@lunatempus sent: ❛ experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. ❜ (lang)
His hands shook. God, his whole body shook. He couldn’t control it, couldn’t bring himself back. The near-shift had taken him right to the brink, but thankfully not over it, yet he still felt there on edge. If only he could stop shaking.
His teeth even chattered, rattling in his mouth, to the point he couldn’t even form a response. Swallowing hard, Lang kept his eyes downcast, arms wrapped around himself. His fingers wound tightly in the fabric of his torn t-shirt, willing himself to calm the rest of the way down, to breathe normally, to be normal, to... be himself again.
He finally found his voice, weak as it was. “Yeah... yeah I get that.” Experience was brutal, but he learned. God, did he learn.
He looked up, just for a second, dark eyes meeting his before dropping again. “I think... I think I’ll be okay now.”