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 Watch out for Starscream!

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First day on New Job! Awesome! Also... With A Catch.

It was fantabulous! aaaall.... except i got sick the day before... so I am congested, soar throat, the works... Figures... I still made it through my first shift tho! (cough drops, Vitamin C tablets, Airborn, Tissues check!) no bug going to stop me from being presentable on my first day of work! Suck my exhauste germs! ...*curls up in ball and wishes for sweet release* .... uhhhhhnnnggggg.

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Coping: Girls Day Out

Spent a lovely day out with my friend Alexa. we went shopping for some cloths for myself (my wardrobe was in desperate need of upgrade also Job hunting ATM) wich helped me to get my mind off of things and spend some quality time with friends. Got some new cloths ho ho ho I love new cloths like it's been forever *sobs with joy* Oh and I might have splurged a bit and bought the last two Blind box TF Vinyls at a Hottopic and wouldn't you know they both were ones I did not have (Grimlock) and one was a Special Gold Jazz OMG!! Like what are the chances! That also made my day! I Picked up my Comic books as well and handed the guys there my resume. A birdy told me they could possibly be hiring and they prety much know me there so who knows keep'n my fingers crossed, it be something and a nice place to work on the side beside my personal business.   I had a lovely dinner with Alexa's family this evening and Chad joined the group as well after he got of work. We then migrated to Chads house and proceeded to play Halo 4 matches against each other with Hammers. which needless to say helped to alleviate some stress. "HAMMER TIME!" got some Buckets of ice cream gorged ourselves "OM NOM NOM" and then ended off watching some netflix. yay! They both gave me such a great day today! I love my friends so much! Thank you you two you have no idea (or maybe you do) how much I really needed that. *hugs you both so tight* 

On another note my Aunt (my mom's sister) is in town now as of yesterday and she is amazing! Today while I was gone doing these things (which my family encouraged me to have a day) she helped me catch up on the house duties as this all really put a hamper in me keeping up the apartment and she cleaned EVERYTHING. I cannot begin to express my love and amazement for my family and friends at this point. I just... There are blessings even in this pain. If this has to happen... I am blessed to have the caring people in my life right now who love and support me in this. It is making it just a bit easier to handle as i come to terms with the reality of this all and try to cope with this broken heart. I still am having my ups and downs but God I feel like maybe now there is a brighter future ahead for my family and I. I just pray that tomorrow as I have to face my To be Ex Husband that it will not go badly that i can stay strong having to be in his presence again for a time... God please give me strength. in fact I know he already is in the form of such loving people in my life, and that includes all of these wonderful followers who have given such welcomed support and shown care in many forms. If providing an outlet to get my mind off of life in the form of Fan fiction or encouraging works of art and words. All of you Are beautiful kind people that truly show me no mater how hard things will become there is always hope.

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Mun: There Is A Reason Thanksgiving Comes Before Christmas.

Just as a note... I Refuses to re blog Christmas posts till after Thanksgiving and here is my reasons below: Please Note: This is a personal Rant and I do not wish to offend anyone or create debates merely to speak my peace to those who will listen.  First off I refuse to shop Black Friday. I used to work in Retail on that God awful day where the worst of humanity truly comes out and shows its Greed. Now it seems that this year they (corporate America) are pushing for earlier and earlier times to Shove Sales and Tinsel down our consumer throats. and you know what the worst part is... we encourage it! Thanksgiving is often times overlooked/ practically skipped over by corporations/ retailers due to the fact it is not as profitable as Christmas or other holidays.In fact i get the impression they rather you forget about it as the holiday encourages humbleness and thankfull ness for what we already have. very counterproductive to what they would love to tell us what we apparently need next wouldn't you agree?

So I say here and now! Stop pushing "Consumer Christmas" on us! Allow us a time to enjoy Thanksgiving and actually be thankful for the things we do have before you force feed us the reasons why we should spend more of our hard earned money on the next best thing to feed your fat corporate pockets. We will buy it when WE are ready not when YOU bribe us to! Here's my bottomline. Im not saying its bad to go out and buy gifts for your family but please don't make that your priority and loose sight of the true meaning of these holidays. It's a mantra reverberated over and over again i know but perhaps there is a reason for it that we should listen too. Give us ALL the chance to come together and be a family again without giving us reasons (overtime bonuses etc) to once again lose sight of whats most important in life and pick work over our own loved ones because of utter need in this starved economy. The time with out loved ones... I Feel like this precious time is slowly floating away from modern day families as we struggle all of us to make ends meet. I feel until things change there will be no such thing as a true holiday any longer if there even is one now. It is sooo important to have a time for those hard working individuals to have a small chance at reprieve to rest their bodies and restore their souls. We are not machines! stop treating us like expendable resources!   To all of the retailers out there... Quite Bribing us with the promise of higher pay to slave ourselves away to consumers. They in this same respect are just as inclined to commit idiotic stunts just to attain something so fleeting as a materialistic object that they desperately want to believe will being them and their family true happiness in their lives because YOU flood their senses and brainwash them into believing this untruth.

Things do not equal true happiness. Is that not what we are all seeking? How dare you LIE! In all reality I'm calling you out! you the corporate machines should be paying these hard working individuals more THOUGHT THE YEAR! More disposable income would boost the economy thought the year. We all understand your plan... you keep these working individuals hrs low for the most of the year keeping them out of overtime under 40 hrs (oh no cant have them going into overtime!) storing up their time for the push the shove of Christmas time. You do this so that you can hold them captive by promise of riches when all hell breaks loos come these times of expectant boosts of plenty for your already bulging pockets. Why should they have to wait a YEAR to get that during a time they should otherwise have rest and peace on earth.   So I ask of my followers and friends here. Take back Thanksgiving Take back Christmas and turn these holidays back into the TRUE GIFT they are to Us! Show them that the consumer demand is not for your DEALS but for the fellowship and love we share for our fellow man. Make these holidays about what is truly special in our lives and not about what we can buy. Show them there is no profit in these ventures and maybe then we can learn to appreciate each other again as Human beings. No matter the temptation if we do not do this we lose a piece of ourselves each year we allow this to get worse and worse.   We lose The gift of memories cherished, of time with those we care of most they are the ones that truly matter in our lives as in all best laid plans and prepared gifts become meaningless if you never spend time with the ones you care about most. And I am not simply speaking of Family alone. Everyone has somone in their life no one is truly alone. Seek out those people dearest to you. Even strangers can become friends during these times. (Good WIll towards Man) Time is precious don't spend it seeking frivolous things and working away to your death.  On that note I get it... I have been there and done it but because of that I refuse to participate in it anymore. Granted I can barely afford my mothers Cancer medications/ painkillers let alone some present. I work to get Commission work for that reason alone and ultimately fund more ways in which i can expand my business to cover bills etc just as much as the next person. But bottom line is MAKE TIME FOR THEM. YOU may work hard this holiday season, but it ultimately will amount to nothing if you lose sight of who you doing it working for. If that person is yourself make TIME for yourself and give yourself a break too! Just as Christmases before there will be few presents under the tree this year just as it has been for the past 10 years for my family but I will tell you we don't mind. We have traditions that cost nothing but the Value is unmeasured to us.  And I know, God help me that I am going to spend as much time as i can with my mother this Thanksgiving and Christmas and make the most out of every moment becasue i don't know what the future holds. I am going to make it the best Holiday Season I can for her in the ways I know how that does not include material gifts. We, My family, will be together and that is what I am Thankful for this Thanksgiving /Christmas.  

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AND IT'S TOILET WATER!! *runs off again*

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Amazing Generosity! A Beautiful Soul!

So yesterday as many of you know... was a pretty hard day for my family... But I wanted to post about something amazing that happened in light of it that just goes to show that there really is reason to hope and pray, that there are simply amazing kind people out there just as many of you have already shown me. I could not sleep all last night so I stayed up as I usually do to reflect on things and work as the rest of my family slept. In the midst of this I was contacted through my ask box by an individual who had great sympathy and kind words to share as so many of you have and I thank you! Even though I have not replied to them yet please know I have read each and every one of your notes and taken them to heart. You help me stay positive and I love each and every one of you for that kindness and caring spirit you have shown me. In exchanging notes with this friend they offered to donate to my mom as they read about the medical bills that are quickly accumulating amidst our low income that barely allows us to pay our bills as it is. I thanked them giving them my paypal information and returning to my work not really expecting what happened next. This was early in the morning here for us around 5 or 6am and my mom was just starting to wake up to get ready for work... yes I know she still has to get up at some odd hours in the morning and get ready to go to work despite the fact she gets hardly any sleep from her constant coughing. As I worked my Knockout: "Prepare for surgery!" Ringtone went of notifying me of an email on my phone. It was a paypal transfer... I open it up to find...

$500.00 dollars had just been transferred into my account with a note saying... "Hang in there"

I am speechless... I, at first I thought I had read that wrong or there had been some kind of mistake but... sure enough it was there! I couldn't stop crying this time out of amazement and overwhelming joy and gratitude. I ran to my mom who was getting ready and showed her and my father my phone and the transaction. We could not stop crying out of joy. Praise the Lord and bless this angel on earth. God bless you my dear! GOD BLESS YOU! In such economically hard times right now... for you to do this for a complete stranger online is just...*shakes head crying* I don't think i can put into words how truly grateful I am to you. How much this has really changed my outlook and faith. God has answered my prayers through you not even a full day later that is how quick this happened!  My family will never forget this act of kindness in our time of need and I plan on repaying you some day, I truly do! I don't know how else to tell you how truly amazing this is and what a beautiful spirit you have. God bless you!  You are a miracle through God.

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Guess who got their T-shirts today and decided to have a little fun with things around the house. Man I love the concept and these shirts! ;)

PS: That is a mosin nagant WW2 sniper rifle and its round/ bullet. Not really the right era but it makes for good pictures. One from “my Breakdowns” collection.

Check out the shirts here! http://society6.com/witcherlet

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thethinktank92 said: Your selling those?

Well I am always taking Commissions for them yes. Currently my Halloween slots are open. Here is my Website! :3 HelmHats Website