[ soothe ] sender kisses receiver to stop them from shaking ( from essek ) @astraltouch ⇢ different kinds of kisses
One would think there wouldn’t be much that rattled him these days. He’s a warrior, above all: he’s fierce, he’s reckless, he’s brave to near to the point of foolishness. But this fight had been brutal, bloody, held together by the skin of his teeth and for a moment he’d been near convinced everything was about to end here.
But that wasn’t the reason.
The undead bronze dragon under the city had caused a tangle of emotions and haunting memory to take him by the throat; he was angry, indignant, felt like weeping, and wasn’t even sure who for. And, beyond that — it’s the haunting of another memory, the one that stays stubbornly unclear, of what happened those years ago, and those great rotting skeletal teeth leave something cold and old and heart-racing somewhere in his chest.
He left the others as soon as the fight was over, staggering his way back through to the entrance to the room, sloshing through water, feeling chilled to the bone. " 'm fine, " he says, thick, as he hears another come up to him, only softening when he realizes who it is. And the little kiss that’s offered — soothing, bracing, brief — make it ever-so-obvious just how rattled he truly is.
" 'm just —— " And he realizes he’s still holding his sword; radiant flame still licks down it, and he extinguishes it before sheathing it; he’s rambling. " Just —— needed some air, fuckin’ reeked in there like —— like rotting lizard. "











