@silent-of-spirit I bet you thought I wouldn’t do it but I didCX Under the cut for sheer length
1.Who was the last person you held hands with?
My date-mate Michael
2. Are you outgoing or shy?
Shy generally but I have myoutgoing moments
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
My friends from DVC when I swoopthrough during my spring break
4. Are you easy to get along with?
I’d like to think so, I hope so, I’mgonna go with yes.
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
I would hope at least one of themwould yeah.
6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
In general? Nice ones, nerdy ones,ones with passion and smiles and stories, people who make me feel good, peoplewho share my interest and also share their interests with me, creative people,really anyone who might bring positivity into my life and also people who Ifeel like could use some positivity. Speaking physically? I dig guys who aretaller than me, I’m weak for bara’s but also like trim figures. Gals of anyheight are great and curves and squishy tummies are so so nice. I also have hada thing for blonds since early childhood. But honestly everyone’s lovely andregardless of how you look if our personalities vibe I will probably fall inlove with you.
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
Well I’m presently in one now so Ihope that’s still a thing two months from now. And I mean who knows, maybe Iwill be in another relationship too but I think I can pretty confidently answerthis question as yes to at least one relationship.
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
My friend Calvin cause I miss himand we need to hang, my friend Mark because I’m doodling his oc right now andthinkin about hairstyles for that, Michael cause I’m watching Rooster teeth asI write this and I associate that with him.
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
Not at all.
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
My mum I think? Or Julia? My brainis bad at specific times and I had two convos pretty close to one another. It’sone of those.
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
“That sounds like an exasperatedconductor XD”
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
In no particular order:
Paris by the Chain Smokers
Satisfied from Hamilton
Waiting For Love by Avicii
Get Better by the Bleachers (my all-timefave 100% of the time)
Waving Through a Window by CalebHyles
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
God yes
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
Miracles more than luck but yes
15. What good thing happened this summer?
This last summer? I got a jobselling cheese at farmers markets with my friend and got to go to cool placesand meet cool people.
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Last person I smooched was my mumand I will probably smooch her again before bed so yea, all the kisses forever~I love my mommy =3
17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
Yep, not planets close to us butsomewhere out there there’s gotta be.
18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
Nope, he disappeared to themysterious land of Florida.
19. Do you like bubble baths?
Yep~
20. Do you like your neighbors?
I’ve spoken to them once that Ican recall so I don’t really have an opinion.
21. What are you bad habits?
Procrastination, I rip my hair outsometimes, I’ve got shit study habits, I write fanfiction in class instead ofnotes, I’ve got a lot of bad habits but these are the ones that popped intomind first.
22. Where would you like to travel?
Everywhere? Is that an option?Japan and England are at the top of that list since I have friends there,looking at one of those for study abroad. Egypt also for friend reasons. TheNetherlands, Switzerland, France (just so I can remember going this time xp),Australia, the bottom of the ocean, space, other dimensions. I just wanna goman, just wanna go wherever.
23. Do you have trust issues?
Kind of?? I don’t worry aboutstuff like cheating and things but I have trouble trusting that people actuallylike me without ulterior motives or that they’re not just hanging around me tobe nice. I tend to feel like I’ve trapped people into friendships andrelationships with me so I’m always waiting for them to get tired of acting andend things :< It’s a stressful way to live always expecting yourrelationships to explode at any given moment.
24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
It’s a tie between my morningshower and the part of my day where I whip my bra off and know it’s staying offfor the rest of the day.
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
Generally I’m pretty happy with mybody actually but I guess if I’ve gotta pick something I’d say my hair becauseit takes so much effort to keep it up how I actually want to and I generallyjust don’t have the spoons for it so it’s very rare that I’m actually all theway happy with how it looks and/or feels.
26. What do you do when you wake up?
Lay in bed for five more minuteschecking various apps and psyching myself up for the day. Also say “I know” to my screaming kitty cat as he demands breakfast and pets.
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
Neither? Honestly I really don’tcare, feel like I’d look weird with lighter skin though so I guess I wouldn’tmind a tan. Mostly I wish I didn’t scar so easily xp
28. Who are you most comfortable around?
My mum, Amber, Julia, Caitlyn, Calvin,Nafisa, Sheridan (this is the list of friends I’m 100% sure don’t hate me.)
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
Nope, but I’ve had one straight uptell me he dated me because he felt sorry for me.
30. Do you ever want to get married?
Definitely!
31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?
Might be when it’s straight, haven’ttried in a while.
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
Misha Collins and his wifeVictoria Vantoch, Hugh Jackman and his wife Deborra-Lee Furness
33. Spell your name with your chin.
Lauujrfededn (first name was goingso well and then it just went blah xp)
Oobliviojusolsdo (tumblr handle wenta little better???)
34. Do you play sports? What sports?
Not by choice but I was made tojoin the basketball team in middle school.
35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
TV
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
Most of my life is unrequitedcrushes.
37. What do you say during awkward silences?
Generally nothing because I’mafraid to break them.
38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
Someone who’s as excited about meas I am about them, because I’ve found in past relationships that I tend to be waymore invested in the other person than they are in me. Someone who’s fine with meshowing love often and wants to show it in equal measure. Someone who is my bestfriend as much as they’re my lover, who has inside jokes with me and storiesand just loves to be with me and I love to be with them and we go on adventuresor sit around and either way its great because we’re great and we make each otherhappy. And also someone I can be unhappy with, someone I can cry in front ofand not worry about running them away, someone I don’t have to hold back with,someone I’m not scared to say “I need attention” to, because that’s honestlyone of the hardest, scariest things for me to say so I never say it and end upfeeling neglected. I just want people I can be happy with and honest withbecause a lot of what I’ve learned to do in relationships is lie about how I amand what I want so that I bend around what I think the other person wants fromme. I guess mostly my dream partner is someone I’m 100% comfortable and honest with.Extra points if they love dragon age.
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
Daiso is my snackfood and school supplydestination, Forever 21 is where most of my summertime clothes are from, I alsolove the bioware and Bethesda online stores, and Boxlunch is pretty cool too~
40. What do you want to do after high school college?
I honestly have no fuckin clueanymore. I’m thinking maybe join the Peace Corps if I stay on the politicalscience track. Honestly it’s more likely I’ll just keep working my jobs andmaybe look for another one to add to the stack. I’ve got no idea where my lifeis going xp
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Depends on what they did. Somethings you just gotta walk away from. The world can give them a second chancewith someone else, you gotta take care of yourself.
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?
If we’re alone and I’m quiet I’mvery comfortable and enjoying our time together. If I’m with oodles of peopleand being extremely quiet I am veryuncomfortable and/or self conscious and probably trying not to panic or cry.
43. Do you smile at strangers?
Usually. I like to see othersmile.
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
Why not both? If I’ve gotta choseI guess I chose the ocean because I’ve wanted to explore it longer than I’ve wantedto visit space.
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
Needing to pee usually. Or my catscreaming at me for breakfast.
46. What are you paranoid about?
That everyone I love actuallyhates me and that they’re all disappointed in me. That I’m actually a horrible,toxic person dragging everyone down, that if I let slip for even a few momentsthat my mental illness is acting up everyone will abandon me. That something horriblemight happen to my mum when she’s out of my sight. Mostly I’m a great bigbundle of abandonment issues.
47. Have you ever been high?
Yep, got a funny story about myfirst experience with edibles if anyone wants to hear.
48. Have you ever been drunk?
Also yep, though only twice so farin my life. I dislike it immensely and generally avoid drinking very much.
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
Not that I can think of.
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
Pullover hoodie? Purple. Zip uphoodie? Blue and yellow.
51. Ever wished you were someone else?
God yes
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?
My brain and the fact that it’s adepressed, traumatized mess.
53. Favourite makeup brand?
… The cheap one??? I don’t makeupvery much, generally just buy cheap stuff or get gifted things.
54. Favourite store?
I’m gonna go with Daiso for thisone.
55. Favourite blog?
More than one cause I do what I want!Also alphabetically~ Also I can untag ya’ll if you want XD
@crispsauce datemate/beautifulfriend
@despondent-dulcet beautifulfriend
@galaga-senpai beautiful friend
Reapers-carino (too shy to tagthem properly) Awesome Overwatch writer
Xreader (also too shy to tag themproperly) Awsome Overwatch writer
56. Favourite colour?
Purple, specifically lavender
57. Favourite food?
Sushi, especiallythings with salmon or yellowtail
58. Last thing you ate?
Chicken Katsu
59. First thing you ate this morning?
Sweetbread thing I got at Daiso
60. Ever won a competition? For what?
Not on my own that I can recall.My group did win the skit competition at Jack and Jill’s teen conference in2011 I think it was.
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?
Nope
62. Been arrested? For what?
Also nope
63. Ever been in love?
Several times. Tends notto work out.
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?
I was at my first girlfriend’shouse and we were hanging out in her room talking on the phone with my other friend that Ihad a crush on and who would later become the boyfriend who told me he dated mebecause he felt sorry for me. We were teasing him about something and it endedup on the subject of kissing and in the middle of me talking about somethingshe just kind of leaned over and kissed me. It was nice. She tasted like thehomemade peach ice cream we’d had after dinner.
65. Are you hungry right now?
God no. I ate way too much today.
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
The friends I have on tumblr arereal friends and I love them the same as anyone else~
67. Facebook or Twitter?
Facebook
68. Twitter or Tumblr?
Tumblr
69. Are you watching tv right now?
I have youtube on my tv in thebackground. I am not invested.
70. Names of your bestfriends?
Amber, Caitlyn, Julia,Calvin, Sheridan, Nafisa (it’s that same list of friends I’m sure don’t hateme.)
71. Craving something? What?
Emotional validation, a sense of purpose,milk tea.
72. What colour are your towels?
Many
72. How many pillows do you sleep with?
One head pillow one body pillow
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
Yes, Molly the bear and Ducky thepencil case duck.
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?
I’m gonna say 100. There’s atleast 30 in my room right now and then all the ones I ever had growing up invarious storage slots in this house and our house in the south.
75. Favourite animal?
Cows on land Jellyfish in the sea
76. What colour is your underwear?
Black with red trim and HelloKitty on my butt
77. Chocolate or Vanilla?
Vanilla
78. Favourite ice cream flavour?
Rose
79. What colour shirt are you wearing?
Grey with grey text
80. What colour pants?
Invisible (aka none)
81. Favourite tv show?
It’s between Gallivant and StevenUniverse
82. Favourite movie?
I’ve got a lot but Big Fish or Spyare probs at the top right now
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?
Mean Girls
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?
Hmmmm 21 Jump Street
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?
Gretchen
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?
Bruce
87. First person you talked to today?
Michael
88. Last person you talked to today?
Mum
89. Name a person you hate?
Our present POTUS
90. Name a person you love?
My mum
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?
Our present POTUS
92. In a fight with someone?
Not that I’m aware of
93. How many sweatpants do you have?
Like six????
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
At least 20
95. Last movie you watched?
Saw Kong Skull Island with mumlast Sunday. It was fun.
96. Favourite actress?
I really like Melissa McCarthy andalso Danai Gurira
97. Favourite actor?
Hugh Jackman and also Alan Rickman
98. Do you tan a lot?
Not on purpose but it happensevery summer without fail.
99. Have any pets?
My precious baby Simba!
100. How are you feeling?
Physically exhausted, mentallyfine
101. Do you type fast?
I’d like to think so
102. Do you regret anything from your past?
Most things.
103. Can you spell well?
Nope but spellcheck saves the day.
104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
Lots of people.
105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
At least three
106. Ever broken someone’s heart?
If I have they didn’t tell me
107. Have you ever been on a horse?
Only once but yes~
108. What should you be doing?
Drawing Mark’s character.
109. Is something irritating you right now?
Not really
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
Several times.
111. Do you have trust issues?
Wasn’t this a question earlier? Ithink so. Check above and if not hit me up cx
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Michael I think.
113. What was your childhood nickname?
Daddy called me Coolio because ofmy braids XD
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?
Yeppers
115. Do you play the Wii?
Can’t find the damn wiimote butyes
116. Are you listening to music right now?
Nope, Markiplier
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
Who doesn’t???
118. Do you like Chinese food?
Yes~
119. Favourite book?
Triple tie between 1984, Brave NewWorld, and the Giver
120. Are you afraid of the dark?
Yes
121. Are you mean?
I try not to be. I hope not.
122. Is cheating ever okay?
Only in noncompetitive videogames, like using the motherload cheat in the Sims. Otherwise don’t do it.
123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
Jesus no, I’m the family disgrace.
124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Lust maybe but love takes time
125. Do you believe in true love?
Indeed I do. Though I also believeit’s not limited to one person.
126. Are you currently bored?
Nah, pretty entertained by doingthis whole thing.
127. What makes you happy?
My friends, dragon age, my cat,music, anime, rooster teeth, video games, writing, tasty food
128. Would you change your name?
Nah, I like the name my parentspicked for me~
129. What your zodiac sign?
Virgo but I was supposed to be a Capricorn
130. Do you like subway?
Like the sub shop? I don’t gothere on my own but if someone brings me food from there I’ll eat it. If youmean subway trains I like Bart (bay area rapid transit for anyone who doesn’tknow) just fine. Though I often consider how dirty everything probably is.
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
That would probably be Calvin?? We’vealready determined that we’re too much like siblings to ever date and I don’tthink that feeling will change on my end at least so I’d probably let him knowthat and hopefully continue things as usual. No use in making things weird.
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Once again I’m pretty sure Ianswered this already??? Deja’vu??? How do you spell that?
133. Favourite lyrics right now?
We are one of a kind irreplaceable
How did I get so blind and socynical
If there’s love in this life we’reunstoppable
No we can’t be defeated
Waiting for Love - Avicii
134. Can you count to one million?
I do not have the patience but Iprobably have the ability.
135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
I told my mom the cat broke thehorn on her tiny unicorn statue when there was literally no way the cat couldhave reached it or broken it in the way I did.
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
Open a crack for the cat or elsehe cries and pulls at the carpet
137. How tall are you?
5’4
138. Curly or Straight hair?
Mine is curly I like either onothers.
139. Brunette or Blonde?
Mine’s brown black I also likeeither on others.
140. Summer or Winter?
Summer forever please.
141. Night or Day?
Give me day, eternal light!
142. Favourite month
February has my favorite holidaybut I think I’ll go with July because weather.
143. Are you a vegetarian?
Nope, tried once and that’s how Ifound out I’m anemic.
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?
White, dark, milk in that order.
145. Tea or Coffee?
Tea, coffee gives me tummy achesand anxiety
146. Was today a good day?
I think so, yes~
147. Mars or Snickers?
Snickers, even though I’m mildly allergicto peanuts.
148. What’s your favourite quote?
That’s a good ass question. Ithink I’ll go with:
“In three words I can sum up everything I’ve learned about life: it goeson.” Robert Frost
149. Do you believe in ghosts?
Yep
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the firstline
“And he said unto them, Let theLord be so with you as I will let you go, and your little ones: look to it; forevil is before you.” Exodus 11:10
Ho shit, done! Congrats if you made it through this behemoth, you now know a bunch of useless things about me XD
