I'm sad you're leaving. It's the usual kind of self-centred sadness though. What I mean is, I'm sad you're leaving a fandom that YOU're not even sad you're leaving. Silly self-centred unnecessary sadness. I'm annoyed with myself for it. Can't help it though. If you happened upon Shinee months/years later in some vastly new/different comeback/form/era/style/age/post-SME/as solo artists etc do you think re-ignition of feelings/appreciation would be possible? Or is the well empty? Is it all dead..?
well it’s all relative really. my emotions towards SHINee have definitely lessened and are basically non existent. however if I were to meet them I suppose i’d be happy but I wouldn’t be as hysterically excited as I would have been a year ago. The reason I went off them is because I was trying to get out of a hermit-esque slump that I had found myself in earlier on in the year, and reunited myself with my friends and I gained more happiness from that than I did from SHINee. I know it may be difficult for some shawols to comprehend but for me nothing is concrete and I drift from interest to interest and I suppose the time has come for me to drift away from k-pop and korean subjects.
