#asks4you

[trap4you]

Oh ofc Eclipse is back on their hating the prsk collab because Jun dared to hang out with Akito + hating on Anzu and reducing her down to shipbait when IbaAnzu isn't even her most popular ship. Really annoyed that they're bringing lesbians into this because most idol x Anzu shippers don't hc her as a lesbian, it's only the people shipping with with Engirls characters/Arashi/Negi who do (also what a lazy way to distract from their misogyny since if they did actually think Anzu is a lesbian they wouldn't have been so mad about IbaAnzu and spout misogynist bs about her).

Something tells me that if the prsk girls interacted with the enstars characters, they would've been like the Jp yumes hating on the prsk girls for daring to breathe near their bf and being extra vile towards them (especially because they were previously hating on prsk and then when prsk fans were defending the game, Eclipse accused them of playing the misogyny card just because most of the characters are girls and that they're in the right for 'criticising' the game).

I know that they don't have access to proper therapy but honestly it's really infuriating seeing them blame their behavior on bpd because it's a very isolating disorder and I know how painful it is to deal with bpd by yourself and trying very hard to not to lash out at others but at the same time they're perpetuating very harmful stereotypes about bpd. I think someone even pointed this out in their Retrospring but they went on their usual rant about how nothing is ever their fault and that it's actually random anons' fault that they're like this. Them having bpd isn't their fault but it's their responsibility to manage it.

Also sidenote, it's good that they're writing fics but honestly yeah Alyosha is right about how they characterise Eden, it reads like they just skimmed the fandom wiki page for each of the characters and then wrote the characters with the most surface level interpretation of it which someone very new to the fandom and just learning about Eden would write. I don't want to sound too pretentious as a fic writer especially given the source material is Enstars but they really need to learn how to critically read the stories or at least character analysis essays from other fans. It makes sense why they somehow interpreted Jun's struggles in Solid Stage as 'racism' when he presumably is Yamato Japanese, the major ethnic group in Japan, and also was so against the more angstier character development stories especially for Hiyori when she has plenty of lighthearted stories and desperately needs a character development filled story to combat the stagnation (also why do they even hate Conquest now).

hi hey helloo lol hold on let me go through this

the entire jun situation is just so nasty. and yeah as a lesbian shut the fuck up 😭 like next they're gonna whine that anzu being in the minitalks is just ship bait and theyre not canon or fucking whatever. ec is being misogynistic plain and simple and the fact they keep refuting it while still saying the same shit proves they will not listen!!!! and you're completely right that if they really did think that she is then why do they even care 😭

yeah. the history between enstars and pjsk fans is not very positive and i really liked having something we could all celebrate for once (i'm. both so) but i really do not understand how ec thinks that the reason it only included the guys was to punish them or some shit. like no you would have acted the same if they had minori or honami or whoever paired with jun 😭

i have a few friends with bpd and yeah it really is frustrating. for them to have lived with it for this many years and not developed any kinds of coping mechanisms that are self-sufficient (is that the right word) is just. on them. my friends do not suibait and say their partners deserve to be abused. that is an exclusively eclipse thing

love our community of people in my inbox but yea. it really does give babies first fic learning how to characterise which like. IS FINE. it's fine, i don't really care as long as they're happy with their work. but it is just fascinating to see them do that and then act the way they do, as if they understand eden better than anyone else. (and they'd probably complain that there are no eden analyses. which isn't true but i digress)

i did a big response to that anon confession that they practically admitted was them but yeah it's really telling that half their talking points about absolute come from a slideshow their mutual made. and why they beg for eden things all the time since they cannot comprehend and make analyses/aus/anything themselves.

and you're right i'm pretty sure they did complain about angsty stories? i'd have no idea where to find that but that does ring a bell. idk about conquest lmao just because it was probably a different writer or someone who forgot that jun knew hiyori's backstory or whatever. probably because absolute reigns supreme can do no wrong praise the writers kiss their feet and the ground they walk on

srry if this is phrased poorly i've been sleeping so badly lately im z. but it's nice to see you again meg ^_^

[trap4you]

Has Rumi ever issued an apology to Luna when they first got exposed for sending hate towards themselves and tried to paint it as Luna harassing them

i dont think so. i know silllychill has even apologised to her but no i dont think rumi ever did

[trap4you]

Hello same as another anonymous I'm kinda bad with tumblr. I come from reddit and I'm learning everything. I was super chill on telling them to maybe go off from social medias and take a break but it seems like it's been months like that. There is no screenshot but since i commented I still have the link of one of their post if you need it: https://www.reddit.com/r/ensemblestars/comments/1p09vym/retirée_par_lela_modo/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web3x&utm_name=web3xcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button

It's sad because EVERYONE was nice telling them how to manage the situation but if you weren't in their shoes at 100% they screamed at bullying.

hi hi welcome!! what a deep rabbit hole you've stumbled upon lol. but yeah, this person is Very Notorious throughout fandom spaces, especially on twitter. mostly for suibaiting and lying, but they have harassed people a lot (incl irl) and doxxed themselves to cry bullying as well. it's A Lot.

it hasn't just been months, it's been YEARS of people giving them the same advice but them insisting it won't work (without ever trying it properly). i'm sorry you had to deal with them in any capacity! at least now you know you're not alone with the frustration <3

i have found this post and gotten as much as i can from it, but thank you!!! unfort since they were banned from reddit (negative karma farming like crazy i assume) we can only glean the general gist from people's replies. looks like the same shit as always lol

[trap4you]

Is enstars based on actual groups or something?? who is jun and what is the job thing about?? I don't know anything about enstars send help (I wrote that down when I was very tired I'm sorry 😭 but seriously what is happening who is jun)

umm eclipse don't read this i guess because its 'invalidating' and talking about jun's solo career. can't say i didn't warn you

ensemble stars is fictional, the industry it portrays is fictional and every single character is fictional. they are not real. im sorry you've been misled </3

jun sazanami is one of the characters in the group eden, which was introduced towards the end of the first game (which wasn't a rhythm game and ran from 2014-2019, the current game started in 2020). he's in this unit with three other characters, hiyori tomoe, nagisa ran and ibara saegusa.

his story is kind of a classic 'underdog' story, while trickstar and alkaloid (other units which were basically the protagonists of the first game and early in the second game) follow that kind of underdog trope, jun himself does as well. his father was a failed idol who got beaten at idoling (i guess???) by an idol named jin sagami (a side-character in the games) and then jun's dad spent all of jun's childhood training him to be a better idol in aims of one day overtaking jin where he couldn't.

jun had a huge struggle creating a name for himself and paving his way in an industry he wasn't exactly well-equipped to dive into. he had some talent but he was a bit rough around the edges. here's where hiyori comes in :). hiyori saw jun's potential and scooped him up and they became a duo unit, eve. jun has spoken sooo many times about how he feels like hiyori 'saved' him and that he was just a stray dog before hiyori came along and lifted him up. i'm not too clear on the timeline of him becoming a part of eden but that did happen LOL

eden has been a unit for about three in-game years at this point? (the timeline is wack lmao) but anyway last year, a storyline was introduced where jun was offered a job that would have him making a name for himself in america. this comes after many characters have worked and still do work overseas, flying back and forth etc. and many idols have work outside of their units to both spread their name and get more income

this storyline has been teased and tested out both within jun's main story last year and in the start of this years ibara event. (but not fully focused on or explored yet) jun was scared the others would react poorly to him considering it and hid it from them, leading to ibara getting MAADDD about such a big thing being hidden from him. (ibara produces for eden so he's a bit controlling about the jobs they take and stuff like that (but he's getting less so... heh)) when the other two in eden found out, they were super supportive!! jun was really especially worried about hiyori being upset given that they're partners in eve and he's kind of never been a proper idol without hiyori (and hiyori is sooo possessive and jealous just. as a person HJGKDFNG) but yeah :) hiyori was happy for jun and excited for what the opportunity might offer him

i think putting an ibara event that had nothing to do with jun's solo career when people were curious about it was CRAZY WORK on happyelements part. but hopefully we will actually see it properly explored soon!!

personally i think it's such a great next step for him as a character, it brings up a lot of questions about his emotions regarding falling into the role his father laid out for him so many years ago. and how he's been trying to not rely on his unit mates as much, how is he going to handle his own career ? will he confide in them and let them support him? or will he push things down again, like he does when he thinks he's unworthy? how will his self-esteem react to being appreciated outside of being an afterthought for the others (something he considers himself to be)? AGH it's just so interesting!

sorry for the ramble/infodump. i really love eden HGJFDN i hope this cleared up some things for you !!!

[trap4you]

You do know I would've changed by now had you not made this acc and started talking about the past and getting me outed from the community right?

I deserve to move on and will come back happily if you deactivate and don't bring the past up again. I can't move on when you keep shit talking me and nobody can change the past.

what ‘past’ are you talking about? things from yesterday? last week?

you were given hundreds of chances to change before i was here. i am not your scapegoat.

i removed my 3-ish posts that spoke about anything that happened before i made this account. you CANNOT blame me for your own actions.

you have been given so many chances to change. time and time again i have left you alone when you made a fresh start and deleted your posts. but we always end up back here.

you will not listen. i know you will ignore everything i say anyway. need i bring up how many times ive told you to add yourself to any story you want. to post whatever you want. my only issue EVER is when you start doing the shit you always pull.

reflect on yourself.

[trap4you]

Yet was there ever an apology for bashing my writing? We're thinking posts taken down? No. No excuses you bashed me for being ooc and not knowing my f/os (when I did. Not my fault the game rewrote their entire characters and I wrote the original versions of them I actually liked. Enstars always does that shit, that's why canon isn't valid because it's constantly rewritten) and I've been too scared to write since. Also I don't like that you'll screenshot my account when I did nothing wrong, I don't like my url being shown (idc if everyone who interacts knows my url it's a comfort thing for me personally who's trying to move on. You just want to keep me tied to the past forevermore and I can't do anything without worrying you or miaou will come for my throat over the tiniest things. It just isn't fair especially when you're dead silent when I'm being harassed you just want me to be the problem and I'm tired of it) - 💜

ok hello wonderful to see you here again. please read all of this. ok?

firstly, i explained here already that my criticism was of your attitude. and it was not more than one post. please stop making things up. (the rest of this paragraph has been addressed already in that post from december. yes december.)

and drumroll please, here is me encouraging you to write over 120 times! so what are you talking about! don't hallucinate this away please! i have been encouraging you to create whatever you want for the majority of this accounts lifespan! i have stated this many many times! you still ignore it every single time! @writeyourself-intostories also exists too

removed your url from that post, but this ask was directly from your account (i assume by accident) so i have hidden it. 👍

again, over 120 times i have encouraged you to write and create and ignore whatever is holding you back. aaaand once again, my pinned says dont send you anything and don't criticise your relationships. it quite literally always has. i have told you so many fucking times to ignore whatever people are telling you to dissuade you and just create. i dont understand why you make me into this gigantic bogeyman that is orchestrating every anon in your inbox. why the fuck do i have to be responsible for people disliking you.

you're lying about things i have said for the billionth time, dude. if you wonder why i don't like you (HINT: ITS NOT BECAUSE OF YOUR RELATIONSHIPS!), reread your ask. you hurt people. want to know why i've been so completely inactive these past few months? because you haven't been publicly doing that. and i hope to god you aren't doing it privately either.

signed, inhuman bully ❤

P.S. write and draw and create literally anything you want. please post everything from yuumay or whatever the name was. ignore people criticising you for bullshit reasons because you do know theyre being ridiculous. i may have my petty moments but there is literally nothing wrong with having fun. ❤

[trap4you]

This person is clearly mentally ill and struggling just leave them alone. Nobody cares about the them and they're clearly trying to do better.

i may have acted on impulse and used harsh wording but this is a situation where real people are being hurt. i hope, once again, that this ‘wake up call’ works. you cannot just claim to be trying to do better and then do the same thing for years on end and expect no one to notice. thats ridiculous

[trap4you]

I completely forgot why I stopped following rumi until you posted that holy shit

there’s an ego and entitlement behind everything masked as innocence. after falling for it so many times i just couldn’t stand it anymore

the ignorance is just absolutely astounding on top of that. i know that if they ever find these posts theyll crash out like crazy and go ‘im not a bad person… am i? *picture of mao’

its a pattern. its a cycle. just the same as my usual subject.

be better.