#aspec yearning

[melancholylakeentity]

It’s not that I’m unlovable, but I never feel lovable enough to be anyone’s first pick, or favorite. Perhaps it’s selfish, but I want to be someone’s first person to go to when they hear good or bad news. I want to lose my inhibitions, emotionally vomit the thoughts I’ve been repressing, and have someone stay and listen and care instead of deciding I’m too much. I’d rather not dwell on if I want something romantic or platonic or in between and the nuances of that, I just know that I want someone that will always ask me to be their plus one- out of genuine want, and not obligation. Someone who will always want to come home to me.

[polycule-yearning]

It's time for cuddles, i've decided *grabby hands* c'mere

[polycule-yearning]

Can i find someone who will watch shit with me already

[polycule-yearning]

I wish someone would take me dancing 🥰 no one's ever done that~

[polycule-yearning]

Fuck personality types and sign compatibility. Which option do you choose in the tumblr item polls?

[polycule-yearning]

IF THIS ISNT THE VIBE OF THE LOVE I GET, BE IT PLATONIC OR OTHER, THEN I DONT WANT IT. IN THAT CASE RETURN TO SENDER

[polycule-yearning]

Of course i have a miss piggy inspiration board

[polycule-yearning]

I desire sex in the same way one would desire playing a fun boardgame

I think it's a sweet way to explore bodies and make the urges/hormones shut up for a bit and can be a fun stimmy activity.

Just a happy lil "ooo~ fun!"

When i feel sexually attracted to a person then it can also become more focused because of the doraric attraction i feel, then i feel it kinda like wanting someone to scratch a part of my back i can't reach.

But i don't think that's what allo people feel /delighted