https://www.tumblr.com/inchidentally/823245807189999616/favorite-part-of-this-moment-is-lando-staying-on?source=share
Yet, here he was, again. Standing just outside the edge of his door. Asking for permission in the softest voice.
Like, despite his coronation this night, there was one stretch of land the new king had vowed to keep sacred. A temple, where he would leave his crown at the door, get on his knees, and pray to his god. Utterly defenceless. Utterly at the mercy of an even higher power.
SAME ENERGY SAME ENERGY. I had to run to ao3 and reread because I knew I'd seen(more like read) the vibe somewhere.
um i got excited. as you can see.
ALSO I reread all of your works again. i cried, mostly happy tears and then i remembered oscar's dnf and then it was straight misery. your works are a balm to the soul in these terrible times <3
oh my god. firstly, i can't believe my fics are something that people think about for this long after they've read them, and i really wrote this one with my whole heart and soul. it means so much to me that you'd see something in the wild and be reminded of a thing that i wrote. wow. thank you.
but more to the actual point of your ask, YES. YESSS!!! that video, and @inchidentally's analysis is exactly that energy that i tried to capture. landoscar do this deference thing all the fucking time and it drives me insane. drove me insane enough that i had to weave it into that fic.
their #1 priority after a race (after the celebration) is to check in with the other, but they always let the more vulnerable one dictate the pace. never push for it before the other is ready. and leave all the grandiosity of the win outside that interaction. if the win makes them inflate, they consciously make themselves smaller when they approach the other. not at the cost of their own joy or pride, but more "yes, i fucking did it, i won. now i get to lord over this whole paddock for a day. but not you. never you. i will not once let my shadow shroud you. are you okay? are we okay? i love you, i care about you, i respect and admire you so much. i'm sorry if i accidentally did anything to upset you. forgive me?"
it's so fucking gentle and careful and thoughtful and loving and so uniquely committed to just one person above everyone else aaarrggghhh these two have me by the throat
and it makes me so happy to hear that my fics could provide you some comfort in these trying times!! i write them to comfort myself, so i'm glad i can share that with you. ❤️
(still trying to wrap my head around the fact that my writing would leave enough of an impression for someone to want to reread it, but god. thank you so much for all your kind words. please never apologise for being excited, i'm so excited that you're excited about my fic. this ask made my whole day)










