#ask airi

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Did you ever get that tattoo of Red?

Yes! Actually, I did! And it turned out great. Looks almost like what I pictured ♡

In fact, I really hope my tattoo guy gets to ink it elsewhere like a F13 tat, that be really cool!

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Rose's new outfit ♡

I know its been a minute since I've posted or answered anything. I've been busy ~ healing my thoughts and what have you. Anyway, one of the things I've always been kind of aware of us my love for teddy bears. I mean in a complete outline of my life **I'm a fictive character based around a factoid of my author who had DID and fell away to heal after experiencing some not so fun stuff about being a DID identity, idea, and concept.

Anyway in author's story about me i have a red teddy bear thats from my childhood. In the real world its a baby doll named Baby. But in our story its a symbol of childhood stolen which may have represented Author's emotional state after Intensive Brain surgery which is so abstract when you digest the concept of DID after the surgery

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OOC:// A rough sketch of Xander in Cheeto's clothes a Build-a-Bear/Airi cross over

About 5 years ago this week I revisited the story of Xander after going on a six year hiatus from the story at large leaving Sin and Sydney to take care of Airi's baby after her d*ath.

In a weird twist actually, my brother had a daughter (no complication) and He named her Alex, she's three now and it's been quite the transformation from writer to Aunt. I think my brother and I both just like the name Alex.

Xander is technically turning 11 this year. I started writing a story about Jake (one of my Alters) and he's about 11 in it. What do 11 year old boys like to do? In the story he falls into a magical world inside a garden. Of course I didn't get very far with it. And I may just start over and protect Jake all together by writing about Xander or maybe I'll do what I had done in High School and write about both of them.

In a weird way, i lost a love for writing. There's nothing magical about what I've been through or what I'm into and Jake is a whole entire adventure I don't want forgotten in a closet like Damitra, Ichigo, Hikari, and Sora .... had become in the 16 years i have been writing on and off.

Before I knew i had alters Sin Anderson had been Jake (loosely based on a boy i knew in high school who sadly passed away)

So I could bring it all together and make a connect but when I think about how I wrote some of these characters i kind of cry a little as I undo myself to explain why they are the way they are. And I've had three strokes in my lifetime two of them in the last five years (thanks ....pregnant on birth control and COVID-19) So writing has become very difficult and unintentionally unfair.

So I don't do it as much as I used to or need to. Anyway, I drew a picture of Xander a child OC from my time on deviantart .... we remember deviantart ... dressed in Cheeto's clothes

Cheeto is Red and Red is Airi's teddy bear. Cheeto is from Build-a-Bear and Red represents Baby a baby doll i had when I was a little girl // again I really don't like undoing myself to explain why my characters are the way they are. It's one of those if you know you know and I think the only people that'd know are my ex best friend, my aunt, and my mom.

So enough of that

Update: I colored it

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My bear's name is Cheeto

I know it's been years and in a slight hick-em-up I ended my hiatus on tumblr in one of my accounts reposting Arcane Se1ason 2 content.

Isha is adorable! I see a lot of my cousin in her hurt. That's dark, I'm sorry. We're orphans it comes with the territory *no it doesn't*

I found out in my hiatus that I have Schitzo-Effective disorder and it tends to mimic other disorders like Dissosiative identity Disorder and that's fun.

I lost a friend in 2020 which brought up this flare up of random nonsense that comes with schitzoeffective disorder.

I've taken it upon myself to push myself to a breaking point and believe I experienced something called reincarnation after getting off some heavy duty weed use.

Weed that broke me and my boyfriend up in 2016 because I had been cheating on him thin with my drug dealer/guy who swiped my V card and became my boyfriend/ex boyfriend pretty quickly.

Turns out I may just enjoy being alone ...or I'm like 98% into women and it just sucked discovering that until I knew that.

Im thinking about getting a tattoo of my teddy bear Red *IRL Name is Cheeto because it reminds me of the Fire hot delight

Asks are open again.

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If your character could live in any zone in Eorzea or beyond, ignoring the limitations of lore/game/etc, where would they pick and why? If it's honestly where they are now, what do they love so much about it?

Airi currently lives in the Mist and thankfully I started playing when the game was less populated so I actually CHOSE to live there. She loves the Mist because it’s fairly warm, she loves the water and goin swimming. She has her own little garden.

If she could live anywhere I believe she would quite frankly move her house to Dravania. The Dravanian Forelands is her original home and she misses her family at Anyx trine often. She does visit but she wishes she could see them more.

Aesthetically I wish we had a more vibrant housing ward. Lakeland had such vibrant color and it would be nice to live somewhere like that.

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Charmander <3 

He has always been my favorite pokemon c: 

I mean ever since I was a little kid when the game first came out Charmander was my first choice starter in the game and when the anime/cartoon aired on WB after watching those horrible people treat Charmander so unjustly I fell even harder for Charmander. His level of loyalty towards those ASSholes just ugh <3 

Charmander deserves all the loves and those ASSholes that abandon him in the rain don’t deserve the amount of love that Charmander had for them. Charmander, in all of my pokemon games gets so much love!  Charmander is best pokemon cx

I chose Charmander first in Pokemon Go he is my permanent buddy now that the buddy system is available 

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hahaha hahaha haha....ha...ha...ha....uhhhh......seriously?

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Another instagram artist's interpretation of my OC Airi Cambell ♡