First Kill [[ Closed RP: aspernatio ]]
Training with Frederick was anything but a walk in the park. While Nora was making a steady progress, she knew Frederick could see that she lacked a certain initiative. She knew she was no soldier---nor was she knight, not that she could remember that is. But no matter how many times he trained her----hell, he could even train her to kill....but the true question was...could she do it?
Could the tactician take the life of another?
Making her way down the busy hallways, the sound of her boots echoed against the cobble stoned floors as she walked towards the mess hall. A meeting had been called and all the Shepherds were required to show up for a short briefing.
As the bluenette entered the mess hall, she found a sea of familiar faces masked by confused whispers. Quirking her brow, Nora quietly made her way to the nearest seat. The group continued to exchanged whispers between each other as Nora sat silently. An uneasy silence fell over the group, as the Ylissean Prince and his Great Knight entered the mess hall.
Once quiet, Frederick immediately began a brief explanation on the situation. Speaking in a stern tone, he stated that village near by was being over run by Plegian troops. The first thing that came to Nora's mind was that Gangrel was getting more and more bold with his battle strategies. And by Frederick's tone, it seemed it wasn't going to be an easy task to push the Plegiean army out of the Village.
The room erupted once again as Frederick finished his briefing. Dismissing everyone from the room he advised them to prepare themselves for the worse.
What did he mean by that? thought the Tactician uneasily.
As the Shepherds began to pile out of the room, Nora seemed a little reluctant. Her gaze fixed on her lap as her thoughts began to eat at her thoughts. She wouldn't be lying if she said she was scared, ”Don’t think…” she mumbled quietly.
Silently, she followed the last few people out the mess hall; however….the thought of killing another human did not cease to weigh on her mind. Her lower lip twitched as she continued to pour over it---what will happen if she refused to kill her opponent...what if she hesitates---...
She muttered trying to push the thought of killing an actual person to the back of her mind.
The gears were clearly turning in her head as she began to ready herself for battle. Continuing to mutter to herself as she took hold of her killing edge.
Sliding the blade out of it’s blue lacquer sheath, the freshly forged metal it sang. The carefully crafted blade glistened in dull light of the barracks, it's blade reflecting off of the troubled bluenette’s features. Paler than usual—-her bistre gaze held no light as she silently tried to keep herself together.
Holding the flat side of her sword delicately against her forearm, her gaze was fixed on it’s curved edge——-looking for any wear that might have came to the blade when in use.