if Fez made bond and how much it'd even be. "You ready ash!?" You yelled from your front door, hearing soft footsteps coming closer to you, Ashtray walking past and out to your car.
The drive was quiet, a comfortable quiet, until you pulled up to the school "You gonna come get me if Fez calls right?..Or fuckin...add me to the call or some shit" Ash asked looking at you, if it wasn't so obvious you wouldn't be able to see the scared little boy Ash truly was, just wanting his big brother back. "of course ash..Same goes for you..we're in this together" You said raising your fist letting his fist bump you before he opened the door "Hey. I love you Ash, call me if you need or want anything" You said giving him a soft smile, you had to remind yourself constantly, despite how he acted Ash was just a kid, not even old enough to legally work or drive yet. "I will." He said shutting the door looking at you for a moment before walking away, giving you a soft wave goodbye "Ash! I said i loved you!" You whined looking at him, there was no way in hell you were gonna let him think he can act like a tough guy with no feelings. "I love you too mom!" He yelled sarcastically, but the smile on his face when he turned around and flipped you off showed he meant it, you weren't gonna lie though, being called mom made your heart flip. Now that you were done taking care of Ash for a moment it was now time to take care of Fez and bring him home.
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soooo? Part two of when you reconnect with Fez or leave this here?
